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pairing: bf! jun x f! reader

genre: smut (MDNI), raw sex (dont be silly wrap the willy), blow job, eating you out, allusion to size kink, soft but freaky big dick! jun, squirting, brief mentions of fainting

note: i need him in my womb (also i dont wanna hear all the “uH yOu mAKE iT sOuNd uNrEaLiStIc wItH tHe SiZe oF hIs cOcK-“ MAN STFU I KNOW THAT MAN HAS A FUCKING MONSTER COCK IN HIS PANTS AND I WANT A SPIN ON IT NOWWWWW)

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big dick! jun who proves that some stereotypes really do exist for a reason-and he proves the “it’s always the skinniest guys with the biggest cocks” stereotype to be true. who had your jaw drop so low when you saw his beautiful cock-so thick, curved and with an angry red tip. the veins splattered all over the length just added the salt to injury. big dick! jun who was so big, you just knew you were never going back to all the excuses

big dick! jun who is also an eater-he always tries to pass it off as him eating you out in preparation for that monstrous cock of his, but when you squirt for the second time all over his face, that reasoning becomes somewhat doubtful. who pushes and twists his long and thick fingers inside of your pussy so expertly and deliciously, it makes you wonder what kind of techniques he’s hiding from you that he uses when he fucks

big dick! jun who always insists on fucking you from behind while you two lay on your sides, citing that this way he won’t reach as deep inside of you and that he won’t hurt you. who despite thinking this, still reaches your g spot from the get-go. who is so big you literally feel him in your lungs, that are already restricted in a way due to him tightly hugging you to his chest, making sure that you stay there and take it like a good girl

big dick! jun who loves just laying that big cock of his on your stomach, hips pressed together as he looks at his length rest on your stomach. he actively visualises how far inside of you he can reach, how far his cock can touch your insides, how fat and big it looks in comparison to the rest of you-such a tiny thing, compared to him. a lot of people keep forgetting that he is big, that just because he’s lean and skinny for his size doesn’t mean that he’s small by any means-this man is almost 2m tall, with broad shoulders and long legs. nothing about him is small-especially not his dick

big dick! jun who, as much as he enjoys the feeling of your lips wrapped around his lips, is still scared of letting you fully envelope his dick with your lips, afraid of letting you slide fully down his dick. he is just so big, he would 100% bruise your throat if he let you go at it like a maniac that you are. that’s why he always has a firm grip on your hair, pulling you back the entire time, even as he’s moaning and whimpering while you try your best to reach further down his cock, swallow more of his length. who will pull you completely off himself when he notices you trying to disobey him and who will immediately pull you up by his grip on your hair to lay you across his lap and spank you for being a brat

big dick! jun who full on had a heart attack (almost) when he fucked you so good, so much and hard, when he reached so deep inside your little pussy, that you legitimately forgot to breathe and lost consciousness for about 15 seconds because of it. who since that day, does not go fast at all, opting for slooooow, and deep, and fluid hip movements while fucking you instead. who will get you crying for his cock just as hard, no matter what pace he sets.

big dick! jun who doesn’t even have to bother with dirty talk because you get so lost in your own mind just by focusing on his big cock, focusing on squeezing him and focusing on your breathing as he fucks you. who will babble incoherent things in your ear, all of which you won’t even hear as you are too busy with focusing on the feeling-feeling his cock all the way up in your stomach, right under your belly button, so thick and so long it genuinely makes your head empty, only his dick and name on your mind

big dick! jun who is not only big in length, but also so girthy-i’m talking your pointer and thumb finger do not touch when you try to wrap your whole hand around the base of his dick. who is so thick that when he asks you to jerk him off so he can paint that pretty fave of yours white with cum, you have to use both your hands to do it. who is so thick, you genuinely need him to just stand still once he bottoms out inside that pussy of yours. who is so thick, the head of his cock is all you can swallow before you feel your mouth be completely full

big dick! jun whose dick you love so much, it’s no wonder you lock your legs around his hips once you notice his pace start getting a bit irregular, chanting, begging, crying in his ear for him to cum inside you, to cream inside you, to let you take it all, to let your pussy swallow every last drop of his cum, to let your pussy welcome in the entire length inside. big dick! jun who gets so aroused by the idea of cumming so deep inside you, by the idea of watching his cum then spill out of that same pussy, that he ends up giving you exactly what you want, what you need

pairing: bf! jeonghan x f! reader

genre: smut (MDNI), mean! jeonghan, degradation, cowgirl, size kink, jeonghan being obsessed with how you take him, face fucking, possessive! jeonghan, punishing (in a way), but also caring! jeonghan

note: cream away yall lmao

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big dick! jeonghan who is definitely a grower and not a show-er. who at first you thought couldn’t be packing THAT much anyway because…well a girl’s gotta look sometimes. who definitely is long, may not be the girthest, but he makes up in it with length and technique. big dick! jeonghan who will get you addicted either way, who will make you crave him in all forms because he makes you feel so full all the time

big dick! jeonghan who never really thought about the whole size kink thing until he met you and saw your eyes not only light up, but also fill with need once you saw his dick. something inside his brain went “oh. oh. you dirty little-“ and who immediately started playing into your little fantasy. big dick! jeonghan who, once he got the taste of you, once he saw how absolutely deprived and hungry for his big cock you sounded, wouldn’t stop-as it would seem, he was also very much into this whole thing

big dick! jeonghan who is relentless when he’s fucking your face, who will have a wild look in his eyes as he’s keeping the eye contact with you as you’re kneeling in front of him. who will smirk almost sadistically as he sees the tears roll down your cheeks as he’s more or less using your mouth. who will tense his abs in an effort not to cum immediately down your throat as he feels his dick reach not just the back of your throat, but beyond that

big dick! jeonghan who would sound so cocky and proud while he’s talking dirty in your ear as he’s fucking you, who will be all like “yeah? that feel good baby? you love this big cock, don’t you? look at you-so desperate for my dick, hm? no one can make you feel like i do, right angel? no one can make you cream and scream like i can, hm?” in your ear, whose smirk you can literally hear as he’s talking and gloating in your ear, even when you can’t see the said smirk

big dick! jeonghan who will purposefully be so, so mean to you, who will let you whine and cry for him to fuck you while he just leans back and slowly slides in and out of you, who will literally feel his heartbeat in his ears as he watches the entire length of his disappears inside of your tiny pussy, who will hiss once he feels and sees you clenching around his, an iron grip making his balls feel tight and heavy. who will literally tell you “be quiet, i will fuck you how you want later. for now i just gotta- ah!, god angel, you feel so good-so good for me, for this dick-“

big dick! jeonghan who won’t fuck you fast, but who will fuck you hard. who will snap his hips into you, who will slowly slide out before snapping his hips again, who will watch as you throw your head back as he quickly pushes his entire length inside of you, who will make you feel every inch of him as he slides out and who will make your hole water as he pushes back inside you. who will slap a hand across your mouth once he notices you almost scream as he fucks you, who will order you “shut up and take this dick like a good slut” in a almost bored voice.

