Mello's Meadows

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

If Heimdall is a parangon of reason and rationality, Lucien is madness and nonsense. He's nice and friendly, but leave him alone for a few minutes and he will spiral into complete nonsense and panic

(Also he and Heimdall are twins so they're drawn almost the same. Except Lucien has emotions)

Based on a real breakdown he had

Literally this meme

Comic we made about our syscovery omg

More under the cut

In this case, accurately assessing their comfort levels might feel like underestimating themselves. But it's necessary to not overexert and avoid further burnout.

sure

Heimdall was not happy about this rebellion