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Boyfriend behavior

I love their flavor of miscommunication and deciding to punch and kiss instead of having a reasonable conversation.

Tawan has been built up to be the type of person who would rather just drink and go about his day job than actually confront his feelings.

I mean he explicitly said that he'd rather fuck about it than talk about it, when it came to romantic feelings. But he also suppresses all his feelings of guilt and grief over the fact that he killed the little girl.

He just buries it all and Dindin gets under his skin.

And I love that, because he forces Tawan to actually confront those feelings even if he's not doing a very good job about processing them yet.

Tawan was desperate for that kiss

"Yeah, I'm horny."

What Tawan means:

Tawan was desperate for that kiss

I can't say the same for his two idiot brothers though, who can't seem to make the right choices even if they were smacked on the head with them. Maybe that's why Nabnueng is always drinking with them because he can't listen to their bullshit sober.

Like Purple Person Sky is ready to give up his whole ass job for a man who continuously says they are 'only friends' while showing up at his job and acting like Sky is cheating on him.

Something is up with Purple Person Nava because he is ignoring calls from the hospital and doesn't appear to be working yet spending all this money on Sky.

Plus, he made it a point to state that he would ride "as long as he could" so whatever illness he has seems serious enough that he is drinking (the remainder?) of his life away, but that only makes whatever he is doing with Sky worse!

Nava is seeking out Sky, yet not telling him anything about himself, which is only going to lead to Sky getting hurt when he finds out whatever truth Nava is hiding. Nava is acting like he wants Sky to be his boyfriend but how sincere is he with Sky's heart when he is dropping lines like this?

Purple People can be immature and emotional, but these two are wildin' out here with their boyfriend-not-boyfriends situation.

And yet they still aren't as bad as the Orange Oddities!

I'm not one to cramp somebody's kink, but every episode these two go from punching each other to kissing each other, and I just want them to know there are better ways to explore impact play.

Tawan clearly thought more of their one-night stand before he woke up naked and alone, but hassling Dindin at ALL OF HIS JOBS and being rude as hell to him ALL THE TIME only to cuddle with him when they are in their own little world and he is drunk is not the romantic gesture he thinks it is.

I know Dindin, strangely, calms him down which I see by his color being subdued after spending the night with Dindin.

And I know Dindin is already falling in love with him which is why the pink lighting immediately popped up when Tawan texted him even though he made him upset.

But regardless of what the brothers' Heavenly Human mother says to Dindin when she is on the floor drinking with him (WHAT?!), he is not responsible for taking care of Tawan or his behavior.

I'll give credit to Tawan for trying to turn over a new leaf by actually communicating his feelings for Dindin in the form of him asking Dindin to accompany him on the family bike ride.

But this color-coded brother already received an action plan last episode for his aggressive behavior, so him being nice to Dindin ONCE is the bare minimum. Therefore, he better continue to improve by leaps and bounds next episode, or he is staying firmly placed on my shit list.

Which brings me back to my Blue Boy, who unfortunately cannot treat his brothers for their very obvious issues because he is a professional and knows not to blur those lines with his personal life.

I'm thankful that these boys have always been there for each other through thick and thin, but as adults, Sky and Tawan are actively creating their own problems while Nabnueng is earnestly trying to help alleviate Sailom's.

No matter how sad it makes Sailom, Nabnueng should not be his doctor, but Nabnueng has explicitly stated that he wants to be by Sailom's side as he goes through this process.

I understand why Sailom is upset, but Nabnueng isn't taking advantage of his vulnerabilities, and he wants to be supportive of Sailom's healing journey because he knows what that looks like from the other side.

Sailom feels confined by what happened to him when he was a child and now he feels abandoned by Nabnueng.

But Nabnueng is right there with him even though it feels like he is working twenty million jobs!

He called multiple times to make sure Sailom was okay and even went to his house to check on him after the session like the true Blue Boy he is.

Even when Sailom had an episode during the bike ride, and felt shame, guilt, and embarrassment, Nabnueng reassured him that he wasn't mad at Sailom and that Sailom did nothing wrong. Then, he even asked for Sailom's help, so Sailom could see he is wanted and isn't a burden.