big dick! jeonghan who will make you ride him all the time. who will sit back, his hand on your ass-not to assist you but simply for his own pleasure-as he watches his whole length slowly get swallowed by your pussy. who will literally almost droll as he watches you just slowly bounce up and down his big dick-who will smack your asscheek if you dare stop, who will look at you with certain darkness as he orders you “keep going. who told you, you can stop?” who will ignore you telling how tired you are and how you need help-he literally can’t hear anything else other than the lewd sounds your wet hole makes as his big dick is getting milked by your tightness

big dick! jeonghan who will make you bury your face in the mattress, your chest also touching the material, while he has your hands behind your back, holding onto them as he’s fucking you doggy style. who will only do this when you’ve been particularly bratty and pushing his buttons. who will ignore your tears as he lets every inch of his cock bury itself inside you at such a quick pace, it’s no wonder he has you squirting around his dick repeatedly. who will tell you to “shut up and take it already.” who will mock you a little, saying things like “what’s the matter baby? cat got your tongue? you were all talk earlier-what happened now? hm? can’t think of anything else other than how hungry you are for this dick? dirty little slut-“

big dick! jeonghan who absolutely adores to tease you “a little” by just rubbing his entire length between your pussy lips, who will have to take a deep breath because how seeing you shake in need makes him feel like, who will let the head of his cock in particular slowly stimulate your clit. who will sometimes actually just spend the entire night doing this-who will watch your little panties get so so wet, clinging to both your skim and the skin of his cock as he slides it back and forth under the material of your underwear. who, in that moment exactly, get the urge to absolutely ruin you

pairing: freak bf! scoups x f!reader

genre: smut (MDNI), spit play, voyeurism, size kink, eater cheol, head f! receiving, cum play, mutual maturbation, crying kink (?), fingering (f! receiving), filming of sex, mentions of cheol cumming in his pants multiple times

description: thinking of making a series for this🤔 anywho enjoy freaks lmao

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freak! scoups who literally can get a hard on just by watching you do the simplest things like dusting off a shelf or folding laundry. freak! scoups who will then immediately walk up to you, kiss you until you are breathless and guide your hand towards his bulge, indirectly asking you to palm him over his clothes

freak! scoups who likes watching you get yourself off, who will in that deep sultry voice of his tell you to lay down on the bed, fully naked, and to get yourself off for him-all while he’s just sitting in a chair across the bed, slowly pumping his thick dick with his hand as he memorises every move of yours

freak! cheol who will, at totally random times, move to stand behind you while you are in public and ever so slightly press his crotch into your plump ass, slowly rolling his hips as he grabs your hip in a strong grip. after he notices you clenching your thighs, all while looking around nervously if anyone has caught you, he will tell you to meet him in the bathroom-where he then proceeds to fuck you on the counter right there and then

freak! cheol who is an EATERRRR, and i mean an EATER with a capital E, who will spend literal hours just eating you out, who will grasp your thighs and pull you closer to his face, who will literally cum in his pants as he eats you out, who will lick every single drop of your cum-i am talking EVERY drop, even when it starts dripping out of your little hole-he will lick you clean, doesn’t matter how far your juices start dripping

freak! cheol who is so into being messy-nothing gets him off quite like seeing you covered in his fluids, be it cum, sweat or spit. who will tap your cheek twice to signal you to open your mouth before he spits right onto your tongue, who will make out with you so messily, he literally wants to feel your lips and chin drip in spit

freak! cheol who will sometimes just get a hard on simply by noticing how taller, bigger he is than you. who will purposefully turn and throw you around the bed because it makes his stomach hurt with need watching your body comply to his strength so easily, who gets off on seeing how his hands can envelope almost every part of your body completely-wrists, thighs, neck, waist, it doesn’t matter-he just loves how much bigger he is

freak! cheol who has no problem with tasting his own cum whatsoever-who will literally grab you by your neck and pull you up after you just finished sucking his dick just so he can kiss you, not only ignoring but enjoying tasting himself on your tongue. who will immediately after finishing so deep inside you bend down to play with your clit a bit more, using his tongue and lips to overstimulate you until you are crying for him, his own cum also entering his mouth as he does this

freak! cheol who will use any and every chance to just stick his hand in your panties when you are wearing a skirt/ dress. doesn’t matter where you are-in his car, under the table of a restaurant, or in the elevator. something about you wearing those tiny things gets him closing his eyes as he tries to control himself (which he fails to do every single time, as every time he has tried this, he eventually ended up kneeling in front of you as he ate you out until you squirted all over his face)

freak! cheol who (for whatever fucked up reason) loves seeing you cry for him. and i’m not talking about crying because he has hurt you or anything like that-i’m talking about crying in pleasure. who loves seeing your mascara run down your cheeks as he fucks you from behind, in front of your mirror, who even licks those same tears from your cheeks. he gets two times harder when he sees this, and he feels like a true freak, but every time he goes to stop and check in you, you start crying even more as you beg him “don’t stop, not now”-and the urge to have you sobbing gets even worse

freak! cheol who likes filming you two (with your consent ofc) and who watches those little videos any chance he gets. he focuses on you and you only-the way your body twists and comes off bed because of him, the way your eyebrows furrow, how messy your hair ends up looking, how pretty your moans and screams sound, how your nails imbed themselves in his back-he literally cums in his own pants just by watching these and palming himself over the material of his pants

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pairing: bf! joshua x f!reader

genre: smut (MDNI), face fucking, big dick joshua, dry humping, bulge kink, breeding kink, oral f! receiving, slight degradation (??), fingering, dirty talk

description: in the light of joshua, dino and dk reading the thirst tweets and basically confirming that joshua is, indeed, HUNG-bon appetite yall❤️

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•big dick! joshua who wasn’t even aware that he was THAT big-sure, he was aware that he wasn’t the smallest, but he always thought that he was average, if not a tiny bit above that. at least not until he met you and realised that he was, in fact, big

•big dick! joshua who unknowingly gave you a preview of his size while you were still just dating, not sleeping together, by making out with you and unconsciously dry humping you. his bulge fit perfectly between your thighs, so big you couldn’t stop grinding against it. you did this before-and you could safely say no men before him was this big. he was so big you got off in record time just by grinding on his clothed dick

•big dick! joshua who didn’t know how into this whole thing he would be until he saw your stomach bulge a bit as he fucked you for the first time. something in his head went “oh. oh. oh fuck.” when he saw how deep and far he was reaching inside you. how you were struggling to stay sane while he was pushing inside you. how you were literally shaking from his size only

•big dick! joshua who talks so dirty, so nastily while fucking you slowly, sensually, letting you feel each and every inch of him. who will have you wrapped all around his body, limbs secured around his back as he’s slowly rolling his hips-all while his lips are right next to your ear, slowly and deeply asking you “what was that, love? hm? “too much”? no, you can take it baby-i know my girl can take it all. you want to be a good girl for me, dont you? then take it-take it all. cum on this cock, baby-“ like 💦 chill papi

•big dick! joshua who never thought he would be so into face fucking until he heard the pretty sounds you make. your body trapped between his big thighs, your lips wrapped around his thick, and his hand buried in your hair as he bobs your head on his dick, (almost) no regard for you or the fact that you seem to be choking on his big cock. who throws his head back as he speeds up his (and also your) movements as he’s basically using your lips to get himself off. joshua who will let moans and groans and little “fuck yes’” slip out of his mouth as he fuck your own

•big dick! joshua who didn’t even think him being big could ever correlate with a breeding kink. but then he fucked you without a condom for the first time-and oh god. the way your walls were squeezing him, struggling around his thickness and length, the way you were so so wet for him, the way he could feel himself reaching so deep inside you-it’s no wonder he eventually started talking about “breeding you.” not even necessarily in the context of having kids, but more so like “want me to cum, pretty? hm? want me to cum inside you? want me to paint your pretty pussy white? want me here? hm? then cum for me first, pretty girl-“

