still on a trip down memory lane. back in middle school i told my then best and only friend i think i like girls and she was like oh god dont do this to me i finally found a friend who was normal and now this???do you want me??? And i think it should by all accounts be a messed up memory but seconds later she grabbed my hand and said we're going to go outside and pick a boy for you to like and hm. I don't think that's how it works. perhaps she had her own issues to work through

i still think abou the guy who i thought was my therapist but was actually my psychiatrist who told my mom that im pretty close to developing schizophrenia and neither of them though it was a good idea to let me know. because clearly i dont deserve to know what's going on in my brain. i found out years later what the fuck man

depressed nauseous and paranoid listening to vocaloid it's like im back in high school

Klein is adapting strangely fast to being klein i gotta admit. he's almost giving shen yuan a run for his money

....maybe i should pick art history as a career...but i like the byzantine empire....but i like looking up how sociopolitcal events led to different artworks........but man the byzantine empire

the fact that mxtx got into bl because of d gray man fanfics is almost enough to make me wanna finish it. almost

i need to rewatch love game in eastern fantasy....i need to read the book....i miss miaomiao

so now that the season is over am i allowed to point out that all ormund had to do for yall to overlook his abuse, misogyny, fanaticism, blood superiority ideals and overall war crimes was be hot and yet half of yall couldnt extend a quarter of that grace to a childbride who could not love the children forced on her