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The first four dates

Byakuya Kuchiki x fem!Reader, SFW

Fine, grey dust, gilded by the crimson of the setting sun, floated in the still air of what Byakuya proudly called his private study. He stood like a majestic statue over the lacquered desk of dark, once-ancient cypress wood, the tips of his white gloves, removed for paperwork, lying in a neat cross at the edge. Captain Kuchiki, always a detached individual immersed in his work, had never been doubted in his striving to be part of what others called "impeccably correct." He was filling out the weekly report on Hollow appearances in the material world, and the kanji, still gleaming with fresh ink, settled onto the sun-yellowed paper with the flawless, uniquely his calligraphic precision. The air carried the scent of ink and wood resin; the evening wind occasionally brought through the window stray petals of the season's falling sakura.

This routine, this familiar scene, scratched at his soul like a lonely, hungry cat, because intrusive, untimely thoughts occupied most of the periphery of his consciousness. A phantom feminine image wouldn't leave his head. It settled somewhere inside, forcing the Captain to return to it again and again.

You were not counted among the valiant warriors guarding the Soul Society. Moreover, you did not belong to any known family and resided among the millions of other inhabitants of West Rukongai. Just another soul brought by a shinigami from Gotei. A restoration artist from the third district of Hokutan, but so talented that the Kuchiki clan deemed it necessary to enlist you for work on old scrolls in the family library.

He didn't act directly, only occasionally observing from between the tall shelves of cherry-wood stacks how your fingers, stained with mineral inks, slid with marvelous care over the cracked silk of the parchment base. And this absolute engrossment, this ardent interest in the work, your craft, delighted Byakuya in the most beautiful ways.

The Captain set down his brush, and the carved ivory handle landed on the rest with a dull thud. His gaze, thoughtful, touched by a hazy veil of curiosity, fell on the empty surface of the desk. And this emptiness in its essence, this unfilled fragment of his usual routine, crystallized his decision in that moment.

The heavy chair creaked dully on the old floorboards, scratching the fragrant lacquer that smelled of pine and something undoubtedly chemical. The silk of his haori and kimono smoothed out, erasing ugly, sharp folds and regaining its characteristic order. He crossed the room in a couple of wide strides only to stop at a cabinet of burnt wood, where inside, among scrolls and heavy boxes of blue jade, lay a modest, dusty folder. Without expensive ribbons or a family seal, completely unremarkable to those not tempted by its contents, and he returned to the desk. He took the brush again, dipped it into ink black as a polar night, and began to write. Only now his gestures lacked that mechanical precision, that neatness honed to automatism, that certainty.

Byakuya seemed to savor each kanji, and his hand trembled treacherously, robbing the elegant lines of their sharpness. An invitation. Time and place, nothing extra, so as not to be distracted by boiling feelings, like essence enclosed in a flawless form. He only waited for the ink to dry, losing its glossy shine and embedding its black pigment into the simple paper. He rolled the sheet, tied it with a thin ribbon, sealed it with a drop of marble-blue wax, leaving no clan seal. He allowed himself this small, almost inappropriate act of willfulness in the Kuchiki world and summoned a messenger.

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The early sun colored the public gardens with faint shades of peach, saturated the green of the foliage, collecting the last drops of dew from the grass. It had barely risen above the wall, and its cold rays cast long, blurry shadows, breaking through the branches of old maples and cypresses. The air smelled of moss and dampness, mingling with the bitter freshness of pine; it crept under the hems of his kimono and haori, cooling his skin, flushed with healthy warmth.

Captain Kuchiki had come much earlier. He stood motionless, his shoulder clad in the textile of his snow-white haori leaning against the immense trunk of a mighty oak, hiding under its spreading shade. He heard your cautious footsteps long before you emerged like a phantom shadow at the garden entrance. Untrained in the art of stealth, your sandals tapped on the paved path of carved stone, introducing the dissonance of vibrant, earthly life into the morning silence.

You entered the garden and stopped, looking around. Your dark eyes, like a bottomless sea, slid over the tapestry of flowers and trees, searching for a familiar silhouette. No confusion, no fear in them, only a viscous, warm curiosity. The very same thing Byakuya had already seen in you at work. Taking a few steps toward him, the pinkish rays of the sun slid across your face, highlighting the dried ink stains on the bridge of your nose, and the lips of the ever-impassive Captain twitched in a perverse semblance of a normal smile.

He didn't move, observing from his "safe place," allowing you yourself to close the distance just enough to speak without raising your voice. He watched as the wind caught a strand of your long hair, how your fingers, covered in a thin film of dust and paste, gripped the edge of your sleeve. Was it strange? Kuchiki saw no nervousness in the gesture—rather, a habit of holding a brush.

"You came?" he said, almost intrigued by the reckless determination.

"Your invitation seemed quite specific, Captain."

The white fabric of the man's haori flared open as Byakuya slowly unclenched his tightly clasped hands. The coolness of the morning air slid over his skin, appealing to innate instincts. For some reason, this simple movement required immense effort from him, and when the silence suddenly became awkward, Kuchiki realized he was an idiot.

"I… I have a matter to discuss with you," he said, straightening his posture again, reclaiming the remnants of his courage and the bearing that always set him apart from other shinigami, stepping forward, allowing the warm sun to pay homage to his dignity.

The light hit his eyes, making him wince, squinting his eyelids. And now no more than three meters separated you, so that the Captain could see the texture of your kimono: small pulls, traces of paint under the nails on your right hand.

"I was impressed with your work on the 'Chronicle of the Southern Winds.' It is remarkable work."

"Thank you, Captain Kuchiki. It is an honor to receive praise from the direct client." Your lips twitched into a light smile, but behind the mask, Byakuya caught notes of mockery.

Was it a manifestation of character or arrogance? It didn't evoke his usual irritation but rather the opposite. Some empty and distant part of his consciousness, forever raging in oceans of contradiction, found you interesting.

The ensuing silence no longer seemed awkward. It instantly filled with the chirping of an invisible bird, the rustle of leaves, and a distant hum from beyond the wall. He watched as a sunbeam slid along the line of your neck, as the shadow of your eyelashes touched your cheek.

"I intend to spend time with you. In a romantic sense, if you are interested." The words, rehearsed a thousand times in his head, flowed from his tongue like thick molasses. Taking on flesh and living sound, the speech seemed strange, unnatural to him, but the acute necessity fell from his soul like a heavy stone.

Byakuya was not asking. He presented it as a fact in his usual manner, since it was unbecoming for a man cruel and stubborn in his principles to ask, even when it came to tender feelings. But in the very construction of the phrase, the choice of words, lay all the vulnerability of his position. Something formless and ugly, lacking strict regulations.

You didn't answer immediately. With a detached gaze, you looked past him into the depths of the garden, where the bright sunlight played on the smooth surface of a turquoise pond. It seemed you were considering the proposal with the same care with which he had written the invitation.

"May I ask why?" Returning your gaze to him, you finally gathered the chaos of your thoughts. The blush of a ripe peach teased that inner straightforwardness with which you boldly allowed yourself this question. And Kuchiki was not prepared for it.

The reasons the man had carefully constructed for himself crumbled to dust under the viscous, feminine stubbornness. Any of them now seemed like nothing more than an excuse. Instead, he closed the distance again and raised his hand, where a snow-white glove hid the cold of his aristocratically pale skin. But he did not touch. Instead, his hand, frozen palm-up, offered you an invitation, safety, the unambiguousness of a request.

"Your presence in the family library was what I sought there every free minute of my evening. I was disappointed if I did not find you there, and secretly delighted, seeing your silhouette bent over dusty scrolls."

"Alright." You looked at his outstretched hand and gave a short nod. Confidently, without a shadow of doubt, you accepted what the Captain was offering, and the warmth of his fabric-clad palm under your fingers was the "sobriety" your inquisitive mind sought. That ordered emptiness which Byakuya valued so much resonated within you with a long, pleasant echo.

The first four dates

Sosuke Aizen x Fem!Reader, SFW.

— Curious. — The thick, viscous silence of the laboratory was diluted by Eisens’s thoughtful, almost quiet voice. He was sorting through the pile of papers you had brought him that morning, giving short nods to some of his own thoughts, comprehensible only to him, leaving you suspended between nervousness and a strange, intoxicating curiosity about what was going on in this man’s head. — Your perception of the quantum connection between soul particles I find quite amusing. How did you arrive at this idea?

The massive desk cast its massive shadow on the dusty floor, refracting the rays of cold moonlight and the yellowish crimson glow of an old oil lamp. Time flows differently here. Seireitei itself is a frightening entity in its instability, and Sousuke Aizen — as the crowning achievement of this mad monster — only multiplies its immense power. Silence and gloom flowed around him like a thin veil, not daring with their contemptible presence to tarnish something as powerful and great as the universe itself.