•big dick! joshua who has to eat you out and finger you for at least an hour to prep you for his big dick. at least, that’s what he claims-saying “can’t stop yet, pretty, gotta make sure you are ready for me. gotta make you cum first so you can take this dick, love. don’t wanna hurt you- not my pretty, never.” who uses his thick and long fingers to scissor you and pump them repeatedly inside of your pussy to make sure you are completely and utterly wet before he slides it in. who encouragingly asks you “just one more finger, baby, you got this.” at least three times before he lets you off the hook

•big dick! joshua who is mesmerised with how your wetness seems to struggle in enveloping around his cock. who will lean all the way back and just watch as he slowly slides his dick in and back out. who will moan as he watches this, clawing at your thighs as he tries to control his own release so early on. who literally can’t believe you can actually take in all of his length-so he has to make sure that he isn’t dreaming and watch as he fucks you

•big dick! joshua who, in the beginning, was a bit weirded out by your enthusiasm about his big dick, but who eventually turned so cocky about the whole thing-who will, on some nights where he wants to be mean to you (only a little though❤️) will mockingly ask you “what’s the matter, pretty? can’t take it all? awww, is this cock too big for your tiny pussy? want to prove me wrong, pretty? then take it.”

i miss my angel sm :(

there's nothing more you love than kissing jeonghan.

and not just a quick peck (although those are always very nice to experience as well)-the slow and sensual and intimate make out sessions he loves to indulge in.

he's currently underneath you, sitting in the middle of the couch. his hands are gently caressing your skin, from your bare ankles that are resting beside his thighs, to your own thighs, to the soft skin of your waist underneath his shirt that you have stolen, all the way to the back of your neck and cheeks.

all while lazily and slowly kissing you, taking all of his time with you.

your own hands are busy fiddling with his short black hair, now constantly at this length due to his enlistment.

you thought the enlistment would be harder on you two, that you would miss him so much.

but as it turns out, it's even better than you have ever imagined. he gets home every night by 9pm at the latest, where a dinner always awaits for him. he has slept next to you every night, which rarely happens when he's busy being an idol.

you get to see him every day, and you have never been happier about it.

his whole body is relaxed, his brain feels like he's under the influence, intoxicated by you and your kisses.

the back of his head is resting on the back of the couch, letting you turn his face in the direction you want as you kiss him slowly. each stroke and pull on his thin lips has him humming in appreciation. his tongue masterfully dances with your own, meeting for a brief moment before he pulls away, his lips enclosing around one of yours and slowly pulling on it before they separate, only for him to repeat his moves all over again.

nothing about this feels even remotely sexual, even when you can feel his half hard on underneath your hips. but whenever you try to grind on him, he stops you with his grips on your hips, mumbling against your lips that "i just want to kiss you. don't overthink it. just let me kiss you, my angel."

he just...missed you, so much.

even when he gets to see you every night, he misses you. he wants to spend days next to you-the few hours he gets instead just don't cut it.

almost as you can sense the inner turmoil that he has going on, you pause your kisses for a moment to mumble against his raw and red lips "what's on your mind, love?"

he doesn't respond for a second, as he physically can't stop kissing you.

mumbling in raw and hoarse voice, he responds "i miss you. miss you so much, baby."

you make a little sound of confusion as he proceeds to kiss you yet again, his arms wrapping around your back in an effort to pull you closer, until your chest are touching.

"but i'm right here? you see me every night, hannie. i'm not going anywhere."

he grabs your cheeks with one hand, which makes you open your eyes to look at him. his eyebrows are furrowed, eyes dark, like they usually are when he starts to get a bit upset.

"it's not enough. a few hours i get with you aren't enough. i want days with you."

he pauses for a second as he presses a slow and gentle kiss on your cheek, right beside his thumb that is pressing your cheek.

"wanna spend a whole week with you, uninterrupted."

next is a kiss next to your ear.

"wanna wake up to your kisses, not to an alarm."

a kiss on the jawline.

"wanna make love to you the whole night, not just for an hour."

a kiss and a soft suckle on your neck.

"wanna...be with you. every day, the whole day."

he starts sucking on your collarbone next, which makes you gasp and head fall back.

he stays there for a few seconds, leaving his mark on your skin, almost as if he wants to make up for what he has just admitted.

in a deep whisper, he then admits

"there won't ever be enough time i could spend with you. i want to be right beside you every day, until my last breath. a few hours a night doesn't cut it for me. i miss being with you during the day too. miss being home with you. you are always on my mind, even when i have to work. i end up missing you all the time. i just...i love you so much, i long for you. even when i know i will see you in a few hours."

his admission makes your eyes water a bit, lips quiver and heart break.

while you were so grateful that he could even spend those few hours a night with you, he has been hiding all of these feelings away from you. he wants you so much, he isn't satisfied with just a few hours like you are.

the realisation makes you wrap your arms around his neck, hugging him closer to your body, tightly. his face buries itself deeper inside your neck, making him get a deep whiff of your scent, which makes him close his eyes in appreciation. his arms, now buff and muscley, wrap themselves around your back again, pulling you impossibly closer.

and then you just sit there, you on his lap. hugging each other. him smelling your neck, you pushing your nose deeper in his short hair.

you stay silent as you just...breathe each other's presence in, soft fingers caressing each other-your own being buried in his soft hair, while his are hidden under the shirt you are wearing, drawing silly patterns on your back.

the longer you sit there, the later it gets, which means han will definitely not be getting his 8 hours of sleep. but that's okay for him. he doesn't need sleep.

he needs you.

jeonghan then wiggles his face away from your neck in order to kiss your cheek softly, whispering a little "i love you" directly in your ear.

you do the same, whispering "i love you too. so much." right back, even nuzzling your nose against his cheek a bit.

a few hours a night won't cut it.

happy belated birthday to my king

minghao slowly blinks his eyes open, the morning sunlight coming through the window making him immediately close them. he can feel his muscles hurt in that satisfying way after he has spent the entire night with you, catering to your needs, making you feel every ounce of his love and desire that he holds for you.

and just as he was about to stretch them out a bit, he realises that he can feel a pair of arms wrapped around his body, naked chest pressed into his back, and soft lips kissing his cheek right where his ear starts.

a wide smile immediately spreads on his soft cheeks, which is an indication enough for you to realise that he's awake.

ever-so slowly, in a low and raspy voice, you start singing directly in hao's ear.

"happy birthday too youu..."

hao's smile becomes even wider, though his eyes remain closed.

you continue.

"happy birthdayy too youu..."

a chuckle leaves his voice at your little voice crack at the end of the line.

"happy biiiirthdaayy my hoooney..."

hao can't resist the temptation anymore, and slightly turns his head in your direction, one swollen eye opening to see you, in all your beautiful glory.

"happy birthday to...you."

you both chuckle at the silliness of the moment before you lightly peck his lips-only lightly, because morning breath and all.

his brown eyes look lighter in the early morning sun, but you don't mention it because you know he will say it's not because of the sun, it's because you shine so brightly it makes everything brighter.

the smiles that are plastered on both your faces are yet to leave, even as he turns to fully lay on his back and you come to rest on his naked chest, and even as you lean closer to give him another small peck.

hao hums in appreciation, eyes closing in enjoyment this time. one of his hand he tucks behind his head while the other naturally finds its waist on your soft waist, caressing your skin underneath the thin blanket.

in a raspy voice, he starts talking.

