* PUPPET .

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

↳ front porch , joy williams

            there's  a  faraway  in  her  eyes  as  she  stares  off  into  the  distance,  seemingly  forgetting  that  she’s  in  the  company  of  others.  corinne  is  lost  in  thought,  hands  tense  in  her  lap  as  a  memory  resurfaces,  unbidden.  her  stomach  coils  tight  with  the  sudden  instinct  to  curl  up  in  a  ball  in  cry;  but  then,  at  last,  she  comes  back  to  herself  and  remembers  where  she  is.  when  someone  calls  to  her,  she  finally  blinks  away  the  reverie  and  turns—sheepish—to  her  companion.

NSFW PROMPTS ( accepting + @meteorsfell )

CLOUD LOOKS SO PRETTY FROM UP HERE, a brilliant smile rises to warm hazels as Tifa gazes from her vantage point. Knees on either side of the blonds spiky hair, the fighter had happily claimed her seat with little provocation.

possible nsfw and/or triggering content.

I wanna see you in the morning.

I'm tired of acting like we're cat and mouse.

I miss the days when we were crushing on each other.

Now you're just crushing my soul.

I miss the days when you could never love another.

Now you're just someone that I'll never recover.

I've been thinking 'bout you more and more.

When you're gone it all becomes a chore.

I feel like this because I miss your taste.

Sometimes I feel like I could leave this place.

I don't want anyone else.

I am not the least compelled by anyone but yourself.

I know you wanna see me in hell, my love.

I'm dealing with the cards I've dealt while you're dancing with somebody else.

Was it always in your plan to leave eventually?

There's no one else that could make sense to me.

In a room full of people, I look for you.

Would you avoid me, or would you look for me too?

Tell me, is our story through?

I'll never look at you the same.

If I'd known that it would happen this way...

Baby, I'm delusional.

I'd write a book with all the reasons I could call you my own.

You're unavailable.

I wanna save myself.

I'm unwell.

You're no good for my health.

I wish I knew how to quit you.

You were never mine, but I was always yours.

I'm addicted to you more and more.

Did you feel what I did too?

you're in my DNA.

At least I know when you're away, there'll always be a part of you that stayed.

I love you while I sleep, then I wake up alone.

I live inside a house, but without you it's not home.

Touch my body tender.

How can we go back to being friends when we just shared a bed?

How can you look at me and pretend I'm someone you've never met?

It was last December.

You were laying on my chest.

I still remember...

I didn't want you to move your head.

I'm holding on too tight while you let go.

They do nothing to me.

Do you still smoke on the patio?

I've got everything I thought I'd need now.

I try to go on dates, but none of them are you.

I look for people with your traits.

I'm back in the city.

All it does is bring me back to your face.

This time last year I was putting the tree up in your place.

Was I what you wanted?

I don't see you clearly.

For you, I'm nothing but a villain.

I won't waste your time.

We can be more than friends.

I wanna love you 'til the end of my life.

I just know you will do so well overseas.

I just can't seem to cheer up knowing you will forget me.

Is it a crime to care so much for another?

You're the one who needs saving.

You had a dream, you wanted better.

The glimmer in your eyes is sayin' you wanna leave.

I don't wanna get undressed for a new person all over again.

I don't wanna kiss someone else's neck and have to pretend it's yours instead.

I don't want the children of another man to have the eyes of the girl that I won't forget.

I can't take loving you halfway.

I've learned to love the way you taste.

You look gorgeous.

I adore you.

You're the only one I want.

Loving you isn't hard.

It's letting go that leaves a scar.

Do you feel me too, in your heart?

How come we never even dated?

I still find myself thinking of you daily.

I can't make you love me.

You are a pretty one.

You don't make yourself easy to like.

You like to have your fun, you dance around the line of what is wrong and what is right.

I wish nothing but the best for you.

I hope who's next sees the rest of you.

None of that mattered.

For a moment there, it was just us two.

I've known this for a while, but I am still too afraid to act.