You became engrossed in the moment. Shamefully, like a schoolgirl from the lower districts — you propped your cheek with the soft warmth of your palm and watched almost unblinkingly as microscopic specks of dust swirled around his dark hair. Scrolls and schematics were scattered about, ones that had mercilessly stolen your timeline over the past few months. Ghostly days gave way to the canopy of a dark night, studded with a scattering of myriads of non-existent stars, pushing other projects into the phantom box of your desktop. Over these months, you had already managed to reconcile yourselves to each other’s presence. Aizen no longer grew irritated by the persistent scent of your floral perfume. It had already seeped into the hem of his haori, settled on his shoulders, and no soap could wash it out of the cold silk of his hair. His presence, overwhelming, no longer felt like torture. You had grown accustomed to it, accepted it amidst this ugly chaos of work, duties, and futile attempts to rest occasionally. Your mind, undoubtedly as sharp, as frugally rational, was akin to his own and the only thing that could somewhat keep pace with the speed of the Captain’s thoughts.

But getting used to it doesn't mean ceasing to feel the unconditional power.

— It’s merely a logical extension of your theses on reishi cells, Captain Aizen. — Reluctantly, but not at all shyly, you tore your gaze away from the monumental image he formed under the bluish glow of the full moon. You looked back at the scrolls, knowingly tracing your finger over the ridiculously flawless blueprints. — If the soul is energy, and energy obeys laws, then why wouldn't it have properties similar to particles in the material world?

— Logic? — Sousuke stood up, cutting through the suddenly suffocatingly small distance with measured steps. The corners of his dry lips touched by a crooked, ironic smile without a trace of courtesy. He liked you. For your willful character, for not groveling, not fearing, and thinking as best you could. For a man whose mind was his primary weapon, finding a kindred ‘soul’ was a rare event. — Logic is the foundation of all existence, and yet it is so often ignored in favor of fleeting emotions. It is pleasant to know you are not like that.

He stopped only upon reaching the opposite side of the desk. Long, knotted fingers traced patterns on the melted candle wax and transferred their weight onto the scrolls.

— To be honest, I couldn't deny myself the pleasure of observing you. It’s not often one finds someone whose moral compass… well, let’s say, aligns with mine. I like how you think, set priorities, and seek opportunities where even I might not think to look. — A compliment from a man accustomed to building edges, dividing the world into halftones and shades, is a strange thing, and Aizen undoubtedly was aware of it. He was aware and presented it as something unnecessary, useless, like asking about one's day. And if not for the dull, crimson glint behind the cold gloss of his glasses, you would undoubtedly have accepted it as mere politeness.

But he was playing. With the skill of a true jeweler, he was forging the impeccable cut for the gem of your heart. Selecting keys and metals, savoring the taste of the coming victory.

— Thank you. It is impossible not to ponder your ideas; they are too revolutionary for our time and already help open the door to a new world.

— A world I hope to see someday. — The dirty-white wax solidified under his finger right at the ‘X’ coordinate on the outline of the diagram. The blueprint had no relation to the project you both were currently mercilessly engrossed in. A sketch of a starry sky, where a stroke, characteristic of his genius, depicted a brief formula. — You know, even the greatest mind sometimes needs a pause. The necessity to shift perspective is the key to successful work. You shouldn't measure yourself by me, denying yourself pleasures. Tomorrow evening, in the garden on the hill above the First Division, a rare gathering of falling stars will be visible. A stunningly beautiful astronomical phenomenon.

You looked at him, studied the rare crease that lay between his brows, and the cunning, inquisitive enthusiasm behind the usual, impassive expression. The Captain’s proposals were always multi-layered, and, armed with your newly acquired skill of reading context, you felt a subtle aura stretching between you, alien to that of ‘just colleagues.’

— That sounds wonderful.

— Indeed. — He nodded, not taking his eyes off you. — And I invite you to share this spectacle with me. Not as a Captain to a subordinate, of course, but as one interested man to another attractive woman. If, of course, you don’t consider it excessive for our ‘relationship.’

A rare breeze in these parts broke through the open shutters, picking up a pile of papers and filling the space with a quiet, mocking rustle. As if fate itself was teasing you in that moment, tempting you with a gesture dangerous yet inherently alluring. Because when a man, for whom emotions are a weakness and a poverty of mind, asks you out — it’s not sweetness, but a challenge. Another subtle game with a hidden intent, and taking a place beside him equates to relinquishing a part of the unshakable. A step into the unknown. A dark, suffocating labyrinth of the most complex and dangerous mind, but your curiosity, that fervent excitement and interest that bought the Captain’s attention, were already hooked.

— I wouldn’t dare refuse you.

This answer elicited a smile from the man. Short, restrained, and immensely satisfied. As if this was exactly what Aizen had been counting on.

No. It’s not enough for me that you’re already my wife.

“Enjin, do you really have no friends at all? Or are you just drawn to people who hate you?”

“The latter. Definitely the latter, beautiful. Especially when they furrow their brows like that and pretend they didn’t beg me not to stop last night.”

Relationship headcanons

• He calls you a savage simply because, during your first encounter, you lunged at him with the firm intent of taking his head off.

It’s not as if there was any real need for it, but you were too frightened to think straight.

“Hit and run”—an ironclad rule that helps you survive in a world where nature itself is hostile to humans.

“Savage. Keep your hands to yourself and don’t soil my cloak.” Enjin loomed over you, casually clamping a cigarette between his lips, and the bitter smoke wafted straight into your nostrils, making you sneeze on the spot.

“Why don’t you piss off?”

• Enjin, who can effortlessly turn a rusty tin can into a deadly weapon, loses a one-sided war against your hair every single day as it relentlessly finds its way into his mouth.

Not just his mouth, to be honest. His eyes, ears, and face in general. He constantly finds your hair in his soup, which you have nothing to do with, and even in his underwear.

“What a load of crap…” Enjin mutters, sitting on a leaky, rusted barrel, plucking yet another of your hairs from his mouth, where it ended up along with his freshly lit cigarette. “How the hell aren’t you bald yet?”

• After an especially long and grueling day, Enjin will inevitably find you, no matter where you are, and rest his head in your lap.

He doesn’t care in the slightest what you’re busy with or what plans you had. Right now, all of his beloved’s attention belongs to him.

Enjin is like a wild cat you’ve somehow managed to tame. He purrs and nuzzles as you run your hand through his hair, tousling the unruly strands.

• Your marriage is built on two sacred things: unconditional love and the ironclad rule that “whoever goes to bed last turns off the light.”

• Enjin steals your blanket at night.

Fine, you’ve already learned to sleep clutching your side of it like it’s a matter of life and death. But that idiot woke you up in the middle of the night in a panic because he got tangled in the blanket like a caterpillar and couldn’t free himself.

• Clearly, this guy isn’t the type to shower you with grand declarations of love at every turn. That’s just not his style.

But crude jokes and plenty of borderline-inappropriate touches? Those are always on offer.

Plus, Enjin fixes everything that breaks in your little room and brings back all sorts of weird stuff from his outings, things that end up making your daily life a whole lot easier.

• One day, you turned on an old radio scavenged from the junk. A crackling melody played—something from the upper world, romantic and forgotten.

“Dance with me,” you said, tugging him by the hand. Enjin resisted for exactly three seconds before his hands settled on your waist.

You swayed between peeling cabinets, and he thought that maybe, in this hell, there was room for something sacred.

• Enjin would never admit to being jealous. But he doesn’t need to, because it’s written all over his face. Dark clouds gather over his head the moment you step out of the bedroom—anywhere you might flash a smile (too friendly) at someone else.

Don’t you dare smile at others. And don’t laugh at their jokes, because they’ll walk away and forget, but you’ll be the one dealing with a sulky boyfriend.

“You know I love you, right?”

Kinktober. Day 1. Size Difference [Barou Shoei]

The warm air of the last summer evenings carried the scent of freshly mown grass and the tangy fizz of Mountain Dew across the half-empty parking lot, where empty bottles rolled lazily over the damp asphalt. Night was claiming its rightful domain, scattering myriads of twinkling stars across the boundless sky and chasing away the final glimmers of molten gold. The old sports complex had already sunk into a thick silence, broken only by the creak of hinges and your quickened breath.

The match had ended long ago, but Shoei, out of old habit, was in no hurry to leave. Calmly, unhurriedly, he wrapped up his affairs, forgetting that someone was waiting for him.

Baro’s car was as massive as its owner: a black, hulking SUV with sides polished to a mirror shine. The guy spared no effort or time to keep his faithful steed looking like it had just rolled off the showroom floor, pampering it with expensive wax and regular maintenance.

