MUSIC LIVES

basically, last pay period i ended up missing two days for work (we had MLK day off, and I had a day I had to take for therapy). this past week, I missed two days again because I have the flu. this past week, i also had to put in for my passport for my trip to go see will and i have to cut my roommate the check for my part of the rent tonight. i went to check my bank account, to find that checks i had written for family members to whom i owed money had only been cashed recently, rather than the almost two weeks ago that i wrote them, one of them pushing an insufficient funds fee.

tl;dr—i’m about to be in the absolute fucking red. until i get paid again. two weeks from now. i’m panicking. i’m fucking losing it right now, because i’ve been trying to take care of this deal with the apartment i got approved for that i now probably can’t move into, i have to deal with trying to get travel funds together so i don’t strand my stupid ass overseas, and in general i know that a lot of this is a result of my own foolishness but i don’t know what i can do.