"thank you, my darling. what a beautiful thing to wake up to. we should make this a daily tradition though."

you chuckle at his silliness as you push his messy hair back.

"i'll see what i can do about that."

hao is in absolute awe at the love that is visible in your eyes as you watch him.

it makes him wonder-what did he ever do to deserve this love? sure, all humans deserve love in one way or another, as humans are quite literary programmed to love. but this type of love? the type that is all-consuming? the type that is peaceful in the most quiet way and wild in the most chaotic way? the type that makes him truly believe that you two are two parts of one whole? the type that makes him believe that you two were born just so you could love each other in this lifetime?

hao looks at you too, with just as much love (or he hopes at least) as he pushes your own hair back a bit. he stays quite for a few moments, before he honestly, earnestly and completely convinced tells you

"i can't wait to marry you one day and spend the rest of my life with you."

and you, in your cheesy and usual fashion, wait off the shock for a few seconds before you smile and push yourself even closer to his face, kissing him once before you whisper against his lips

"the sooner you propose, the sooner i will marry you, so. get to it, pretty boy."

hao chuckles as he pulls you closer (if that's even physically possible anymore) and thinks to himself.

can you please do ot13 unknowingly doing a drunken confession? thank you!!

hii! thank youu, it's good to be back!

omg this sounds so good and fun! i hope you like it!

SVT Confessing To You While Drunk

scoups: for one reason or another, he got so drunk he couldn't even stand straight, never mind walk. and for some reason, the duty of making sure to get him home safely fell to you. you weren't even sure why he got so drunk in the first place, but as you walked (read: dragged) him home, his face planted in your neck and hands wrapped around your shoulders, the reason revealed itself without much thought. he suddenly started wailing like a child directly in your ear "ynnieee-why don't you like me? it's soooo saaad :((( i have been in love with you for soooo long bu-but you don't notice mee-why won't you love meee :(((". the next morning when you wake him up and tell him about his slip up, he looks at you so mortified, he wishes the ground would just swallow him whole. but even still, he asks you with reddish cheeks "but...do-do you yknow...feel the same? do you-are you in love with me as well?" the kiss you press to his cheek is the answer enough for him to start smiling widely

jeonghan: he was at his wits ends, he was truly lost as to what else he could do. he tried everything-he flirted with you at any chance possible, he treated you better than anyone else and it was noticeable, he tried initiating physical contact as much as possible, he even out right asked you out on a dinner only for you to respond with a "omg it would be like a girls night out! except it's you and me! yay!". so yes-he was drinking as much as possible to deal with the pain. all alone. in his apartment. he already drank two bottles of soju, and one thing to know about jeonghan? soju was like a poison to him-making him do stupid things all the time. so it's no wonder that he called you at 2am, that he left dozens of voice messages when you didn't pick up, rambling about "how can you not get it? how can you not see that i am in love with you?" before promptly passing out on the door. so, when a sudden banging on his door woke him up, and he saw you standing there, he was surprised. until you asked him "is it true? are you really in love with me?" that the memories of his idiocy came back to memory. all he had to do was nod a little before you threw yourself in his arms. so, in a way, maybe soju was good. maybe soju made him ballsier and braver. maybe soju was god-sent.

joshua: he was pretty quiet the entire night, smiling and chuckling at anything that was said by other people. he sat next to you the entire night, but as the night slowly progressed, he inched closer and closer to you, until he took your hand in his and leaned his head on your shoulder, so happy that you allowed him to do it. you yourself were a bit tipsy, but joshua was what could be classified as almost-hammered. you had no problem with that, as joshua was a very polite drunk that didn't cause any trouble like some *cough cough* hoshi *cough* , and for the time, you just let him be, laughing and joking around as he just...sat there. but after a while, you heard him mumbling something incoherent. you hummed a little "hm?" as a question, waiting for him to continue. and when the words "i jjussst-i love you so mmuch, you is-are so prettyyy, and kiiind, and-and niceee, how can people not fall in love with youu?" fell out of his mouth, you literally felt your heart stop. before you could ask further questions, he started snoring. it wasn't until the next morning that you asked him to meet up and shyly asked him if he really meant it that it finally dawned on joshua what he said last night. shyly, he could only nod. but that was all you needed to finally sigh in relief and say "good, because i love you too".

jun: oh my junnie, i love him so much. this cutie would overthink the whole situation so much-he wouldn't want to ruin your friendship because of his feelings, but he also just loves you so much, it's been getting harder and harder to control himself, that in desperation he would get drunk. so drunk that he would call anyone who he could think of just so he could wail in his phone to them how much he loves you and how he wants to be with you. before anyone can stop him, once he talked to 8-9 of 13 members, he would drunkenly walk over to your apartment, totally ignoring the fact that it's almost 1am. once you open the door, your eyes sleepy and in your cozy pyjamas, he would start crying again, big tears rolling down his face as he questions you "why won't you love mee baaaaack? ynnieee, please-i love-i love you sooo muchhhh what do i do now?". by his slurred words, it is obvious to you that he's utterly drunk, hence why you take him to your couch and let him sleep. the next morning you pretend that nothing happened, which somehow makes jun feel even worse. until you go on to walk him out and press a quick peck to his lips, saying "pick me up at 8 tonight. i will tell you that i love you after the date." jun then cried the whole way home again, but this time in happiness.

hoshi: oh this one is absolutely unhinged at all times, what makes you think that this situation would be any different? he's so butthurt that you have been kind of friendzoning him any and every time he attempted to flirt with you, that he was genuinely losing his mind. not only that-because of all the times you (unknowingly) rejected his advances, he can't even flirt with you anymore, as in physically he starts stuttering and making a fool out of himself. and today, he just had it. after the work, he bought two bottles of soju, a few more of beer, some good ass tteokbokki, and he sat down to get absolutely HAMMERED. two hours later, he is singing to break up songs from the top of his lungs, his eyes producing endless tears as he does. but then, an idea occured to him. what if he serenaded you in hopes that you will fall in love with him? and that's how he drunkenly stumbled down the streets of seoul, a beer bottle in one, a speaker in the other. the moment he made it to your house, he started blasting "eyes, lips, nose" by taeyang on the said speaker, all while yelling "YN! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOUUU, AND I WON'T LEAVE UNTIL YOU ACCEPT MY FEELINGS!" if you weren't pissed at him for waking you up (and all your neighbours, you would've beaten his ass. yelling back you said "I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU TOO YOU IDIOT! NOW GO HOME AND TEXT ME LATER SO WE CAN SCHEDULE A DATE!" hoshi was yelling in happiness all the way home.

wonwoo: this one is surprising. because although he wouldn't get DRUNK drunk, he would be tipsy enough for the alcohol to impair his judgement and resolve. you two have been dancing on the line for so long, he was genuinely starting to get worried that you might actually not be as interested in him as he was in you. every time you two would take one step forward, you would get scared and take at least 3 back. and as much as he was trying to be patient, not to pressure, to respect what pace you wanted to move at, he was slowly but surely getting discouraged. hence why after so many months of not drinking, he decided to have a drink while alone in his room. and then another. and another. which was enough to get him buzzed, and for his finger to hover over your contact information for a few minutes. for some reason, he suddenly thought to himself "fuck it" before he just sent "i am love with you and want to be with you. but if you don't want that, i will understand." to you. you stared at the message with wide eyes, breath hitched as you were making sure that you weren't dreaming. you immediately called him, and he picked up on the first ring. before he could say anything, apologise or say to ignore what he wrote, you ask him "did you mean it? like-actually mean it?". wonwoo was never so sure of his answer as he responded "of course i did. i am always sure when it comes to you-you are safely secured in my heart. always was, always will be."