The referee’s final whistle still echoed in your ears, reverberating between the concrete blocks of the empty stadium, so you didn’t immediately notice the figure of a man emerging from the shadow of the tall building. Nearly two meters of pure muscle. His silhouette towered over you like the shadow of an oak over a wildflower: all-encompassing and majestic, blotting out the smoldering horizon in the distance. You barely reached his chest. Your crown of fluffy hair brushed against his solar plexus, stirring an uncontrollable thrill from the sheer difference in height. It ignited a poisonous flame of arrogant, selfish uniqueness, where you—insanely fragile yet so desired—were part of this monster’s life.

“How many times have I told you, shortstuff, to stop waiting for me after evening matches?” Shoei leaned over you, filling the entire space, his voice hoarse from shouting on the field now caressing your ears pleasantly. “It’s dangerous for little ones like you to hang around here at this hour. I’m responsible for you.”

Baro was truly enormous. Muscles rippled under his thin leather jacket, intimidating in their size, and his scent—a mix of sweat, musky cologne, and that untamed energy—enveloped you like morning mist.

“I just wanted to make sure everything was okay…” Your feeble attempt at justification drowned in his laughter. Heavy and vibrating. Even without trying, he shook the air around him with his presence, leaving not a shred of doubt that Shoei believed your words for even a second.

Long fingers easily encircled your slender wrist, clamping it like a steel bracelet and pulling you toward him, casually pressing you against the cooled side of the car. Your back arched involuntarily, brushing the prickly chill of metal. The heat radiating from his body seeped through the thin fabric of your cheap T-shirt, and his massive thighs immediately pinned yours.

With just one hand, Shoei gripped your neat waist and lifted you effortlessly into the air. Not a single emotion crossed his face. Nothing that might betray the man’s turmoil. The scarlet gaze of his eyes was no longer a raging sea—only a faint, barely perceptible glint of curiosity.

Instinctively, you wrapped your legs around his hips, your thin fingers clutching fearfully at the unbuttoned collar of his leather jacket. Supported solely by his unrelenting strength, you hung suspended in the air. Your feminine form vanished entirely in those awkward embraces. Baro’s broad shoulders were enough to shield your small figure from prying eyes.

“Everything okay?” His slightly moist lips grazed the soft curve of your neck, leaving a trail of goosebumps. “Sorry, shortstuff, I need to blow off some steam. Those idiots on the field got under my skin.”

A cool hand slipped under the hem of your T-shirt, gliding over your heated, silken skin, brushing your breast with such ease, as if it were made solely for his calloused palms. A quiet, melodic moan escaped your lips involuntarily as the rough pad of his thumb circled the hardened nipple, teasing and toying until your fragile body arched. A gust of cool wind scorched your exposed skin, heightening every sensation, and the size difference intoxicated you more than cheap beer.

His cock, hot and hard beneath the fabric of his dark jeans, pressed against your stomach. Massive, like everything about him, it promised to fill you to the brim, caressing your ridged walls.

You could already picture him entering: slowly, dominantly, forcing your body to yield under the onslaught of his size. A viscous wave of heat ignited low in your belly, mingling with the night’s chill in a euphoric cocktail.

Shoei lowered you further, capturing your lips with warm ones in a scorching, impatient kiss. All remnants of the control he so carefully guarded crumbled to dust, giving way to desire. His hot tongue invaded your mouth, a reminder of true power.

Nails with chipped polish dug into the rough leather of his jacket, but Baro didn’t flinch—too sturdy, too big for your pitiful efforts.

“See?” he whispered, pulling back just slightly. The warmth of his breath brushed the edge of your ear, clouding your mind and drowning out all other sounds. “You’re so tiny beneath me. I could take you right here, and no one would hear.”

Your short skirt yielded without resistance to his fingers. The fabric parted at the seams, settling like forgotten lace on the wet asphalt, leaving you—already slick, aching with need—exposed to the torment of the cool wind.

His hand descended lower. Fingers casually pushed aside the fabric of your soaked underwear, gathering the slippery lubrication with their pads. One knuckle slipped inside, pressing against the tender flesh. Then a second, and finally a third—more than necessary. They stretched, preparing you for his size, unwilling to cause you pain.

You moaned. Bright flashes of unseen stars danced before your eyes, and your breath faltered, caressing the man’s sensitive ear.

“Look how you’re dripping for me, shortstuff. Your body knows what it needs better than you do.”

With effortless strength, he pressed your chest against the car’s hood. The cold metal, in stark contrast to the shameless heat Shoei had kindled, felt agonizing, blindingly searing, and you melted on it, dissolving into a sticky pool of passionate desire and frenzied despair.

Baro loomed over your fragile body like a silent shadow, pressing his hips from behind with terrifying closeness, teasing your wet entrance.

“Ready?” The hood creaked softly as he braced his hands on it, the sound echoing loudly across the empty parking lot. “I’ll fill you completely. Make you feel every inch. Damn… you’ll be sobbing, begging me to stop.”

The slick head slid inside, slowly and inexorably stretching your desire-soaked pussy, narrowing the world to a single sensation of fullness mixed with the chill of wind on bare skin. You cried out, fingers scrabbling at the slippery metal, and God forbid, he was enormous, invading like a mad beast and tormenting your poor flesh with his impressive girth.

Baro took his time. Weighing each thrust with cold calculation, he touched the deepest spots where no one had been before. That difference only fueled the mad ecstasy: his hands fully encompassed your fragile feminine form, and his lips whispered shockingly filthy things.

“You’re mine, doll. Only mine,” he repeated in heated oblivion, quickening with each thrust. Sweat trickled down his neck, sliding over your shoulders, settling as hot droplets on the glossy hood.

The car creaked, filling the quiet space with sharp sounds—a symphony of wet slaps of skin on skin, moans, pleas, and pure pleasure. Orgasm crashed over you like a fiery explosion, shattering your consciousness into “before” and “after.” His cum—thick and sticky—spread along your stretched walls, painting the tender flesh with a whitish essence.

Dumbass and Daring: Or, the Short Saga of Enjin's Attempts to Win Your Heart

You were one hundred percent sure this guy, with his utterly moronic sense of humor, had an "off" button somewhere. You just hadn't found it yet. Even though you'd tried so hard.

And what had you done to deserve this curse? On top of catastrophic bad luck, two left hands, and a business venture that was clearly doomed to fail, you had Enjin dumped on your head.

May a thousand demons curse the day you, swearing at your own incompetence, tried to fix the water tank that had rusted through with time. Rusty sludge dripped from the ceiling, grating on your nerves and breaking your concentration. Balancing on a wobbly stepladder was far harder than cursing through clenched teeth and hating your villainous fate. Your thoughts about the futility of existence were interrupted in the most tactless way possible:

"Interesting pose. Proposing something new?" That voice behind you… so calm and raspy, but so utterly unexpected that you jerked and went tumbling down, already bracing to pick your teeth up off the wooden floor.

Lucky you. A strong hand caught you by the waist and set you back on your feet like a clumsy kitten that still needed its mother's support.

"Actually…" you snapped instinctively, more out of habit than real malice, and stared at the stranger. "I'm trying not to die of thirst while my house turns into a swamp. And who the hell are you?"

"Enjin. You can think of me as your personal boredom relief," he tilted his head, shamelessly scanning your angular figure in its thin coat. "And leaky roof relief."

The guy didn't even wait for an answer. He jumped up nimbly, hooked the cornice in some impossible way, and a moment later dropped back down, holding the clogged pipe.

"A temporary fix. But now you owe me, beautiful. At least a cup of that disgusting tea you sell here."

That's how it all started.

Enjin suddenly became a constant in your life, as regular as sunsets or sunrises, and the little stall you so meticulously kept clean, where you sold tea and sundries, became the unofficial meeting place for the Akuta.

"Onee-chan! That suitor of yours in the gas mask is here again!" the floppy-eared neighborhood boy would yell, peeking through the door.

The guy would lazily settle on an empty barrel by the shop entrance, take off his mask (and you still couldn't get used to how he stared so brazenly), light a cigarette, and start his "performance."

"See the monster I took down this morning?" Enjin would demonstratively stretch his shoulders, not shy about showing off what decent men (supposedly) only show their wives—in the dark, behind closed doors. "A huge beast made from an old refrigerator and three bicycles. A real beauty. Thought I'd bring it for you as a compliment."

"Thanks, I guess, but my taste in gifts is limited to things that don't reek of garbage and gasoline."

"Sweetheart, everything here smells like garbage. You're picky. But! That's what I like about you."

His attempts at flirting were, frankly speaking, pathetic. As blunt and clumsy as a sledgehammer to the head. But damn persistent.

"Why my stall?" you asked him once, wiping a table with such vigor it was like you were trying to erase its very existence from this world.

"Because your tea is shit," Enjin replied, taking a blissful sip. "And when I tell you that, your eyes spark with so much rage it makes my balls shrivel up to the size of crushed peas. Best show in the Underworld."

