miki

my cap :))

idk it just it’s so amazing and the little prince is heartbreakingly such a character that makes your heart hurt a little

like it just made miss my childhood and it just kind of, just told me stop questioning beautiful things and just think of it as magic, nothing needs to have an explanation

IM LEAVING FOR COLLEGE IN AUGUST, i’m not ready but i’m excited to leave home and just catch a break from everything

like memories and just flashbacks from that bedroom that i can’t get out of my head

want to feel sad?

like in all honesty that huge thing thats been in life for so long becomes just background but its like

you feel entitled to feeling it y'know?

like everyone around you acts or just

pretends it doesnt exist

but you feel it

you live it every single day and try to act like those others who just dont ever acknowlege it

i want to be sad

i want to be mad

i want to be angry with you

i want you to feel guilt for everything youve

spending so much time hating your body

when in reality it’s a blank canvas waiting to be filled with the perception of you

of you who you love

of you who you hate

ngl all this work assigned from school is a pain...

im literally not gonna do any work anymore

,,, i say as I work on my final project

5 more weeks.. five more weeks left until summer

okay but then allergies ugh

and hot weather

humidity

the ice cream cakes really good though

so was the cupcake

i wanna draw how the music in my mind looks like

i wanna draw my own characters in my head

i wanna draw

but one problem

i cant

no drawing artistic ability

my own fantasies are gonna be stayed up locked in my mind </3

but like