You are only human.

The strength that had left him and the grief that swallowed his heart whole were a coffin of dried leaves now. In the midst of black, one thing was clear…he still had hope, a light that was everlasting and was calling for him to come back.

MEMOVIA  ⸻  INTROSPECTING:  THE  DEFINITIONS  OF  HUMANITY  ·  DESTRUCTION  OF  SELF  IN  ORDER  FOR  'SALVATION'  ·   NO  COMFORT  &  NO  STARS  ·  FALL  DOWN  SEVEN  TIMES,  STAND  UP  EIGHT  ·  YOU  ARE  ONLY  HUMAN  ·  MONSTROUS  IMMORTAL  ·  LETTING  GO  &  HOLDING  ON  ·  UNMENDED  GRIEF  ·  UNCONTROLLABLE  RAGE  ·  DARK  HEART  OF  MINE  ·  SIMPLE  KINDNESS  ·  SEARCHING  FOR  SOMETHING  LOST  ·  PRESERVATION  ·  HEALING  LOVE  ·   WARMTH  OF  YOU  ALWAYS,  RVINFALL & PVTDOWN.

This  is  an  independent  &  private  roleplay  blog  for  multiple  muses  of  my  choice.  Mainly  OCs  and  low  activity.  This  journal  of  memories  is  penned  by  R  (  she  /  her,  31,  GMT+8  ).  revived  in  2  JUL  2023. moved on 1 SEP 2025.

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Subject 001, Unicorn, Little Bomb— Along with the Gaia Research Center, her memories have also faded with time. Sometimes she relives them in her dreams, sometimes through her reactions... vague recollections come back like clockwork.

Eyes watching through a camera lens 24/7, multiple machines monitoring her potential and the feeling of being treated as anything other than a living person— it all makes her shiver. Subjected to fear, to compliance and even death. Over and over again, just for records and data. Like a star exploding and dying, she reconstructs like a being torn back from the afterlife.

Perhaps, it is for the better that she forgot.

But, one thing she remembers clearly... is her date of survival. Or, as one would say... her 'birthday'. From whereabouts unknown, she did not have one, but 31st December meant something special to her.

A whole year of persistence through suffering, a whole year of continuous existence in this world... a whole year of survival as Subject 001, Unicorn, Little Bomb and... lastly, Tynaris.

So, she celebrates each year, on the 31st December, reminding herself that she is still here despite everything.

Like a phoenix who keeps rising from the ashes. Defying fate bit by bit, living a life where she has choices that she can make.

And, a hope that her flames might finally burn freely from a certain god.

Goodest mornings to all! Work resumes today, I need to lock in on things before I write… Overwatch drives yesterday made my blood pressure explode but the banner is so cute I needed it in my life OWBFOSJFIEJW

guys is it impulsive of me to want to make a one-short comic / inconsistent webtoon series ft. multiple chapters of mumu's story becauuse I spent my whole night on my bed piecing together compositions, camera angles and panels in my head for this character... thanks insomnia but also no thanks insomnia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

⌬ ⋅ ― Caleb loves the sky, but more than that... he enjoys sharing it with the one he loves. The white clouds that once surrounded them now seem so far away, but the view of Maiko still remains close— a blessing that he counts every single day. The Colonel follows her lead throughout this special day, anticipating her carefully planned surprises.

Excitement surfaces on his expression when the gifts are placed before him. His EVOL pulls them into his hands as they efficiently remove the wrappers.

A limited edition plane model... and a plushie of himself?

❝ That's a new model I haven't gotten the chance to buy, ❞ Caleb's grin widens, connecting the dots immediately. He shoots her a knowing look.

❝ S' this why you've been comin' to my house more often than usual? To see what was in my collection? ...Sneeeaky. I can tell you've been planning this for a long time. ❞

The plane is placed back onto the table after, next— he turns his attention towards the plushie. The cute leopard ears mirror his formal attire in an amusing manner, but the main point is obviously the little green apple peeking out from underneath his coat.