woozi: realistically, he doesn't drink, so i don't think he would call you drunk or message you like others. i feel like one random night, everything would pile up-his hidden feelings for you, how you never gave him time of the day, how you always specified that he was your friend, how many songs he wrote about you but couldn't show to anyone because his feelings for you were so sacred, that he just-snapped. he called you, ignoring that it was almost 1am, holding his breath until he heard a sleepy "hello?" echo from the other side. he immediately, almost like he couldn't control it, started rambling to you "i love you. i am IN love with you. and i am sorry, but i can't hold it in anymore. these-these feelings are eating away at me, and the fact that you are always on my mind but that i can't be with you like i want to is genuinely sickening to me. i love you. you-you are everything. you are like a- like a sun, but the early morning one. the type you only see in spring or early summer after you have stayed up all night. you are refreshing-you make me feel like there's a soft stream of breeze constantly caressing my face. you are just-you are so beautiful, your spirit is beautiful a-and i love you." he has to catch his breath for a second, nervously waiting for you to say something. after a second, you chuckle a little. but before he can spiral and disconnect the call, you gently say "i love you too. took you long enough."

minghao: similar to woozi and wonu, i just don't think he would get drunk, or in the case that it did, that it would make his judgement and self-control be lacking in any capacity. what i CAN imagine however, is him having one singular encouragement-drink before he would meet up with you, with a plain in his mind to confess to you and ask you out. he just had to have one-to calm his nerves down, since he felt so jittery and...shy almost. he slammed the drink back and then headed to meet you up. once he got there, and saw you looking as beautiful as always, he immediately felt his breath get caught in his chest. after almost an hour of you two chatting, joking around and just spending time together, he finally gathered enough courage to take your hands in his and look you directly in the eyes as he spoke. "the real reason why i asked you to meet with me is because i have something to tell you. it's been weighing on my conscious, and i feel like now it's the time to finally come clean to you. hell, i even had to take a shot to calm my nerves because of what i'm about to say." pausing for a minute to let a chuckle, he continues "i...am in love with you. i think i felt that way since the first day i met you, but didn't want to ruin our friendship for my selfish reasons. but...i feel like lately, you might feel the same? which why i am hoping you will say yes to going on a date with me?" he looks at you, eyes all nervous and expectant. you smiled shyly before you nodded, whispering a little "yes" before you confessed that you have been hoping that he was in love with you too.

mingyu: oh this man would be a disaster when drunk. he’s so tired of trying to look cool around you, of trying his best to make you notice him-to notice that he has feelings for you and that he’s trying his hardest not to propose to you before you even started dating. every time he tries something, be it to be flirty with you or to finally ask you out, you do the worst possible thing one could ever do. you try to set him up with one of your friends because you genuinely don’t notice his feelings. so now here he is, in a bar, hammered out of his life, crying while loudly singing along the song that is playing in the background. eventually, the bartender has to close the bar, but can’t because of his drunk ass. so he ends up doing the only logical thing-he unlocks mingyu’s phone and calls the person whose name he has been yelling the entire night-you. you come to pick him up, apologising to the bartender, before hauling his 6’2 ass on your shoulders, dragging his as you do. of course mingyu ends up wailing directly in your ear, unknowingly embarrassing himself in the process because he keeps on yelling things like “ynnnnn why won’t you loveee meee? stop setting me up with your friendsss, i only waaant youuu”. you do the only thing you know will shut him up-you kiss him on the cheek before saying “but i do love you baby”. he immediately perks up, smiling and giggling the rest of the way. the next morning, when the memories do come back, he immediately jumps out of the bed and runs to your house, trying his best not to hurl (again) and knocks on your door like a maniac. breathlessly asks you “did you mean it? do you really love me?”. well. i guess the only thing you can do to assure him is to kiss him again-this time on the lips.

dk: unknowingly confesses to you due to him being so hammered that he doesn’t realise that it’s you sitting next to him. he went out to drink with joshua, his trusted buddy in crime. but as the night progressed, he got more and more drunk, resulting in him being more and more miserable. the entire time he was whining about you, his words getting more incomprehensible as the night went on. joshua indulged him, listening carefully and patting seokmin’s back empathically. but a man only has so much patience and time to indulge his friend before he has to go home. deciding to play the devil, he went to the bathroom just so he could call you and ask you if you could take seokmin home. when you got there, seokmin was so drunk, he couldn’t his eyes open, hence why he didn’t recognise you-or, to be more accurate, see you. when he noticed the chair next to his move, he automatically thought it was joshua coming back, so he immediately got back to it, rambling so slowly, his words slurred, that you barely understood him. “shua-hyuuuuuuung, where did you gooo? did i tell you about how-how ynnie looked at me the other day :) and even smiled at me! that smile is my faaaaaavourite thing everrrrr…but why smile if you don’t looooove me :( whyyy give me false hooope? shua-hyuuuung, what should i doooo?” let’s just say that getting seokmin home was a difficult task, hence why you stayed over. you woke him up with kisses to his sweet face, enjoying his little smile that unconsciously spread on his face. once he woke up though, he was so confused, so you had to jog his memory a little about what he said. immediately goes to hide under the covers, but you won’t let him. he is utterly convinced that you were there to reject him, so he tried his hardest to hide his teary eyes. imagine his surprise when you suddenly kissed him gently on the lips and whispered “i love you too, sunny, if that wasn’t clear up until now”. what would you know-life sure has funny ways of making things work out for you :)

seungkwan: are you ready forrr a DOUBLE DRUNKEN CONFESSION? it was supposed to be a nice and family friendly dinner with all of you :) but ofc you two had to be the ones to….well, ruin is a bit of a strong word for what you did, but it was definitely headed that way :) it started off normal enough everyone talking, joking around and laughing, trying to remember the most embarrassing stories to tell and embarrass each other-and of course, seungkwan and you made a competition out of that, going story for story, everyone laughing and crying at the same time as they listened to you absolutely demolish him. then it turned into everyone talking with just a few people, keeping conversations quiet-except you and seungkwan and you, naturally. you two were getting drunker with every shot you took, which made your voices increase every few minutes. and then the others started slowly leaving, leaving only the members to witness you two scream while having a karaoke fight, both of you screaming that the mics definitely stopped working after your usage. but then-oh god, did enduring your childish game get oh-so-worth it. you two started fighting, trying to out-do the other by saying the things like “we’ll IIIIIII am better at acting than you! whichh isss why i have more commercials than YOU!”. just as about dokyeom was about to stop you two, seungkwan suddenly grabbed your cheeks and drunkenly slurred “well, i am more in love with youu than you are with me! HA! beat that!” but then you just grabbed his cheeks back and-just went in for a kiss. the kiss was, admittedly sloppy and it was just two puckered lips smashed together, but hey, it still counts. you yelled back “HA BEAT THAT BITCH! I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR SOOOOO LONG I THOUGHT I’D BE A GRANDMA BEFORE YOU SAID ANYTHING!” dino was never more glad to have filmed something in his entire life, because watching both your terrified faces as you watched the video the next morning was sooo worthy it. you two had to talk something out afterwards, but first-you had to determine who was a better kisser ofc :)

