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If trans men talking about their issues provokes a "its not a competition" "others have it worse" etc response in you

CONGRATS YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM.

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Super isolated currently, no daily communication

#mental illness #mental health #mental health vent #Homeless

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[The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker - Gamecube]

The game has been modified in the following ways in this gif:

HD texture pack , Widescreen mod

Great Fairy's Fountain

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Everything will be okay.

Homeless again

-Bender 🚬

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The alters have been playing around with a hairdryer and gotta say the 70s and 80s alters are having a field day with he blow out hair

Also got a new counsellor who has been calling the alters 'parts'and 'parts of you' and talking about merging (we don't want to merge at all) which isn't sitting well because it feels like she's trying to say we're all the same personality or that we shouldn't talk about each other as seperate people Just something that's on our mind

#Did #actually did #Did system #Did alters #trauma disorder #dissociative identity disorder #traumagenic system #Traumagenic did #Trauma #Alters

I fear social depravity will chip away at my mind

#Isolated #Lonely #bpd thoughts #borderline personality disorder #socially isolated #Mental health #Mental illness

Photography by me Edited with Ibis Paint X

#mental illness #borderline personality disorder #trauma #trauma disorder #mental health #nostaligiacore #nostalgia #Weirdcore #Emo #2000s emo #Depression #Visual snow #Melancholy #Sad #Dejected #insomia #dissociative identity disorder

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#Depression #mental illness #borderline personality disorder #trauma #Dejected #melancholy #visual snow #Sad #nostaligiacore #nostalgia #weirdcore #Emo #2000s emo #emo scene #dark and moody #moody aesthetic #insomia #dissociative identity disorder

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It feels like I'm walking through a field of gray, nothing lasting more than a few moments and people passing me by, nothing more than a fading memory; a sigh in the wind.

It seems like I'm calling out, trying to connect with someone but no one can hear me or if they do they turn and walk away without a word

I can feel myself withdrawing and giving up on trying to reach anyone, trying to find comfort in the dark again as once was familiar to me, my old norm that I thought I'd outgrown but here I find myself again feeling more lost than once was known to me

I always thought the older you got the more you'd find your footing but I couldn't have been more wrong, I just feel more lost than ever and too old to access supports previously available and no handbook to tell me where to go or what to do, no parent or role model to turn to,

It's just me.

Working it out on my own, stumbling in the dark without a light.

Maybe one day I'll figure it out but I've been saying that for decades now, I wouldn't say I've ever gotten better but just more self aware.

#Vent #Mental illness #Lost #Dejected #Melancholy #Mental health #Growing up #Depression #Trauma #Stuck #Anxiety #Insomnia #Everything is gray #did system #Did #Autism #audhd #neurodivergent

Misdiagnosed again

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Sometimes I truly believe I shouldn’t have made it this far, that the longer I stay the worse it’ll get. What if it never get’s better because I should’ve died that night.

d-i-d

sometimes suffering is just suffering it doesn’t make you stronger it just hurts

An enveloping anxiety has appeared deep from within that never used to exist despite many attempts over a decade, it boils down to i don't know what comes next after death, i won't know until i cross that bridge either and the uncertainty of how i might go, not knowing how violent or sudden it might be and the lack of control i might have

Maybe it never bothered me because i always planned to go on my own terms so i knew how it'd all pan out but trying to let go of that and facing the new fear of not being ready when it comes anymore and not being excited to leave the same way i used to just feels like i got thrown into the ocean but i can't see the shark circling underneath but i know he's there; somewhere in the black abyss beneath me

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I guess i'm older now and i'm caught inbetween who i am and who i used to be

Everythings confusing

Apparently saying BPD is real is controversial on Tumblr, noted

#actually bpd #mental illness #bpd vent #bpd problems #borderline personality disorder #trauma #trauma disorder #actually borderline #borderline problems

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