That day, you threw a dirty rag at him. He caught it, spilling a few drops of tea on the floor you'd polished to a shine. The poor guy spent the rest of the day until sunset dodging through the city's empty streets, hoping to avoid a beating from the furious proprietress (he failed).

Perhaps the worst, most disgusting part of it all was this: you started waiting for these visits. Waiting for his stupid, lame jokes about the "heart he found on the border of the forbidden zone" (it was a rusty gear, bent into a heart shape, which he left on the counter). Waiting for how Enjin, pretending it was completely accidental, would pull you closer, the heat of his breath searing your delicate skin. And in those moments, your heart would clench so tight it made it hard to breathe.

And then one day, he didn't come. Not the next day, or the day after that. And the stall suddenly became deafeningly quiet. Even the floppy-eared boy asked, "Onee-chan, where's your warrior?"

On the third day, just as you were about to close up, the old, bent door creaked open, and there he was on the threshold. The sleeve of his dirty beige jacket was torn, and a fresh, still-bleeding scar cut across his cheek.

"What happened?" you asked, swallowing nervously, trying to dislodge the sudden, sticky lump in your throat.

"Nothing. Just wanted to check if you missed me."

"Missed you? I was practically dancing for joy at the peace and quiet!"

Enjin gave a lazy smirk, wedged a cheap cigarette between his chapped lips in his usual manner, and placed a small, polished piece of glass, like a tiny mirror, on the counter.

"Here. So you can look in it and think of me," he lit the cigarette. The familiar, bitter scent of grey smoke filled the empty stall. Normally, you'd already be grumbling, telling him to smoke outside, but now… your hand trembled traitorously. A thousand caustic retorts evaporated from your mind the moment your warm palms closed around that piece of glass.

"Enjin…"

"Yeah, beautiful?"

"If you ever disappear for three days without warning again…" you sighed, searching for the right words so you wouldn't sound like some lovesick, fainting maiden. "...I'll shut this stall down for good, and you can drink your shitty brew from a puddle."

The familiar, brazen grin vanished from his lips. Enjin leaned over the counter, suddenly so close that your heart plummeted to your heels and stopped working.

"So, you did notice I was gone," there wasn't a hint of a joke in his words. Something strange, trembling, and almost tender showed on his face, smeared with dust and blood.

"Noticed, yes. Now get lost. I'm closing."

He straightened up, and that infuriating, self-satisfied smirk slowly crept back onto his face. It only took a fraction of a second for his dry lips to cover yours in a quick, greedy kiss. It wasn't at all like the ones in the storybooks, not the kind you'd dreamed of, locked in your room, but it made your head spin so hard the ground fell away from under your feet.

His Hunger for Touch | Michael Kaiser

Michael Kaiser x fem!Reader

Michael Kaiser is a man whose name orbits a colossal, self-inflated ego—an emperor crowned on the artificial green of a football pitch, his facade an impenetrable blend of irony and genius. Brick by meticulous brick, he has built this persona, a monolithic foundation beneath his relentless pursuit of glory. Yet, when you’re near—whether on the sidelines of a match, in the cozy hum of a Munich café, or strolling through the city’s bustling streets—his hand seeks yours with an inevitability that defies his bravado. His fingers weave through yours, light as a whisper, as if to tether himself to the certainty of your presence. In those moments, a shadow of vulnerability flickers across his piercing blue eyes, and beneath that sly, sardonic grin lies a tenderness so raw, so unguarded, that it renders him utterly defenseless against the tide of his own feelings.

“Keep up, or you’ll get lost,” he teases, his voice sharp with that trademark edge. But you feel the gentle stroke of his thumb against your skin, a quiet confession that without this touch, his world might shatter like the fragile dreams of the boy he once was.

On chilly evenings, after grueling training sessions, when the wind carries the scent of rain and damp grass, Michael catches you off guard. He slips behind you, his arms encircling your waist with a possessive strength, his chin nestling against the warmth of your shoulder. The world around you fades—the distant hum of Munich’s streets, the bite of the cold—replaced by the steady rhythm of his breath against your skin.

“You’re not cold, are you?” he murmurs, feigning nonchalance, his voice a low rumble. “Can’t have my queen catching a chill.”

His fingers, calloused yet warm, trace the curve of your skin—a living reminder of what Michael has always craved, what the naive boy he buried long ago never received. Love. You hear the thrum of his heart, a fierce, living thing pumping crimson through a web of veins, and in that moment, the mask of arrogance cracks, revealing the fragile truth beneath his polished exterior.

In the quiet expanse of his apartment, where the city’s pulse beats unseen beyond the windows and the lights flicker like a heartbeat, Michael loves to tease. It starts with a playful nudge, a mock challenge.

“You wouldn’t know greatness if it tackled you,” he laughs, easing you onto the couch, his frame looming above you, caging you in the fortress of his arms. “Let me enlighten you.”

His long fingers glide through the silk of your hair, and his lips, dry yet deliberate, brush against your temple. It’s his unspoken way of saying I need you—through the warmth of your skin, the intimacy of touch, the soft exhale of relief. Beneath the bravado, the emperor harbors a quiet fear of solitude, a thorned rose waiting to be plucked, its beauty guarded by sharp edges.

Michael never kisses without purpose. Each press of his lips is a victory, a declaration of I love you. In the mornings, when golden sunlight spills into the room, shattering the haze of sleep with glints of warmth, he reaches for you. His lips meet yours with a hungry tenderness, uniquely his, as if he’s claiming the dawn itself.

“Good morning, my treasure,” he purrs against your ear, his voice a velvet caress.

His eyes, blue as an endless summer sky, shimmer with unspoken emotion—a quiet fear that without this moment, this touch, the day would lose its meaning. His hands, warm from sleep, cradle your face, fingers trembling faintly, betraying the nerves he hides so well. You are his thief in the night, stealing the tenderness he guards like a secret.

At night, when the shadows of his past creep like specters across the bedroom walls, Michael instinctively seeks you out. You wake to the heat of his body, his arms a vise around your waist, his breath hot and uneven against your neck. Your back aches, your neck stiff, but you don’t pull away.

“Don’t go,” he whispers, voice thick with sleep, a rare glimpse of raw honesty when his ego slumbers and his heart screams for closeness.

Come morning, he’ll deflect with a smirk: “Just didn’t want you rolling off the bed.” But you know the truth—you are his anchor in the storm, the warmth that keeps him from drowning in memories of roses and pain.

After an exhausting match, when his muscles burn and adrenaline still hums in his veins, Michael collapses beside you, his hands kneading your shoulders. It’s a casual gesture, sparked by your praise for his game, but his fingers soon wander, tracing the delicate line of your collarbone, slipping beneath the fabric of your shirt.

“Let me take care of you, my darling,” he murmurs, his nose grazing the pulse at your neck before he claims you with the urgency of a man starved.

Michael delights in kissing you in unexpected places—a private game to coax out your smile. Your wrist, when your hands are entwined; your shoulder, as you stand at the stove; the tip of your nose in the heat of a playful argument.

“Mad at me?” he chuckles, mischief dancing in his eyes as he leans in to kiss your cheek. “There, all better.”

It’s his way of diffusing tension, of grounding himself, but beneath it lies another plea for closeness—a need to taste your skin, to know you won’t slip away the moment you glimpse the monster he fears he might be.

When his ego surges, Michael turns possessive, unapologetic in his claim. At press conferences or on the pitch, with thousands watching, he pulls you close, his arms a brazen declaration to the world: Look, she’s mine. His eyes glint with a venomous pride, his grip like iron, drawing you nearer until there’s no space left between you.

Your husband - Barou Shoei

Baro Shoei x fem!Reader, fluff headcanons

Shoei Barou, with his commanding presence and uncompromising aura of a born leader, transforms into an astonishingly tender husband within the walls of your shared home. Every ounce of his strength, every facet of his indomitable spirit, is poured into the quiet rhythm of your life together. He shoulders responsibility with ease—be it the smallest household chore or the weight of life-altering decisions. The stern facade he wears for the world crumbles the moment your smile lights up the room. In that instant, Barou reveals a softness he guards fiercely from everyone but you. His eyes, warm as the glow of a setting sun, hold a love so profound it could belong to no one else.

Barou lives by a routine carved in stone. He rises with the dawn, humming a tune known only to him, and brews coffee—a ritual so ingrained it’s his one “vice.” The scent of roasted beans fills the air as he prepares your cup just the way you like it: warm, strong, and sweetened to perfection. If you linger in bed, he leaves it on the counter beside a note scrawled with a wish for your day to be as bright as you are.

Shoei is possessive, but not in a suffocating way. His jealousy is sweet, like thick honey dripping slowly, manifesting in subtle gestures: a furrowed brow when someone in your orbit grows too bold, or the casual weight of his hand on your waist, staking his claim without a word. At home, he’ll tease with a smirk, his voice low and playful:

“You really think I’m so insecure I’d get jealous?”

