painkillers arent working i need to pass out

still on a trip down memory lane. back in middle school i told my then best and only friend i think i like girls and she was like oh god dont do this to me i finally found a friend who was normal and now this???do you want me??? And i think it should by all accounts be a messed up memory but seconds later she grabbed my hand and said we're going to go outside and pick a boy for you to like and hm. I don't think that's how it works. perhaps she had her own issues to work through

i still think abou the guy who i thought was my therapist but was actually my psychiatrist who told my mom that im pretty close to developing schizophrenia and neither of them though it was a good idea to let me know. because clearly i dont deserve to know what's going on in my brain. i found out years later what the fuck man

depressed nauseous and paranoid listening to vocaloid it's like im back in high school

Klein is adapting strangely fast to being klein i gotta admit. he's almost giving shen yuan a run for his money

....maybe i should pick art history as a career...but i like the byzantine empire....but i like looking up how sociopolitcal events led to different artworks........but man the byzantine empire