not beating the going through it allegations

happy late 4/20

will i ever unlock those skills again or will i have to relearn from scratch ?

I started drawing age 3, but really i can only remember the past 3 years, this artstyle is not my own, it's the result of muscle memory and colourblindness

I wonder if i'll ever qualify as a "professional artist" ever again ? That was the me that studied, spent 20 years drawing, entering art school, and then ???

had them since 2011 (earlier i remember)

i had a flashback and they took me to the er, did not like the ligatures 🙏 and all the needles 💀 that was so very cringe of me haha

it's only been two days and art seem to be the only way i can process it, i cant bring myself to read the notes they gave me :')

i managed to catch the reentry live but it was 2 am, apparently i managed to draw that between that and falling asleep

I'll be honest guys

im drunk and like other drunk people i tey an animate funny haha about psychosis

here's a WIP