❝ Weellll, the Colonel of the Farspace Fleet is always intimidating, but Caleb isn't. And, he only allows a certain someone to see him like this. ❞

He pokes at the green apple after his words, with the very same smirk that is embroidered onto mini Caleb.

QUICKER NOTES:

ALIAS: Casino. 

TRUE NAME: Kwon Jae-Eun.

AGE: 23

NATIONALITY: Korean with a little mix of French.

MEKA NAME: La Princesse Sereine.  / sleek and angular, with a green and black paint-job. It is equipped with two arm cannons.

TLDR:

Jae-eun was formerly an F1 racecar driver with a flashy personality before he joined the MEKA Squad. Recently, he helped to defend Busan from a Gwishin omnic attack, but was injured in the battle. During the following press conference, he was seen with bandages on his face and his right arm in a sling. Afterwards, he went on leave with the rest of the squad, except for Hana Song.

LORE:

Disclaimer: My lore for Kwon Jae-Eun is 80% headcanon based, please take note.

Kwon Jae-Eun was a former F1 racecar driver that was known for his risky decisions and unorthodox driving style. Creating the result that he desired from fast pace and dangerous racing, he eventually became known as “Casino”.

When he was summoned to join the MEKA Squad, his Father objected to such an offer but Jae-Eun saw it as an opportunity to put his racing skills to the test, with the main goal of saving the people of South Korea from Gwishin omnic attacks. He eventually accepted the offer, causing a strain in his relationship with his Father.

Creating his MEKA in a form of a slick car, his speciality was speed and high-risk maneuvers within the air. The structure of his machine was something that could potentially put him in great danger due to a great deal of his body being exposed to attacks. Jae-Eun, along with Hana and Yuna, would possibly in the front to mid-line in terms of battle formation. His task is to distract and to carry out trickier tasks that the rest cannot get to -- due to how swift he is, it would allow him to go in and come out faster than anyone else.

Upon the recent defeat of him and the team besides Hana, he is disappointed with himself but would never show it to anyone -- a hard exterior which uses pride and aloofness to cover his inner emotions, Jae-Eun spends his time recuperating and as well as fixing his MEKA. 

LISTENING TO THIS SONG AND IT'S SUCH A TYNA SONG BUT ALSO A CASSIAN SONG LIKE DAMn

lyrics below:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

⌬ ⋅ ― A hand reaches out to pinch her cheek, purple eyes curve from how wide he smiles. Caleb remembers what day it is today, of course, it is his birthday. The day when he was born to harness these coordinates, to fly a path towards her. Like a solitary light in the black hole, Jinae is radiant and he understands that the void is ever-consuming of that shine.

He knows what he must do to keep her, to treasure her, to continue to celebrate his birthdays with her. Even if it meant that he would have to suffer, to walk the darkest of roads that mirrored hers. Caleb would do just that in a heartbeat.

The photo book and keychain falls into his palm and he holds onto them tightly. Fingers releasing themselves from her skin to pick up the little apple.

❝ It goes well with my necklace. I like it. ❞ He makes a mental note to attach it to his house keys later, ❝ hmmm... As for the photo album, I know you put some embarrassing photos of me when I was younger, buuut... we should still look at it together. ❞

After all, these are memories that should be fondly remembered— even if some things are different now. Though, after hearing her offer, he raises a brow.

❝ Your one-time offer should be an everyday offer. Also, I want both. ❞

His EVOL activates to pull her into his arms. It seems he is still as cheeky as ever.

„Just know that I will eat you up today. You look so delicious, how could I resist? Hehe… happy birthday gege. I love you! And… I‘m gonna take a bite out of you; who said the cake would be the dessert?“

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

⌬ ⋅ ― Today is a special day, and it seems that Seraphina is never short on surprises. The sunset glow in his purple eyes glimmer with rare mirth when she shows Caleb a plushie of himself. Well, this toy certainly looks... interesting. That little lopsided tuft of hair, paired with a pink toast outfit— he cannot help but to laugh at the sight of it.