Deep down, he trusts you’ll choose him—today, tomorrow, and years from now.

Barou isn’t one for grand declarations. Words are cheap; actions are his currency. He shows his love in the way he plans a rooftop dinner under a star-strewn sky, the city sprawling below like a canvas of twinkling lights. Just the two of you, a table set with care, as if he’s been preparing for this moment his entire life. He remembers every anniversary, his gifts always striking the perfect chord—a rare edition of your favorite book, a piece of jewelry you mentioned in passing months ago. “I love you” rarely leaves his lips, but he endures your midnight blanket thefts and washes the dishes after dinner without complaint.

He is your shield, your unwavering protector. Your safety is his creed. Barou checks if you’ve locked the car, insists on a home security system, and never hesitates to pick you up from work. His care might feel excessive at times, but to him, you are a treasure beyond price, and he’ll let no one harm you. Yes, he grumbles, he fumes, he snaps on occasion—it’s just his nature. But his heart, raw and real, shines through brighter than any fleeting temper.

Your home, shaped by his hands, is his sanctuary. He insisted on a spacious kitchen because he knows your love for cooking, and a sprawling bed where you can both lounge on rare lazy mornings. His favorite spot? The living room sofa, where he pulls you close, arms wrapped around you from behind as you watch old movies. He’ll mutter about predictable plots, his brows knit in mock disdain, but he never turns away—not when it means stealing a few more moments with you.

Even after years of marriage, Barou flirts like it’s the first week you met, and damn if he isn’t good at it. His broad hand lands a playful smack on your backside as you cook, his breath hot against your neck as he leans in close.

“You’re too gorgeous for this kitchen,” he murmurs, voice thick with mischief. “How about we take this to the bedroom?”

Your ex-husband! Isagi Yoichi

ANGST, Isagi Yoichi x Fem!Reader

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, still keeps your old letters. In his half-empty apartment, amidst the clutter of forgotten odds and ends and the neatly arranged trophies gleaming with past victories, there’s a weathered box he’d never dare open in front of anyone. Inside are your letters, postcards, and napkins from that trendy downtown café where you used to scribble love confessions in your meticulous handwriting. In the quiet of his solitude, Yoichi leans against the cold wall, rereading them, each word a bittersweet dagger. These moments are unbearable, tearing at his soul with the sharp, heady ache of memories that no longer have a home.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, fears your indifference more than anything in the world. He’s addicted to your emotions, more desperately than any junkie chasing a high. Your anger, your bubbling laughter, even your exasperated grumbling—anything is better than the hollow, unfamiliar silence. He dreads the day you’ll look at him with apathy, your eyes empty of the fire he once knew. His jokes, painfully awkward and borderline absurd, are a frantic attempt to convince himself that you still see something in him—something more than a fleeting ghost of days long gone.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, remembers your habits like a sacred ritual. He knows how much you love your morning coffee—two sugars, a splash of low-fat cream. When he picks up your daughter for the weekend, he “forgets” a tin of freshly ground beans from that same café where you used to spend your evenings together. It’s a small indulgence for himself, a quiet way to say, I remember, to leave a trace of himself in your life, even if he’s no longer a part of it.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, teaches your daughter to dream the way he does. On a plush carpet strewn with toys, he sits cross-legged, spinning tales for her about believing in herself.

“Like Daddy in soccer,” he says, his voice warm and earnest. “You have to see the goal and run toward it, even if you’re scared.”

You linger by the wall, shoulder pressed against the corner, and catch yourself thinking that Yoichi isn’t just teaching her to dream—he’s teaching her to be as stubborn as he is, to chase what matters with relentless heart.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, whose touch still sparks a shiver. He can’t help himself—his cold fingers brush against your hand, lingering a moment too long, a silent echo of the days when you were his. He pulls back only when your daughter’s chatter fills the air, her plans for the day spilling out in a rush. His cheeks flush like a teenager’s, and his eyes betray everything he’s holding inside—yearning, regret, a flicker of hope.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, blames himself for every shadow in your gaze. He doesn’t say it, but he sees the way you sometimes freeze, staring into nothing, your mind adrift. It tears at him, the guilt a venomous blade sinking into his chest. He left, selfishly believing you’d be happier without him, but every sigh you let slip, every trace of exhaustion etched into your face, cuts deeper. The divorce was his sacrifice, but the silence and the bitter weight of guilt keep him from coming back.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, still wears the ring. You notice it by chance—a thin silver chain tucked beneath his shirt, the ring dangling like a secret. He doesn’t wear it on his finger anymore, but he can’t bring himself to let it go. If you ask why, he’ll avert his gaze, fumbling for an excuse. The truth is, that ring is his anchor, a reminder of the promise he made to stay by your side forever—a promise he couldn’t keep.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, has written a thousand unsent texts. His sleek phone is a graveyard of drafts: “Are you okay?” “I saw a sunset today and thought of you.” “I’m sorry I’m such an idiot.” He writes them late at night, drunk or exhausted, when loneliness claws at him, but every time, he saves them to drafts, too afraid to press send.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, dreams of a second chance. He never says it out loud, but the hope simmers beneath the surface whenever you’re near—at a parent-teacher meeting, on the playground, or over a cup of cold tea in your kitchen. He imagines what could have been: you by his side, your daughter’s laughter filling the air, morning kisses that taste like forever. He doesn’t beg for forgiveness outright, but every gesture is a plea, a quiet prayer for a chance to start again.

Your ex-husband! Yoichi Isagi, still leaves space for you in his life. His Tokyo apartment is too big for one, and his heart, without you, is too empty. He doesn’t date, doesn’t seek replacements—because no one could ever take your place. After another visit with your daughter, he lingers at your door, catching the flicker of confusion in your eyes.

«Night call»

Sae Itoshi x fem!reader, angst, ex-boyfriend Sae.

"Hello."

The sudden ring of the phone at two in the morning shattered the warm, almost tangible silence that enveloped the room like an old, plush blanket, crumpled and forgotten at the foot of the bed. The screen’s harsh, cold light stung your eyes, and in its glow, a familiar name emerged. A name you’d scratched out of your life in a fit of anger and pain nearly five years ago. The person who taught you to love so fiercely, so recklessly, only to crush that love as if it were a mere obstacle in his path. The person you’d walked hand in hand with since childhood, not a steel machine capable of breaking down the stone walls he’d built around himself, but a living, breathing girl whose heart he’d claimed entirely—then shattered without a second thought, grinding it into the dirt beneath his feet.

Sae chased a dream, a fleeting shadow of an unattainable ideal, proving his worth to the world and asserting his superiority over those who dared look down on him. In that relentless pursuit, everything else lost meaning, dissolving into the dust of his footsteps. He didn’t notice how he pushed away those who stood by him, how he lost what would later pierce his chest with sharp, aching regret.

“Sae? Do you even know what time it is?”

Did he? Of course he did. He hadn’t hesitated for a second, dialing your number from memory. Neither roaming charges, nor time zones, nor common sense could stop him. Everything faded into the background, drowned out by the trembling, uneven thud of his heart. His slender fingers nervously toyed with a folded, yellowed piece of paper, still carrying—by some miracle—the creamy scent of the perfume you loved in your youth.

Sae savored the sweet notes on the tip of his tongue. You probably didn’t wear it anymore. Time smooths out teenage habits like sand polishes jagged stones, and the awkward, wide-eyed girl who once hid under her blanket with a flashlight, reading his texts, had grown into a woman. Beautiful, confident, with a life carefully built, brick by brick, without him.

A wry smile tugged at Sae’s lips. He felt unhinged, obsessed—a stalker scouring your social media for scraps of your life. Instagram stories, rare tweets, TikTok dances under pulsing music—all of it created an illusion of closeness despite the thousands of miles and years of resentment that weighed heavy between you. He hated himself for it. But he hated the emptiness left in his life without you even more. It was as if something vital had been ripped out of him, no stitches to close the wound, and now, years later, that long-forgotten scar had begun to bleed and fester again.

“I… found your letter, mouse. Was going through old stuff and came across it. I don’t know…” His voice, once bright and boyish, now carried the low, gravelly timbre of a man weary from his own mistakes. How long had it been since you last spoke? “Woke you up, didn’t I? Sorry. I don’t know what got into me. Forget it.”

“No, no, it’s fine, I wasn’t sleeping,” you hurried to reply, lying without a second thought. Something in his voice—fragile, almost tangible—told you this call wasn’t random. Not just nostalgia, not a fleeting glance at the past. “So… what letter?”

