anyways in regards to that last post about goyim making inappropriate âall the jews wanna do is fight g-dâ post, it makes me think back to how before/the early stages of me converting, i was v much in the same mindset because i was young(er), and ngl, kinda reactionary and stupid. and yes, i quickly unlearned that and realized part of my mindset about taking those jokes so seriously was my own insecurity around my beliefs and spirituality after being raised in a southern xtian household and feeling like i had to take those frustrations out on something.Â
which was probably why i was such an annoying person when i was identifying as an atheist, but after i mellowed the fuck out, started to look into judaism, and learned that no, itâs not just the *angry old man shaking fist at g-d* religion that i kept seeing posts about, thatâs when i started to really appreciate it. and i know itâs asking a lot of gentiles on/off this website to just take two seconds to maybe, idk scroll through a juduaism 101 page on myjewishlearning or chabad.org and see that we arenât just some angry ppl that want revenge on g-d for the shoah. like why the fuck would i take the time to study, be frustrated with learning a new language, and try to remember to light some candles and not use my phone for 25 hours a week if i wasnât at least admirable and at most completely devoted to g-d? like that shit makes me chuckle. and by chuckle i mean makes my ass itch like a fucking inflamed diaper rash.Â

























