It's been 6 years, and yet I still can't have a normal relationship. 6 years of second guessing. 6 years of negative thoughts, doubting myself, where I stand, what I feel. You've destroyed my mentality, my life, and my positivity. I've gotten over everything, yet you still linger over my head. All the fucked up shit you've done has made me who I am today. I can't have a normal relationship without doubting something. Without feeling ignored, alone, or even unloved. You've caused me nothing but pain and suffering and I fucking hate every ounce of you. Fuck you for everything. I hope you're happy with yourself