A tired sigh crackled through the line. The creak of a bed, the rustle of paper—Sae clutched the letter so tightly his hands grew clammy. His gaze traced the uneven lines, the words dancing like inky fireflies before his eyes. He couldn’t make them out, but each one hummed softly, resonating deep in his chest.

Your last meeting. The airport. A curt goodbye before the championship. His promise to return—a lie wrapped in the shiny veneer of comfort. He told himself it was for the best. That you’d cry, then move on without him—without the dead weight, without the man who didn’t know how to love you the way you deserved. Sae tried not to look back, but every step forward was steeped in your despair. The placebo he’d swallowed to numb the pain turned out to be poison. Your laughter, your scent, your touch—they haunted his sleepless nights like ghosts conjured by a sick mind.

“Back then, before I left, you slipped an envelope into my pocket. Told me to open it when I landed. And I… I couldn’t. Didn’t have the guts. Only now did I finally open it.”

He unfolded the letter:

“Sae, I’m not writing this because I can’t say it to your face, but because right now, I’m too small to hold everything I feel. When you leave for Madrid, thousands of miles will separate us, but I believe you’ll come back. You promised. And you always keep your word.

I know this trip matters. You want to prove to yourself, to the world, that you can. But please, don’t stay there too long. I’ll be waiting. I’ll look at the stars and think maybe you’re doing the same, wherever you are. I’ll make your favorite tea and leave the door unlocked. I’ll cherish every piece of you you’ve left with me, like a part of you I’m keeping safe.

You’ll come back, won’t you? I’m not saying goodbye. Goodbye is forever. We’re just ‘see you soon.’

I love you and can’t wait to see you again.”

“Sae…” Your heart clenched, stung by a phantom blow. Memories of that day bled like fresh wounds, tearing open scars you thought had healed. In the hustle of daily life, you’d learned to silence that pain, let him go, accepted that his world had no place for you. This call was a gunshot at point-blank range. “You should’ve thrown that letter away. Why dig up the past? What’s done is done. You have your life, I have mine.”

“Tell me the truth, mouse. Are you still angry?” His voice wavered, and in that crack, you heard the boy you once loved.

“Angry? No, probably not. I just don’t understand why you’re doing this,” you said, your voice trembling, betraying the years of buried longing locked behind seven bolts. Foolish, shameful, but achingly real.

“Neither do I,” Sae muttered, squeezing his eyes shut. Stars danced behind his lids—one, two, three. Why had he called? What did he hope to hear? That you were still waiting, gazing at the stars, keeping the door unlocked? “I miss you.”

The confession slipped out, weightless, fleeting, like a shooting star, leaving a trail of cold, sparkling truth. Sae hadn’t expected to say it. It was as if his body and mind no longer obeyed him, kneeling before the searing pain that coursed through his veins like acid rain. His brows furrowed, his chest tightened until breathing felt impossible.

“I was a fool.”

“We were sixteen, Sae. You were chasing a better life, success, your dream. I get it,” you said, tears streaming hot down your cheeks, wiped away with the back of your hand as you tried to pull yourself together. But the resentment, built up over years, broke free like a river sweeping everything in its path. “I forgave you a long time ago. If that’s what this is about.”

“That’s what it’s about,” he said, nodding as if you could see him. Forgiveness. Such a strange, almost holy word. In his selfishness, he’d chased phantoms, proved his worth to the world, while you… you just lived. Loved him fiercely, built dreams, believing they’d be shared. Sae had been blind. It took years for him to see. “Maybe…”

“Sweetheart? Why aren’t you asleep?” A sleepy male voice interrupted, cutting through the conversation. You turned. A broad-shouldered man in a rumpled nightshirt squinted at the glow of your screen, reaching for you, his arm wrapping a little tighter around your waist. “The doctor said you need more rest. Come on, wrap it up, put the phone away.”

Sae froze. The male voice struck him like a whip, and he suddenly felt like a thief, trespassing into a life no longer his, peering through a keyhole. You weren’t that girl who wrote him letters anymore. You had a life—a husband, a home, a child on the way. And him? Sae was still stuck in the past, clutching a yellowed piece of paper, as if it could bring back what he’d destroyed.

“Sorry, I have to go,” you said softly, almost guiltily. “This… it was unexpected. But I’m glad you found the letter. Really.”

“Wait,” he blurted, too quickly, too desperately, clinging to the fading warmth in your voice. A fragile, painful attempt to grasp something he’d never have again. “I just wanted to say… if I’d opened that letter back then, things might’ve been different. I would’ve come back. I…”

“Sae,” you cut him off. “Don’t. The past can’t be rewritten. We both made our choices. You went your way, I went mine. And that’s okay.”

He fell silent. Words lodged in his throat like dry earth. He wanted to tell you he still saw you in his dreams. That every goal, every shot he took, was an attempt to prove he was worthy. But your truth stood firm—the past couldn’t be rewritten.

“Goodnight, Sae. Take care.”

The line went dead. Silence crashed over him like a monolithic slab, and his eyes lingered on the darkened screen. Your name was gone. Your presence in his life had vanished, and everything that once felt certain dissolved into ghostly dust in the night. For the first time in five years, Sae realized he had no idea what to do next.

«I need you»

NSFW w Nagi Seishiro for fem!Reader

The dim, pale-yellow glow of the high ceiling lamps cast soft, blurred shadows across the worn lockers of the changing room. The air was thick with the scent of salty sweat, masculine shower gel, and the sharp tang of adrenaline that the footballers, still buzzing from the match, carried in their wake. The heavy, musky atmosphere swirled around, heady and enveloping, wrapping the body like a downy blanket. From somewhere beyond the wall came the faint splash of water in the showers, the muffled echoes of conversations about the new season’s start, and a ripple of quiet laughter.

You stood by the entrance, leaning a shoulder against the doorframe, thumb lazily scrolling through your social media feed. After the grueling match, he needed time to decompress, to catch his breath. He was silent, eyes closed, his back pressed against the cool metal of a locker, processing the game, gathering his thoughts before he could speak again. His legs hummed with the ache of exertion, and the tension in his shoulders refused to relent. Damp, pale hair clung to his slick forehead, his eyelids heavy with leaden fatigue, making his thick lashes tremble almost imperceptibly. Seishiro was half-asleep.

His body, slack with exhaustion, radiated a languid grace—a Greek god descended to mortal earth after a brutal battle, his brilliance having burned at its zenith.

“You look rough. Tired?” You stepped closer, sinking onto the creaky bench beside him, your fingers instinctively brushing the sleeve of his sweat-soaked jersey. The sticky fabric clung to his taut frame, trapping the heat of his skin.

Nagi’s lips curled into a lazy, almost feline smile, his eyes glinting with a petulant, smoldering hunger—not fierce, but glowing like embers, a slow-burning blend of his signature innocence and the quiet passion lurking beneath that rustling veneer. It was the look of someone who owned the world and had just claimed its finest prize. That look had ensnared you once, and even now, it sent butterflies dancing in your stomach.

“Match dragged on too long. Wanna go home. Sleep,” he murmured, his voice hoarse and velvety, each word dripping with effort, fatigue seeping through like warm syrup.

The changing room had long since fallen quiet. The other players had hurried off—to families, to lovers—leaving behind the persistent hum of the air conditioner and the faint smell of damp towels.

Your fingers flicked across your phone screen, scrolling through open tabs. “Get changed. I’ll call a taxi. Wanna order food?”

Nagi didn’t stir. His hand, slick with sweat, moved sluggishly, catching your wrist in a half-dreaming pull. His thumb traced lazy circles over the delicate web of veins beneath your skin, sending a pleasant shiver through you. His breath—warm, damp—brushed your neck, carrying the faint scent of mint gum and residual heat.

“Stay. I need… you. Please,” he mumbled, the words rolling off his tongue with a childish, stubborn insistence, leaving you room to think but nudging you toward the answer he craved.

Your cheeks flushed crimson, the heat spreading to your earlobes, and your body betrayed you with a pulsing ache between your thighs, a slick warmth pooling there. You glanced nervously at the slightly ajar door to the hallway, where a sliver of greenish light spilled through.

“Nagi, we’re in the changing room! What if someone walks in?” Your voice faltered, betraying the desire coiling between you, and his strong arms slid around your waist, pulling you close with unhurried confidence.

Seishiro’s body was firm, taut like a guitar string, every muscle rolling beneath his heated skin. Breathing became difficult. Your clothes suddenly felt like an unnecessary barrier, and his arousal—insistent, throbbing—pressed against your thigh through the soft fabric of his athletic shorts.

He chuckled sleepily, that smug, knowing smile saying, I know you want this too. His dry lips grazed the edge of your ear.

“Everyone’s gone. Please, baby. It won’t take long. I’m too hard to think about anything else.”

You wanted to protest, to insist this wasn’t the time or place to indulge in weaknesses, but his kiss—slow, drowsy—stole the air from your lungs, carrying away any unspoken objections.

