she queer on my gender

Unidentified plurality is repeatedly being told "But you said so yourself!" and thinking "There's no way I said that, I can't imagine why I would say that." But the people telling you are pretty reliable on that front.

are you able to "summon" alters to front without triggering them? If so, how?

i figured this would be a pretty good place to ask. what's it like to be a subsystem? for you specifically, but i'm also curious about broad experiences. i understand that it's incredibly variable, but i was curious about making my own and i wanted to see from others, the different forms they might take

Avidan here, subsystem of three! Our system as a whole does have a Headspace where each alter other than me has a discrete body (Shiloh is a shapeshifter, but that's neither here nor there). I, however, have only one body (*usually*) for the three that are me. I'm using singular language because unlike the larger system around me, I feel more or less like one person until I dont, rather than like three people all the time. When I do feel seperate, and this feels very goofy to put into words, it's like a Matroska doll situation. I'm in the normal headspace, where I can see, like, Shiloh, but then I also have my own personal mind to contend with, which doesn't really have a defined headspace but I can tell what each part looks like.