vernon: this would be so comical, i’m actually laughing at the thought of it. imagine vernon-drunk out of his mind at a party in someone’s house-the entire night just moving around, standing in that stance of his with his hands dangling beside his sides, and just…not talking, just vibing to songs, maybe bobbing his head to the rhythm and that’s about it lmao. you were wondering the entire night what was up to him, and just as you were about to go and search for him, you see him, just sitting on the couch, looking straight ahead with what only can be described as a haunted look. you go to sit down next to him, carefully looking at him. you only got to ask him “what’s up?“ before he literally shot out “i love you”at you, unvoluntarily. his eyes get so wide, it’s comical. immediately looks away, almost like he’s panicking. you both stay quiet for about 5 seconds before he gets up and says “i uh…bathroom.” and walks away. when you go to find him again, you see him walking back and forth in one of the rooms, whisper-yelling at himself, even going so far to dramatically choke himself with his hands for a few seconds before he goes back to cringing-bad. so much in his world that he doesn’t even notice you. it’s not until you clear your voice that he notices you. and just as he’s about to apologise, you tell him “i love you too. just for the record.”

hii! ofc i can do it, though i feel like this one going to hit close to home since i have been feeling burnt out lately too so but anyway, i hope you enjoy it!

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(pairing: bf! scoups x gn! reader)

tw: mentions of death, fatigue, hurt-comfort, exhaustion

cheol has a few bad habits that he just can't seem to stop. one of those being that he often bites his nails whenever he is worried, and the other that he always worries-be it about his people, the "what-ifs" and any little irrational fear that might pop into his head.

so it's not unusual that he is currently sitting on the couch, biting his nails with his eyebrows furrowed in worry, all while some movie is playing in the background, all sounds falling on deaf ears.

it has been really worrying-the way he could see you struggling but you denying him the one thing he so desperately wants you to allow him.

to let him help you.

it has started a few months ago-you slowly pulling away from him and instead pulling deeper in yourself. you wouldn't have the energy to do anything other than work, moving around like a dead man, all of your movements looking like they weigh heavy on you, declining everybody's requests to meet up, citing that you are too tired or too busy.

and cheol could see it-see that you were unwell, that you were barely surviving.

but any and every effort to have you share these feelings-these worries-was shut down.

so now, he is sitting and just...thinking. of how to do this. does he approach it in a very gentle and empathic way, or does he need to be a bit more stern, so you will actually sit and listen to what he has to say?

just like clockwork-he hears the sound of the door unlocking echo through your shared apartment, making him immediately stand up and walk over to you.

in the split second, he decided that he was going to be stern after all-that he was going to sit you down and do a sort of an intervention, that if needed (though he hated to do that to you), he was going to order you to take a break.

but all of the words die on his tongue the moment he lays his eyes on you, eyebags so visible it's actually a bit scary, cheeks sunken in, shoulders slumped, and your whole body looking a whole lot thinner-thinner than it ever did.

god, how did he let it get so bad?

you finally look up at him, only to meet his teary eyes looking at you, eyebrows furrowed and the bottom lip wobbling while he's holding back a sob.

without any words, he walks over to you until he's right there, his smell overwhelming all of your senses, and ever so gently hugging your form close to his chest, tucking your head under his chin.

you wonder what could be wrong with him to be reacting like this, but before you can actually ask the question out loud, he whispers.

"please stop."

confused, you ask him whatever he means. and he continues.

"please stop this. stop doing this to yourself. you are going t-to kill yourself-all because of a job. and that is not worth it. i don't want to lose you because of a job. so please-stop it. lean on me, at least. let me carry your burdens with you. let me be there for you."

his words make a lump form in your throat, and the longer he goes, the more you feel a shaky breath fight for freedom in his chest, the more tears form in your eyes until they are falling down your cheeks without any permission, shaky breaths quickly transforming into sobs.

the words hit close to home-way too close. you are so tired-and have been, for a long time. and he is right-the job is slowly but surely killing you, making you the shell of the person you were. but you didn't want to bother him with your problems and worries, opting to keep it all buried deep inside of you. only, it made you feel that much worse.

and as it turns out, he didn't need you to tell him anything-he could see it all for himself, showing that he truly knows you better than any other person.

so you let it all out.

you sob through your words, your sobs bordering on screams as you let it all flow out, like a river.

you apologise for keeping it all to yourself. you scream how much you hate it-work, your boss, the colleagues who have been using you and whom you had to respect and listen to simply because they were your seniors. you sob about how tired you are, how the job makes you think about what even the point of life is anymore, how you missed him so much.

you truly let it all out.

by the end of your rant, your legs give up under you, but before your knees can hit the floor, cheol catches you, manoeuvring your body until he's princess carrying you, and walking over to the couch.

he carefully sits down, with you on his lap, and hugs you close to him. his strong arms wrap around your body so tightly, it makes you lose your breath but in the best way possible. he hugs you and lets you cry your soul out, all while he lets silent tears fall down his face.

after a few minutes, once your breathing goes from aggressive sobs to quiet sniffles, he pulls back enough so he can firmly grasp your cheeks in his hands and look at you sternly, but with a touch of worry and gentleness still present.

"i want you to listen to me very carefully now. i want you to know that i am not trying to control you, to isolate you, or anything in that direction. i want to take care of you, and make you feel better, because i love you, and your well being will always be my first priority. of course we can discus other plans and options, but what i will ask of you is non-negotiable. okay?"

he looks at you expectantly, waiting for you to confirm that you understand him.

and you nodding is all he needed to continue, be it a bit nervous.

"i want you to quit your job."

you blink at him a bit surprised, for whatever reason, and let his words sink in for a second.

carefully thinking over your words, you reply to him.

"but...i want to work. what else would i do if not work? what would be the alternative in your opinion?"

"i know you do. but this job in particular is not doing you any good, baby." he pauses in the name of gently wiping a hand across your cheek, even though there aren't any tears left on your skin, before he continues, "i'm not saying quit working all together, and never work again. i am saying quit this job. we can think of something else for you to do. you could maybe go back to school? if you are interested in getting more education? i would be happy to pay for everything-actually, i will pay for anything and everything when it comes to you. or you could find other job. maybe even opt for not working full-time, but part time instead, so we can have more time together. or.." he pauses again, except he doesn't continue this time.

you prod a bit further, interested in the last option he wants to offer you.

"or what, cheollie?"

he sighs nervously before finishing his proposal.

"or you could just...not work at all. you could just...stay at home all the time. i would support us both, so don't even think about the money-you know i would absolutely love to take care of you."

you maul over his words for a moment before you sum up what he is saying.

"soo...essentially you are proposing what is the equivalent of "stay-at-home-wife"?"

cheol's cheeks redden for a bit, but he nods, though shyly.

you stop to really think about all of the options presented to you, thinking about what would be the best option for you. but ultimately, you realise this isn't a decision you can make in the matter of minutes, and sigh before letting your head slide onto cheol's shoulder, hugging his neck as you do so.

"can we go over all these options in detail later? i truly can't think anymore."

cheol nods, and kisses your forehead before he hugs you back, bringing you even closer as he does.

