HYPERION.

beautiful day to think about what you had and can no longer have

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

I’m such a “yay <3” person like unironically a hip hip hooray type of personality

It’s literally like…… help!! lol. help me!!!! haha.

My understanders will Understand me

and As Such . My misinterpreters will Misinterpret me . The price for speaking my truth .

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.

"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically

I don’t have abandonment issues I have abandoner issues because I love leaving yay leaving

i may have my father's worst traits but i am more ethical & virtuous with them than him

seems like my dedication to my isolation isn’t going to save me. that’s crazyyyyy

does anyone know how to stop desire from being the root of all suffering