Nagi’s lips, soft and warm with a hint of mint and salt, caressed yours with languid care. His tongue slipped inside, claiming what it wanted with quiet demand. Long, knobby fingers slid beneath the hem of your chiffon skirt, brushing aside your soaked panties without a moment’s hesitation.

You gasped softly as he touched you, his fingers tracing featherlight patterns over the sensitive bud of your clit. Collecting your slick arousal, Seishiro let out a quiet moan, pressing you harder against the cool metal of the locker.

“Not… not here…” Your protest melted into moans. His fingers slipped inside, moving in slow circles, your walls fluttering helplessly, craving more.

He pressed a finger to your swollen lips, his heavy-lidded eyes dark with desire—no longer the usual misty gray but a stormy cloud ready to consume everything in its path.

“Shh, don’t make a sound. Just… let me,” he whispered, his fingers delving deeper, stroking your ribbed walls and gathering every drop of your arousal. “Spread your legs wider.”

You obeyed, shifting your weight onto the creaking locker door, the cold metal searing your overheated skin. Nagi sank to his knees, slow and deliberate, as if yielding to gravity itself. He parted your soft thighs, his ragged, hoarse breath grazing your glistening folds. With a deep inhale, he drank in your natural scent.

With a soft rustle, his shorts and underwear dropped to the floor. The pale-pink tip of his hard cock glistened with precum, a heavy bead pooling at the end. It throbbed, veins standing out starkly along its taut length.

A single, lazy thrust filled you completely, his slick hips pressing against yours with a wet smack. You felt his heat, every twitch inside your needy core. Nagi moved deliberately, grinding against your most sensitive spots, pressing deeper until he brushed the very edge of your cervix, coaxing a long, trembling moan from your lips.

“Ngh! Nagi… slower,” you gasped, nails digging into his broad shoulders, leaving faint red streaks across his damp skin.

Seishiro paused, his forehead resting against yours, beads of sweat trailing down his temple and dripping onto your neck. Then he moved again, picking up speed, relentless.

The changing room filled with sounds—your soft moans, the creak of the bench, the wet slap of skin on skin with every deep thrust.

Your arousal mixed with his, dripping onto the tiled floor, staining it. Everything was slick, hot, shamelessly pushing you both toward the edge.

“So good… Can I… go deeper? Wanna feel you squeeze me,” he whispered, voice trembling with the rising tide of pleasure.

His needy plea shot through you, sparking a relentless shiver of arousal, and your tight muscles clenched harder around him. His hand, unashamed, lifted your expensive white blouse, tugging down the soft lace of your bra. Rough fingertips circled your areola, pinching your nipple. His scent—musky, heady, overwhelming—mingled with your own arousal, clouding your mind.

“Nagi!”

“Feel good? ‘Cause it’s so good for me. You’re the best way to unwind. Don’t wanna pull out. Can I… can I finish inside? Please,” Seishiro’s voice broke, his thrusts growing erratic, plunging deeper to make you shudder beneath him.

“Yes. Just do it.”

Nagi hissed through clenched teeth, a low, tired growl escaping as he thrust once, twice, then stilled, spilling hot, thick release inside you, painting your walls. It mingled with your own climax, the world fading to a colorless haze. Your body arched uncontrollably, the sounds around you drowned in shared ecstasy.

His lips claimed yours again, a wet, lazy kiss that filled the space, pulling you back to reality.

Dating w Satoru Gojo <3

satoru gojo x fem!reader, fluff, humour, silly-clingy gojo 🫐

Dating Satoru Gojo? If someone had given you a crystal ball to glimpse what that would entail, you’d have laughed in their face and sworn off that first date faster than you can say “cursed energy.”

Sure, there are perks—undeniable ones—but Satoru’s presence in your life is so all-consuming, it’s enough to drive you up the wall. The man doesn’t just blur the lines of personal space; he obliterates them. Take, for instance, the impossibility of something as simple as a solo shower. It’s downright depressing, and Gojo? He wouldn’t know a boundary if it smacked him in his smug, perfect face.

“Baby, come on, let me in! It’s so lonely out here!” His voice, muffled but relentless, filters through the bathroom door. For a solid twenty minutes, this overgrown man-child has been whining and wheedling, all because you’re trying to get ready for a date—with him, no less! It’s so infuriating, so utterly exasperating, that you’re half-tempted to fling the door open just to shut him up. Thank God for your stubborn streak, holding strong against his clingy onslaught. But seriously, how do you even deal with this?

“Go occupy yourself, Satoru! Keep distracting me, and I’ll nick myself shaving and bleed out right here.”

“You’re exaggerating, right? Stop scaring me with that nonsense and open the door. I swear I won’t even look, baby, please…” His voice trails off into a dramatic sigh, and you can practically see him slumping against the wall, sliding down to sit on the floor like some dejected puppy. “This is cruel, you know. Just because I’m the strongest doesn’t mean you get to torture me.”

“Torture? Torture?” You scoff loud enough for him to hear. “Toru, for the love of all that’s holy, I just need to shave my legs. Alone!”

And yeah, you feel a pang of guilt, because if Satoru Gojo has any weaknesses—and that’s a big if—they all seem to revolve around you. His whining might be theatrical, but there’s a reason behind it, a vulnerability he doesn’t show the world. The guy just wants to feel needed. Not in the grand, save-the-world-with-his-unmatched-power kind of way—God knows he’s tired of that song and dance. No, Satoru wants to be your man, the one you look at with awe, desire, that heart-pounding love he’s only ever glimpsed in those cheesy romance novels Geto used to mock him for skimming. And how’s that supposed to happen if he’s not glued to your side 24/7?

Personal space? Ha. Good luck with that. The longer you’re together, the more his clinginess grows, feeding off the kind of feelings that make it hard to breathe, that set off not just butterflies but a full-on hurricane in your stomach. He can’t sit still, not when you’re around.

The funniest part? You met on Tapple. Yeah, that Tapple. Your friend had casually mentioned that finding someone decent on a dating app was like chasing a unicorn, but it’d be fun to try. And since the best moments of your life always started with a reckless “YOLO,” you made a profile.

Satoru caught your eye immediately (as if there was ever any doubt—he’s got a knack for stealing the spotlight). Stunning photos, a bio dripping with charm and wit, and none of that cringey “she must be” nonsense. Oh, and let’s not forget the abs. Good lord, those abs. How could you not swipe right?

But let’s be real: believing a guy like that was seriously looking for something real (or even just a fling) on a dating app? That was asking for trouble. Everyone knows guys like him are either snatched up, married, stingy, or—worst-case scenario—catfishing with someone else’s photos. You ruled out the first two options (hope springs eternal, right?) and settled on the simplest explanation: the pictures weren’t his. But the conversation flowed so smoothly, and the “match” wasn’t just physical—there was a spark. So, against your better judgment and egged on by your friend, you gave him a chance.

A chance. And now that chance is camped outside your bathroom door, whining like a lost child and refusing to give you a moment’s peace. God, if you didn’t love him so much, you’d have shipped him off to an Antarctic wasteland and left him there. Lucky for him, your feelings have already weathered the test of time, a parade of shameless admirers throwing themselves at him, and his own infuriating inability to function without you.

“I get it,” he calls through the door, voice dripping with mock defeat. “You don’t love me anymore, do you?”

“And you don’t love my hairy legs,” you shoot back, your sigh loud enough to carry. You’re sure he’s smirking out there, unfazed by your exasperation. This is his game—pushing your buttons until everything snaps back to normal, until you let him back into your orbit, indulging every ridiculous whim a lovesick man can muster.

“Your legs are gorgeous either way.” There’s a rustling sound, closer now, and you tense, bracing for some new trick. “Baby? I’ve got an idea. Just open the door, and I’ll help you out. Sound good? Please, sweetheart.”

“Are you insane? Toru, I’ll be done in, like, two minutes. Be patient.”

Warm water laps gently against your skin, soothing and soft. Truth be told, you finished ages ago. These extra minutes are just you digging in your heels, staging a silent protest in the name of teaching him a lesson—one that, clearly, isn’t sticking. This little routine has been replaying every couple of months for the past four years, and if Satoru’s caught on to your ploy, he’s choosing to ignore it. The man has no issue being your shadow, because to him, you just keep getting more irresistible. Sex might lose its spark eventually, but holding you, teasing you, dragging you into his chaos? That’s a high he’ll never quit.

Then, something slides under the door—a crisp 500-yen note. You blink, incredulous. “Here,” he says, voice brimming with mischief. “A bribe. Get yourself a Starbucks or something.”

You stare at the bill, caught between amusement and disbelief. The man’s lost it. Whatever switch controls his last shred of sanity has officially flipped, and now he’s resorting to bribery just to get his way.