"of course baby. just know that whatever you choose, i will support you. i will always be on your side."

you nod and close your eyes, already thinking about how wonderful tomorrow will be when you call in sick, as you most definitely won't be going back to work again.

cheol, almost as if reading minds, asks for a confirmation.

"but... you will quit this job right?"

oh babes im so sorry to hear that ☹️hopefully the nightmares go away soon, and this helps a bit, hope you enjoy!

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SVT-How Would They React To You Having A Nightmare?

scoups: immediately wakes up and jumps up, looking around the room with blurry eyes while looking at the source of the scream, only to see that it's you who is screaming. gently wakes you up, knowing that if he does it too abruptly he can cause more damage than good, and pulls you in his arms the moment you register that it's just him and that he's there to protect you. caresses your hair until you fall asleep. shushing you and humming to you in his deep voice until you fall back asleep. whispers things like "you are safe with me" and "i got you baby". keeps you in his arms the entire night

jeonghan: a light sleeper, so he wakes up simply by your rapid movements. immediately shakes you awake, whispers in his deep voice "love, wake up, it's just a nightmare. come back to me" until you wake up. quickly wipes your tears away and brings you into his chest, hugging your head to himself, almost like he's trying to shield you away from all evil. sings to you lowly because he knows how much you love his voice. scratches your head lightly and keeps on kissing your cheek until he's sure you have sailed away to the dreamland

joshua: doesn't like to wake you up, but the moment he registers crying and whimpering, he's immediately turning towards you and hugs you, kissing your cheeks until you wake up. keeps hugging you as you cry, shushing you lightly and encouraging you to let it all out, saying things like "it's okay, i got you my love" and "that's it, let it all out". once you calm down, he either cuddles you back to sleep or makes you a cup of tea while you talk about the nightmare, depending on what you want. his priority will always be you

jun: is a heavyy sleeper, so the two possible things that would wake him up is either you screaming and crying very loudly, or shaking him awake until he blinks up at you. but the moment he sees your tears, he's jumping up, gently grabbing your face as he examines you, wiping away your tears with his thumbs while he rambles "oh my god, baby, what happened? d-do you need something? how can i make it better?" hugs you close, almost pulling you onto his lap, and just listens to you talk about the nightmare, peppering little kisses across your cheeks as you do so. in the end you two fall asleep like that, and despite the neck pain, jun wouldn't have it any other way.

hoshi: lost, disheveled and absolutely scared shitless when a sudden scream wakes him up. so much so, that he actually falls off the bed, which what ends up waking you up. runs over to you and examines you quickly, before hugging you so strongly, you can barely breathe. after you both calm down for a bit, you two decide to go to the living room and watch something in hopes it will distract you. in the end, you two end up laying down chest to chest, his hand drawing slow circles on your back, and just...talking. slowly, quietly and gently. almost as if afraid to break the bubble you two created around yourselves, until you eventually both fall asleep

wonwoo: knowing his gaming habits, he was probably still awake, either on his phone or just gaming. so he caught on your constant movements and whimpers quickly, which made him walk over to you. gently brushes your baby hairs away from your face, whispering your face until you wake up. informs you that you were having a nightmare and asks you if you need anything. either brings you a warm cup of milk or tea, maybe even a sweet treat before sitting beside you as you drink and eat the things he brought you, his hand resting on your head as you do so. in the end, he makes you sit on his lap while he finishes his game, a blanket thrown over your legs as he games away. kisses your forehead every few minutes, even when he notices that you have fallen asleep.

woozi: similar to wonu, the workaholic in woozi was probably the reason why he was awake, working or writing in his home studio while you slept. that is either until he heard you scream or until you walked in the studio crying. immediately runs to you, pulling you in his arms, while he looks for the danger. it isn't until you say through your sobs that you had a nightmare that he calms down slightly. picks you up and brings you to the living room, sitting down and sitting you down on his lap. holds you, comforts you with his words and kisses, until he sees you slowly falling asleep. gently lays you down until your head rests on his thigh, his hand patting your head lightly and gently as he continues writing or reading, though subconsciously the only thing he can focus on is you

minghao: he wakes up before it even comes to you screaming from the top of your lungs, simply because he had you wrapped in his arms the entire night. so when he felt the change in your breathing, the way your body started moving a bit more restlessly, he immediately looked down at you. wakes you up by gentle kisses on your cheeks, and whispering in your ear things like "wake up for me, darling" and "you are safe with me". once you do, he makes you both a cup of tea and makes you sit on the balcony for a bit of a fresh air. has you sit between his legs or on his lap, with your back to his chest, a blanket wrapped around your bodies. the entire time he barely lets you go, from the moment you woke up-the entire time he had at least one limb on you. it's no wonder you felt so safe in his arms that you fell back asleep right there on the balcony and that he had to carry you back to the bed

mingyu: the moment he registered your crying while still asleep, he's jumping up, looking at the person and/or thing that made you cry. the moment he sees you sitting on the edge of the bed, crying in your hands, he's crawling over to you, sitting directly behind you and hugging you in his big and bare arms. nuzzles his face in your neck while gently prodding at you, asking questions like "what's wrong baby? hm? can you tell me what's making you cry?" and "can you look at me baby? i hate seeing you cry-want to see my pretty love smile". in the end he kind of picks you up and manoeuvres you until you are sitting sideways on his lap, face hidden in his neck. let's you cry it all out, listens to you blab if you want to talk about it. in the end, you two stay awake until the morning, sitting while hugging each other and pressing light kisses on each other's skin-you, on his bare chest and neck, and he on your cheeks, forehead and the back of your hand. but one thing is sure-by the time the sun has risen, you will have forgotten all about your nightmare.

dk: he just so happened to come home late from practice that night. he didn't even get to take his jacket off when he heard faint sounds of whimpering and crying. assuming the worst, he sprints to your room, bursting through the door. in hindsight- you probably shouldn't burst through the doors and make loud noises when someone is having a terrifying nightmare. so it's no surprise when you jump up and scream in terror. he then has to calm you down for close to an hour, kneeling in front of you while gently wiping your tears away and kissing your pyjama covered thighs in comfort. in the end, he gets ready for bed in the span of 5 minutes and crawls in the sheets with you. you two end up hugging each other so tightly that you wake up in almost identical position that you fell asleep in.

seungkwan: of course you would end up having a nightmare on the one night you two fight and you tell him to sleep on the couch. you end up waking yourself up because of all the crying, immediately looking for him-except he isn't there. you have to then shamefully walk over to the living room and to wake him up because-because you just need him. expecting him to brush you off or for him to refuse you, you start crying even more when he immediately starts worrying and fussing over you, pulling you down on the couch with him. the fight ends up being forgotten, the only on both your minds is how scary life is without the other in it. the next time you wake up, it is because seungkwan ends up rolling off the couch and falling down on the carpet, resulting in you laughing so hard that a few happy tears (this time) escape you.

vernon: we all know that this man lays flat on his back on falls asleep in the matter of seconds. but just like how he can fall asleep quickly, he can wake up quickly all the same. the moment, he feels the bed move too much, he's looking around for the culprit of it, only for his heart to break when he notices it's you twitching in your sleep and silently crying. although he highly dislikes cuddling while asleep, he doesn't hesitate to hug you from behind and gently shush you either until you wake up or stop crying. maybe even puts on some light and comforting music to play in the background, like jazz or piano. he hugs you so tightly, almost as if he's trying to let you know that he's got you, even when you are deep in your unconsciousness. he will always be there for you.

i missed you sm and i hope you'll fully recover as soon as possible abwnqjwhqnwj 😭😭😭

have you listened to the hype vibes yet???? if yes, which song did u like the most?? 🎤🎤🎤🎤

sending hugs to you 🫂🫂🫂✨✨✨

hii hii!

awee i missed you all too, so much! i’ll try to be more active on here but honestly? no promises😭

as to your question:

have i listened to hype vibes?

have IIII listened to hype vibes???

