unknown lover

wow. accidentally logged onto here, a year and a half later.

it’s fucking frustrating when people try to cover up their pettiness and act like they weren’t ignoring you on purpose. if you #thatbitch enough to do it you better be #thatbitch enough to claim it 

the first time i start to like and trust a man in 50 years and he ghosts me after spending weeks preaching that he’s into me

i love him. i do. i love him as a friend, a sibling, a parent. i love him as a cute next door neighbor or a stranger on the subway i’ll never fully forget. i love him as a mentor and as a protector. i love him as everything because he is everything, his soul knows no bounds. human limitation does not apply to him. all wrapped up in one beautiful person is the entire universe. he is my other half; he is my soulmate. he always has been. and you know what’s funny? i don’t know if i mean that platonically or not. and i don’t care. right now we’re friends; he is my best friend. i’m more than happy to be just that. no matter how he’ll have me, no matter where the road we’re on takes us, i don’t mind at all. i love him, i love him, i love him. 

god help me because i am falling in love again

ill culture is pretending to be asleep when your loved one is about to go to work because you don't want them to spend the day worrying about you or trying to fix it