Despite its ridiculous appearance, it brings Caleb a form of genuine joy. Having a chuckle like that lifts a weight off his shoulders. The worries and struggles that he had been enduring take the back seat. And he is once again reminded that he can breathe easier with her around.

Just for today.

He can allow this much.

An arm comes up to wrap around the other him, he brings the toasted Caleb closer, so that both of them could look at her.

❝ So you're saying I'm the dessert now, huh? What about breakfast, lunch and dinner? ❞

He 'disguises' his speech by wiggling the plushie playfully, greed seeping through the question.

❝ I better be all of those meals, because being only dessert isn't enough for me. ❞

ROSTER SITE PATCH NOTES 1.1 ⸻ LINK HERE.

1. Google Site accessibility has been adjusted to better fit phone screens.

2. NEW tab in the OC category:

⭐ SURREAL WONDERS. ⭐

Featuring: The Warmth of Dreams & Lulu Puddledust.

3. Attached extensive biographies to the relevant OCs:

Love and Deepspace — Tynaris Xan & Cassian.

Overwatch — Kwon 'Casino' Jae-eun.

Serene Reality — Ye Zi Han.

Team GL & ALX — Jung 'HanZa' Ji-seok.

Surreal Wonders — The Warmth of Dreams.

4. Adjusted Canon Characters Roster.

Added and removed some Wuthering Waves characters.

5. Added alternative verses to all OCs.

Goodest mornings to all! I will try to... work on my roster today in between writing, because it needs some heavy updating. Analyses posts will be categorised separately. Will post the patch notes about that when I'm done! ❤️

And don't think about that GIF set with Caleb and Zarina either driving together or flying together. Don't think about how doing that heart with fingers is done with such a smitten and loving expression. Don't think about how they were choosing helmets together with Tynaris so the THREE of them can match like a family, DON'T THINK ABOUT THEM MAKING CUSTOM MADE STICKETS FOR EACH OTHER.

Anyways, Tynaris, Caleb and Zarina live rent free in my head.

Me reading this and crying because damn, each of them have suffered so much but they come together and become happier, more at ease, the worries / fears in their head take the backseat. They do things for each other, no matter how small or big, they appreciate what they have.

Caleb 500% doing the finger heart to Zarina just because he's sooooooooooo in lurve... his heart is so full from the combination of this moment when they're flying but also because of all the lives they have chosen each other which might not be remembered by the mind but by the heart.

Tynaris is going to draw on their helmets with her ugly doodles because she can't draw for shit but hey kKJNFKJAFN the custom made stickers will make up for it...

They are so family coded I cannot breathe fr I LOVE THEM SO BAD

also I need to talk to you about Caleb's 3rd myth because... I FEFELLLLL like you'll like my proposal... kNFKJAnfA

HEAT OF THE MOMENT. | always accepting!

♕ . ― With each 'death', her head gets fuzzier. Tynaris finds that she does not remember many things, even the details of the Chronorift Catastrophe have faded into a blur.

But unlike the mind, the body never forgets.

As Subject 001, the experiments and tests never stopped until later. All she knew as a child was the sight of the laboratory's walls, the different utensils laid out on a metal tray and how they all dug into her. Some of them hurt so badly she cried, others... not quite so.

Nonetheless, she coaxes herself mentally. It is a mere routine check-up for the Hunter, nothing too devastating.

Just a little draw of blood, right?

The muscles on her arm unknowingly twitch. Navy eyes stare hard as the physician preps the needle for insertion, gaze unfaltering— as though she is in a trance, hoping to bend that thin piece of metal until it is obsolete. But the other's words snaps her out soon enough, Tynaris pulls back slightly, wide-eyed.

❝ Oh, sorry... Not reeeeally a big fan of needles. ❞

She chuckles, an awkward grin plasters her expression. The Hunter bounces back into her warm attitude instantly, giving the other a thumbs-up to signal that she is ready.

❝ But no worries! I'll handle it well. Promise. ❞