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I can’t delete it because it’s my main blog and I’m still active every single day on my k-pop side blog @minhyukmysunshine (seriously @staff when are you gonna make it a feature to switch main blogs 🙄). So if you care about keeping up with me at all, follow me over there.

OK maybe I’ll try and say something coherent cause I want to write my thoughts out, cause honestly I’m in shock, and despite them not being a part of my life for a while, I am hurt.

I started watching AH in 2014. They got me through high school and college. Watching their videos became religious for me, whether it was just for day-to-day entertainment or I needed something to make me laugh. Hell, as you can probably tell, I based my main blog around them. I stopped watching cause they just weren’t entertaining anymore, but I probably would’ve eventually stopped watching anyways at some point for a number of reasons that I’m sure I don’t have to specify, so I’ll leave that at that.

I still followed all the AH members on twitter though because deep down I still cared about them and wanted to keep up on what was going on in their lives. So obviously Ryan’s tweet and the truth that has come out feels like a slap in the face to me, as I’m sure it does to all of you. This just proves that no matter how much people “show themselves” on the internet, at the end of the day they’re just people you watch through a screen, and you probably don’t actually know shit about them, and it sucks.