HAVE III LISTEND TO IT????

gurl…. not only did i listen to it

I ALMOST CHEWED MY EYELIDS OFF KDNAHXJQJSNAOSJIAIABA GRRRDRD THEY LOOK SO GOOD ESPECIALLY COUPS OHMYLORD AOMEDY HIDE THIS MAN FROM ME OTHERWISE IM SWIMMING TO KOREA TO GIVE HIM THOSE 6 CHILDREN THAT HE WANTS DJSNSJKSBA

but um…

anyway-

my favourite songs are def pretty woman, worth it and earth! i love the message of pretty woman, its sooo on point for gyucheol, worth it has such a nnnnnnnasty beat i shake my ass to it every day and earth is so interesting, everything about it is so good!

overall, i really loved this whole album from them! this is very on point for them, and you can clearly hear that they both worked on it-although i wished they both had at least one solo song each on the album but hey, cant complain too much, especially not when its pl*dis you want to complain to lmao

hiii! of course i can do it, i can’t actually describe to y’all how much i love writing for and about jun! i personally, however, won’t add angst because…why ruin perfection lolol. also-lucky you😖 i can’t find his movie to watch anywhere, but i hope at least one of could enjoy it. anyway, here it comes:

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pairing: (jun! x gn! reader)

jun’s eyes burn as he tries to punch the key into the keyhole for the nth time in the last 30 seconds, his shoulders tense and heavy, as if he’s carrying the weight of the world on them. all he has wanted since this morning when he walked out of these very doors was to just come back and crawl back in bed with you, to have you in his arms, and you to have him in your own.

as much as he loves and appreciates the opportunity that was given to him, these last few months have been exhausting for him, making him sometimes wonder wether this was the right call, self doubt creeping in when his shield is the weakest.

finally, the door clicks open, and he pushes it with the little of the remaining energy he has left, cursing softly when his humongous bag bumps into the frame.

softly kicking off his shoes, jun then calls out out your name softly, only then looking up to the living room that is directly connected to the hallway he is in.

only to see you quickly waking up from your little nap on the couch, his voice probably being the reason for having woken up.

guilt quickly comes to hug jun’s heart at the realisation that you have been waiting on him to come home, and that in the process you feel asleep, all because you wanted to wait on him.

he watches you with a little and tired smile as you slowly waddle across the space towards him, the wool blanket still wrapped around your shoulders, the longer side dragging across the floor like a cloak.

instinctively, jun spreads his arms as he waits for you to reach him, assuming that you want to greet him with a hug.

and just like that, you prove his theory to be correct because the moment you reach him, your arms wrap around his tiny waist, snuggling your head between his pecks as he reciprocates your hug.

jun finally relaxes at the feel of your warmth, letting his head rest on top of your that is resting on his chest. a deep sigh escapes him, which all you needed to know about what kind of day he had.

“welcome home, love.”

if jun could learn all the languages of this world, and combine them into one big and comprehensive language, where there is a word for every thing and feeling that has ever existed-some which there is no words for in languages like korean, english and chinese-he still wouldn’t be able to describe just how much he loves hearing those three little words coming out of your mouth.

you had to basically side step your way into the kitchen as jun still held onto you, a little “hmph! hm-hm” escaping his lips when you asked him (nicely) to let go of you so you two can go to the kitchen.

once you did reach the room in question though, jun had no choice but to let go of you in the name of you bringing two plates to the table.

seeing as how he barely said anything to you up until now, you opted for sitting next to him rather than across from him, in hopes that it will help him feel a bit better.

and it did, seeing as jun was very appreciative of you wiping the sauce from the corner of the mouth, gently talking about your day that you spent with you little kitty son, moonie, and just softly touching jun in the places you know it brings comfort to him-gently pushing the hair out of his eyes, softly scratching the back of his neck, rubbing your thumb across his cheek, softly running your hand up and down his thigh, and occasionally holding his hand when he stops to swallow the bite.

jun eventually felt so relaxed and in peace because of you, that his eyes started slowly dropping, his blinking getting longer and longer with each minute. seeing this, you order him to take a quick shower up so you can clean up the table in that time.

and 10 minutes later, jun walked out, smelling of vanilla and a scent that is so typically jun, only to find you on the couch, arms open as you smile at him. seeing this as a clear invitation, jun walks up to you and not-so gently plops on top of you, a groan escaping you as he wiggles around in an effort to find a comfortable position.

you two settle on his head resting on your chest while you lay with your back against the backrest of the couch, your arms protectively wrapped around his head, almost as if you are trying to shield him from all the things that are haunting him.

even though he felt so tired 15 minutes ago, jun can’t seem to fall asleep now, one singular thought bouncing off the walls of his head. before he can stop himself, the words leave his mouth.

“lovie? i just…thank you. for everything. for moving with me for these few months i have to film here, for taking care of me every day, for being the reason why i decide to get up every day, for being the first and the last thought that crosses my mind every day, for seeing the potential in me, for trusting and believing in me enough for you to take a chance on me. for being my home-my everything.”

jun was so into his words and mind, that he forgot that he couldn’t see your face due to his own being pressed into your neck. that is, until you softly grabbed both of his cheeks to bring his head up, so his eyes could meet your teary ones.

jun’s heart almost stopped at the sight, that is, until you softly bent your head down so you could lay a gentle kiss, full of love, on his own soft lips.

you didn’t respond with a “no need to thank me”, or a “what was that for?”

instead, you kissed him one more time, lips just pressing against his own for a moment, before pulling away just enough to speak, and say.

SO HERE IT GOES...

Argument and make-up with ot13xreader

hii babes, i missed you all too! so much!

i don’t know if maybe you missed it, but i actually already did this, you can find it here.

admittedly it is a bit short as i only did short hcs, but it has already been done and i would rather not repeat asks.

if you want me to write something else, feel free to request again!

hi hii!

thank you for your kind words!

and as much as i want to rest, resting for too long makes me feel uneasy and anxious, i literally HAVE to have something to do otherwise i spiral haha so that’s why i decided to come back

I don’t know what you going through, but Seventeen can be your strength, I believe in it!

When I met them I was living some dark days, but they helped me. So now use them to help you to!

Don’t you ever forget: FIGHTING!

(🥰✨)

P.S.: English is not my first language, so sorry for my mistakes.

hi girlie! thank you so much for your kind words, they really do mean a lot to me!

tbh i’m not going through ANYTHING whatsoever (excluding my tiktok fued with a certain fandom from two days ago but i dont care enough about that tbh lmao), i just feel very exhausted for no reason whatsoever? might me some health issue but who knows lol, i think its more of a mental exhaustion that i developed due to busy schedule i had made for myself with uni, tiktok, tumblr, work and any other things i set for myself to do.

in anyway, i will be fine haha, as you said it, i have seventeen and fellow carats on my side-there’s nothing i can’t do when i have you both with me🫶 hwating🩷