Me llaman Mell

the foxes having a bonfire and neil diligently making smore after smore for andrew because he's never done it before and it's so fun trying to cook it to golden perfection and andrew's kisses taste like marshmallow after eating them

the funniest parts of aftg are Andrew unapologetically playing favourites because he's always trying so hard not to care but his only moral is "Kevin and Neil can do whatever they want without any consequences and if anyone tries to impose consequences on them they have to get through me first" while no one except Kevin and Neil themselves wants to get through him

Thinking about normal teenagers! Andreil who would be bffs with awkward lil crushes on each other and they’re always hanging out after school in Andrew’s room, prolly smoking etc and when they go to kiss for the first time they are both so nervous that Neil accidentally cuts Andrew’s lip with his braces and Andrew falls off the bed and downstairs Momma Bee is like “Are you boys alright up there?” and Aaron is shaking his head over his glass of lemonade, having a good idea of what’s going on and just hoping his twin didn’t fail as badly at having his first kiss as he [Aaron] did with Katelyn oh don’t even let me go there anyway tho yeah Andrew is okay after a few mins and no they don’t try again but they still lay on the bed and listen to music and eventually hold hands a lil & ya know what, ya tried your best boys. Better luck next time I’ll be rooting for your poor silly souls xoxo

Mi imperio romano son todos esos AUs en los que Mamá Abeja llegó a tiempo para ayudar a Andrew y Aaron y la Mafia no se involucra para nada en la vida de nuestros Foxes.

In case anyone forgot, let me summarize: Jeremy grew up in a homophobic family. Jeremy lives under his family’s financial control. he doesn’t have access to his own birth certificate or personal documents because his mother controls everything, keeping him effectively trapped. she treats him like a display piece for the family’s success. he lost the only person who most likely supported his ambitions and accepted him for who he was. his family blames him for his brother’s death. he suffers physical abuse at his brother’s hands. Jeremy lives in a constant minefield where his very existence is treated like a mistake, a source of shame, some failure everyone simply has to tolerate. every tiny misstep becomes another excuse for accusations and blame. and his mental health and self-worth don’t protect him from any of it, they bury him deeper in it, pushing him toward people who don’t value him any more than an old forgotten t-shirt. people who insult him, humiliate him, hurt him physically, because for a little while at least, pain and physical exhaustion leave him too drained to think about the rest of his life.

there you are btw. you go away when you go home. also nobody will take you seriously if you learn french with a southern accent. but i’m not learning french for anyone but you? anyways you and me against the world. did you know a blank check is a dangerous thing to offer? i can afford it. how a man so warm survived in such a cold place, i don’t know. favorite color? brown. like the gaze that sought me out in every room, but i cannot think about that too long. focus on the important thing! i am. getting kicked in the chest would be less painful. tell me the phrase. even food would not sate this gnawing hunger every time he looks at me btw. also it makes you more interesting. no, not your capacity for unkindness, but how fiercely you fight against it. so i will choose you every time. i’m not sorry. i will lose them all if i must. you. every time.

Que me disparas dolía menos.

there you are btw. you go away when you go home. also nobody will take you seriously if you learn french with a southern accent. but i’m not learning french for anyone but you? anyways you and me against the world. did you know a blank check is a dangerous thing to offer? i can afford it. how a man so warm survived in such a cold place, i don’t know. favorite color? brown. like the gaze that sought me out in every room, but i cannot think about that too long. focus on the important thing! i am. getting kicked in the chest would be less painful. tell me the phrase. even food would not sate this gnawing hunger every time he looks at me btw. also it makes you more interesting. no, not your capacity for unkindness, but how fiercely you fight against it. so i will choose you every time. i’m not sorry. i will lose them all if i must. you. every time.

it's so funny when u remember the monsters were going to the gay club every damn weekend. they were straight up regulars. at the gay club. a whole town over. they never once gave a fuck abt the mafia. they had a booth and a 'complicated handshake' with the bouncers and got free drinks from the bartender. no wonder the upperclassmen hated them so much. kevin wdym ur in practice yelling at everyone to push their bodies harder and berating anyone who so much as looks at processed food but last night you were doing bumps of powder poppers and got so drunk that you blacked out. like oh ok aaron you're so broody and uncooperative but u were screaming the lyrics to Crazy in Love on the dance floor last night. cool cool. at least nicky was consistent. getting piss drunk is one of the highest forms of social bonding so u just know those 3 were having drunk convos every week being like *aaron voice* You Guys are Actually My Best Friends. No no listen seriously stop laughing i feel amazing right now i love you guys soo much please be the groomsmen at my wedding oh my god this song is amazing let's dance. then they would wake up the next morning hungover as fck thinking god i hate those guys. never again. rinse and repeat every friday. such is life

I can sit here all day and night and ship Kevin with Andreil and Seth and Jerejean (I do ship that, I just don’t post it because every single time my brain goes “But why is Kevin in Cali?”) but at the end of every single one of these days and nights I will ALWAYS ship Kevin with rehab and getting clean off the bottle first. Always.