Mimisokikay's Mum

We came into our apt. for measurements. We are officially moving in together.

Dear Mimi Just so you know I really love you! One day when I'm gone I just want you to read this. Sorry if we don't have a family. I know one day you will going to ask what happen but I can't stay in a relationship with lots of lust and lies. I hated to be in that place. I get so stressed and depressed and I go crazy. Thank you for being my baby.

Before this year ends. Thank you. Thank you for making me realize I'm not dateable. Is that even a word? Or does it even exist in a single-moms world? Mom. I just want to say sorry once again. This is who I am. But less happy. The only person who keeps me going is Mimi. It may sound negative but, I've decided and accepted, not one in this world will ever understand or down to be with me when I already bared a child out of me. Mom, I am sorry. I know I will be forever saying those words, repeatedly I am okay with it. But one more thing that I will let you know that... I know who I am. I can always always and always still be that loving future girlfriend- wife- to someone and always will. To be honest, not even with the first marriage that I ever felt that I was someone's wife. It used to hurt me a lot but not anymore.

If you don't like what you see, it's okay... you'll see later on.