KING BEHAVIOR!

In the beginning of the show, Nabnueng's mom and sister thought he should give his girlfriend a necklace instead of a ring, and now he is giving Sailom his bike necklace without a second thought because the boy knows where his heart feels peace.

These other couples could learn a thing (or eighty!) from these two Lapis Lads.

And that includes the girls who came out of NOWHERE (but I ain't mad at Lemon x Soda!).

So although I'm sad our Heavenly Human is alone (even though the show quickly glossed over the dad's passing),

I'm glad that meant the family got to have a nice beach moment (that the show also quickly closed over).

Because it means I got to see my Blue Boys happily being the best couple in this family while these other boys are being a hot ass mess.

Since I'm getting three couples (with the possibility of more!), I'm not sure which will my favorite. Will it be the Blue Boys?

Or the Orange Oddities?

I'm pretty sure the real winner will be the Purple Person brother who we only got a brief look at via a family photo. His brothers seem judgy that he is "with a customer" so I already know I'm going to like his style of coming and going as he pleases. *wink*

However, I might just end up liking the Pink Person sister more than all of them.

She has the pink accessories down with the watch, phone, and hair clips, plus her overalls have heart buckles on them, so how could I not love a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve?

But, then again, their Heavenly Human mom might just reign supreme!

I have to root for an amazing mom, who not only operates her own business, but also raised a doctor, a pilot, a smart daughter, and a chaotic queer man. She is practically destined for sainthood.

But before I figure out who is number one in my heart, I have to get to know them, starting with the eldest brother, Blue Boy Nabnueng.

He is a psychiatrist, intelligent, and extremely hardworking to the point that I'm not even sure where he finds the time to sleep.

He is also very loyal, which means he was ready to spend the rest of his life with his long-term girlfriend while she was planning on dumping him, so she could move to another country.

But that's great news because that means he is open and available to run into his ultimate match, literally on his bike on the beach, and again in the bar in front of the perfectly placed Genesis 1:1 sign where God began creating life.

Because there is no better person for him to begin a life with than a fellow Blue Boy named Sailom.

He just returned from the USA, and although he is dealing with trauma, he is still a happy guy who carries pops of yellow on him through his bags and Converse shoes.

Because of this, I think Sailom and his light blue phone will end up being the happier and lighter one in the Blue Boys Bunch.

Since Nabnueng with his dark blue phone seems to be an expert in burying his feelings by keeping busy.

So their story might be one of grief where both men work through their issues in waves while finding calm and peace in each other.

But Nabnueng isn't the only brother trying to run from his past and his feelings, so thank goodness the bike necklaces lead us to the next brother.

Orange Oddity Tawan is the middle son.

He used to be a pilot (who wore orange ties) before a tragic event forced him to reevaluate his life, so now he works at his mom's cafe repairing bikes.

His match is Dindin who wore an orange lanyard before he ran away from his job and the debt collectors coming to beat him up.

I thought he might be a Brown Boy since he wore two brown shirts and had a brown phone.

But I'm going to wait it out before I declare his color.

I think he has a lot more fire in him that is being muddled by all his life issues, like losing his bakery, him being in debt, his friend not paying him back, him having to pick up shifts singing at the club, and having to witness Nabnueng and Sailom argue in the middle of his set.

So I think being around Tawan will help him get back his color, and in return, he will help Tawan find his spark for life again since they clearly ignite something in each other.

Unlike Nabnueng and Sailom whose love will flow patiently and gradually build, Tawan and Dindin's love will be far more passionate since it already began with an explosion.

Now, I must wait to see what the youngest brother and his Purple Person match bring me in the second episode.

But I already know he won't disappoint!

My sad traumatized boy

P' Tawan come and help me here! P' Nabnueng looks terrible! Look at him. P' Nabnueng looks like death warmed over.

"Let's try kissing for once, without punching each other first."

I love my tiny traumatized but trying to cope former pilot.I adore him. He is just barely holding himself together and constantly reminded of what he did and I just want to give him a big hug. The biggest hug. I adore him.