MedicineMane's Positive Ponies

The two I can speak to are dermatological

One is a mosquito got to me and bit my leg up so much it looks like a solid hand sized tag instead of the like 20 bites it is (with bites other places too)

That makes me feel bad because it sucks not being able to take care of my place well enough to keep mosquitoes from getting in

The second is this... mhh... mystery skin condition. It's not really a rash... it's almost more like all the hair follicles in this area get inflamed and extremely painful... that's what it feels like to me

No doctor has ever really figured out what it is (and it comes and goes so I can't even just go in and get it looked at because maybe it's fine that day)

I'm trying some spare anti fungal cream I have on it... but... I just uh... I don't think it's fungal

It sucks because I'm just probably never gonna get it fixed, but it's actually really painful anytine it flares up... like fuck man, for all I know I got cold sore stuff on that spot and it's vital, I literally have no clue and neither does anyone else I talk to

Anyway, just kinda feeling shit tonight, and more so emotionally than physically despite it being... so a lot of it's physical, but it existing makes me feel emotionally bad (and trying to find an oil and gas lawyer is still hanging over me)

Reminder that this is the big cave I need to work on. Also these are the floating islands that are giving me some trouble when it comes to what I should do with them (and what to do about the water coming off of them cause I want the lava to be 100% lava)

As in, if I want to copy something on my computer I drag my mouse and ctrl c ctrl v, but if I want to do that with my phone you have to fight to get it to highlight what you want with the touch screen, and then maybe it just refuses to copy anyway

Or how with the phone it'll decide it knows better than you and be like "can't highlight that, that's a link, only open", yeah but it's an artist's name or whatever too and I want to search it... or whyever I want to do that, not really your place to know, just highlight what I tell you to

Have you ever gone to a site on your phone and have it tell you that you NEED the app, only to go to desktop mode and it works fine?

Did you know youtube in firefox mobile will instantly kill sound if you stop looking directly at a tab, but if you go to mobile it just magically let's it play so you can... say... listen to music while browsing other tabs or being in other apps

Phones are just kinda shit, but not in a "I don't know how to use them" kinda way, in a they're badly designed/intentionally obtuse to try and force you to do things like download apps

Hey, want to see something I found out about my phone today? c/o I was trying to type a x/y/z style thing, and one word happened to end in c and the other happened to start with o and if I want to talk about cognac/oxygen... well fuck me, look what happens, and I'm literally not allowed to tell it not to do that (because my phone knows best)

Phones are real great tech, but there's a lot of choices that make them such to use, you know?

Like I know which ones to take off and put on armor for (and the exact spot to do it), I know which ones to sip for, I know where the buttons are

(Reason I think she's an alien is I saw a bit where she went to her spaceship on the moon. Genshin burnt me out years ago, so I don't keep up with it, but by all metrics, from what I can tell based on seeing things with my own eyes, she is an alien who forgot she was an alien till she went to the moon and got a new outfit out of her spaceship)