still thinking abt song qingshi being like “as part of my treatment plan i should have sex with someone as practice before offering such an option to wuhuan bc he’s been through so much and i would want it to be a healing and pleasant experience” meanwhile an long is holding up a “i’ve been pining for u for 10000000 years and i am begging u to have sex with me and i will be so Normal and Cool about it” sign … it’s for the best that it didn’t happen bc if song qingshi ever told yue wuhuan that he had sex to practice for him (with an long of all people) wuhuan would kill an long and then find a way to kill himself

song qingshi being like yeah this girl in med school once had a crush on me and wanted my help studying so that she could spend time with me but we actually did only study and she improved so much she sent me a letter thanking me

mxtx dragged me kicking & screaming into the yi city arc and then dragged me kicking & screaming from the flashbacks of wwx’s first life

snorting 17 lines of "Shen Yuan's person, too, resembled the lily of the valley with a rather relaxed sense of nature's freshness and cleanness."

top tier jiuyuan dynamic is when shen jiu is actively taking steps to attic wife shen yuan & ascend to new stages of codependency meanwhile shen yuan is swerving so hard into the #icanfixhim lane that he’s basically got an honorary builder’s license

i think my issue with most danmei (and most media in general) i’ve read so far is that, by the end of the series, i end up more fixated on the potential dynamic between the mc and a character that’s not the love interest than i do the main couple. it’s not even that i dislike the main couple, it’s moreso that everything i want to see about their relationship has been fulfilled. tangentially, this is why i appreciate the svsss fandom bc someone will genuinely write a 200k slowburn fic abt shen yuan falling in love with king thranduil and no one bats an eye.

on a trip rn but i finished misvil vol. 1 … i want to study all of these characters under a microscope

baby shen yuan bringing home injured/sick animals to nurse back to health is so Cute… his natural aegyo

idc that he was miserable i miss yiling laozu era wwx and his blood pool #mydeadwife