Hastily toweling off, you finally swing the door open, ready to launch into your well-rehearsed speech about boundaries, alone time, and learning to survive without you for five minutes. But you don’t get the chance. Before a single word leaves your lips, strong arms pull you into an equally strong embrace, his low, contented hum vibrating against your ear like a cat who’s finally caught its prize. Long fingers slip beneath the towel, tracing lazy, secret patterns across your bare back, tugging you closer.

“That was awful,” Satoru murmurs, not pulling away as he peppers your neck with warm, insistent kisses. “Don’t ever do that to me again. I’ll rip that damn door off its hinges.”

Wedding w Kaeya

kaeya x fem!reader, romance, fluff, humour

Your relationship with Kaeya had long since crossed that delicate line where uncertainty lingered in the air, where a fleeting smile from him would set your cheeks ablaze. He knew you inside and out—your habits, your dreams, your fears—striving to understand every piece of you, to hold it close and etch it into his heart forever. With a mischievous grin, he’d trace his tongue along your wrist, chuckling at your half-hearted protests before silencing them with a soft, enveloping kiss.

A wedding was only a matter of time. You weren’t exactly waiting for it—amid the whirlwind of duties and endless obligations, you barely had moments to steal for each other. Long nights by the crackling fireplace, lost in conversation, had become a rare treasure. Yet Kaeya sought out fleeting moments in the day, catching you by Mondstadt’s stone walls to steal a few weightless kisses before slipping away again, leaving you flustered and yearning for more.

When he finally brought up the wedding, it was as casual as if he were discussing plans for the evening, slipped into conversation without fanfare or grand declarations. His voice carried a trace of exhaustion, tinged with something raw. He was afraid you might say no.

“How long do you think it’d take us to slip away from our own wedding?” Kaeya mused lazily, twirling a polished crystal goblet in his hands, his eyes fixed on the crimson liquid within as if seeing it for the first time. His tone held that familiar teasing edge—the one he used to mask what mattered most—but you’d learned to see through it.

Kaeya loved tossing out half-truths, watching you fumble to find meaning in his words. But this time, there was no guile in his smile.

You laughed, trying to hide the nervous flutter—or was it embarrassment?—as heat crept up your cheeks, the air suddenly thick around you. With one simple sentence, he’d stirred the butterflies you thought had long settled, heedless of the chaos he left in his wake.

The pause that followed was heavy, awkward, almost tangible, and you understood. Truly understood. Because Kaeya Alberich would never ask outright—that was what set him apart from Diluc’s blunt honesty. He always left the choice in your hands, especially when it came to his own heart.

A wedding with him could never be ordinary. Kaeya was the living embodiment of “nothing like the rest.” A quiet ceremony far from the city, where the breeze blew warm and the sun at its zenith cast sparkling glints that danced in your hair, the scent of ripe grapes mingling with the dampness of stone.

Only the closest of friends, no vows. A celebration not for the guests, but for the two of you—a formal seal on such tender feelings and boundless trust.

“Vows?” He looked at you as if you were a petulant child, tugging at his every nerve with your whims. “Have I ever been a man of my word?”

He laughed at the sight of your indignant pout, cheeks flushed, but then he leaned in, his voice a whisper against your ear. Because he entrusted you with the most precious thing he had—his heart.

“I don’t promise to be good, or to be perfect—you know that. But I promise to be there, every time you need me.”

Surrounded by vibrant flowers and white satin ribbons meticulously wound by Barbara around a wooden arch, Kaeya looked almost too beautiful, too self-assured. As if all his doubts had melted under the blazing sun, and that smile… the one that had once swept you off your feet now caught you again, hook, line, and sinker.

Of course, he was nervous. A faint tension trembled in his hands every time he caught your lovesick gaze, but the moment he slipped the ring onto your finger, the weight of the world seemed to lift from his shoulders.

“Looks like you’ve got full permission to drag me by the ear if I misbehave,” he said, a quiet joy threading through his voice—one he’d worked so hard to hide from the world, but couldn’t conceal from you.

He didn’t linger for long goodbyes, or to bask in congratulations, or raise yet another glass “to the happy couple.” Instead, he scooped you into his arms and carried you away, far from prying eyes.

At the edge of a cliff, where the endless sea roared and waves crashed against the rocks, Kaeya pulled you close, his nose brushing the gentle curve of your neck as he finally shed the mask of the eternal jester.

“Thank you,” he whispered, his lips grazing your soft skin.

For what? For staying? For seeing past the surface to the parts of himself he’d never acknowledged, and loving them? You didn’t ask, only held him tighter, watching the pink sunset fade.

He’d never dreamed of a wedding, never thought of a family, and women had never been a constant in his life. But now… now Alberich was certain he’d choose you again. In any universe, in any world.

Sukuna Ryomen as MMA fighter

sukuna x fem!reader, the text contains elements of violence, description of the fight scene.

The dim, pale-yellow light of the arena flooded the ring with its glow, casting stark reflections on the faded, cracked walls of the underground fight club. This wasn’t a place that reeked of victories or the bitter sting of defeat, as one might expect. The air thrummed with a thick, acrid scent—adrenaline, dried blood, and sticky sweat, woven together into a heady miasma. The crowd’s roar swelled like a gathering storm, poised to crash over the fighters with its boundless might, ready to crown new gods on a pedestal of glory.

The old, weathered benches of the stands creaked under the weight of the spectators. A motley throng—from bloated, self-satisfied tycoons to teenagers who’d snuck in under the radar—chanted a single name like a fervent prayer.

“Sukuna! Sukuna!”

From your seat in the front row, through the rusted, diamond-patterned mesh, you had the best view of the predatory smile spreading across Ryomen’s face—a smile you knew all too well. It promised victory for its bearer and a cruel, agonizing end for his opponent.

The metallic tang of blood saturated the air, seeping into clothes, sinking beneath skin, and clinging to hair, impervious to any perfume’s attempt to mask it. Your fingers gripped the edges of a plastic cup, the material buckling under the pressure as your eyes stayed glued to the ring. Your heart, a frantic butterfly trapped in the cage of your ribs, fluttered wildly, freezing each time Sukuna took a glancing blow to the jaw.

The spotlights burned harsh shadows into the chaos, carving out a stark square of light amidst the frenzy. You’d never get used to this sight—the way this man stepped into the ring with unshakable calm, every flawless movement of his hands striking with deadly precision, defying physics and obliterating the very concept of luck. In that cold light, the inky patterns of Sukuna’s tattoos came alive, twisting across his shoulders and chest in a bloody, primal dance.

“Sukuna! Sukuna!” The crowd’s roar threatened to tear the walls apart, as if his name alone could bring the whole place crashing down.

His crimson eyes, glowing like smoldering coals, swept across the room and locked onto you. Just for a moment, but it was enough to steal your breath, your pulse hammering in time with your racing heart. He didn’t smile or wink, didn’t toss you a fleeting gesture of affection, but you knew—could read his thoughts as clearly as if he’d spoken them: This is for you.

His opponent, a towering brute at least two meters tall, prowled the ring, circling Ryomen like a perverse predator closing in on its prey. The man was undoubtedly certain of his victory, likely having sent countless fighters to the mat in a haze of knockouts. He had no idea this round would mark the humiliating end of his glittering career. Because the truth was undeniable: no one faced Sukuna and walked away whole. No one.

The gong rang out, so loud you winced, as if shielding your ears could dull the sensation of death hanging thick in the air. The giant moved fast, with the grace of countless fights etched into his frame. He tried to read Sukuna, to anticipate his moves, to strategize. But stepping into the ring with a beast like Ryomen meant facing a force of pure, uncompromising power.

Sukuna struck blow after blow, matching his opponent’s speed and surpassing him in every way that mattered. While the giant’s punches sliced through the heavy air, Sukuna was already behind him, a shadow slipping through the cracks of reality.

You hated this feeling—this intoxicating mix of awe and bone-deep dread that left a bitter taste in your mouth. It was so quintessentially him—toying with his opponent’s weakness, savoring the brush of death at his fingertips, as if his power knew no limits.

“Goddamn it, just finish it,” you whispered, your words drowned in the blaring music, the crowd’s screams, and the relentless thud of fists. But you knew he heard you—not literally, but in that strange, unspoken way you were tethered to him. He read you like an open book, always knowing what to say, how to touch you without leaving scars. Even now, he felt your unease, your fear, but he played with it, reveling in the game.

The giant staggered, reeling from a blow to his solar plexus. His face was a bloody ruin, his feet slipping on the ring’s rough canvas, slick with spit, sweat, and clotting crimson. Sukuna stepped back, letting him rise, letting him stand tall for the final seconds of the round. But this wasn’t mercy, nor respect, nor a chance to fight back—it was Sukuna’s sadistic delight in his opponent’s suffering. He thrived on the fleeting hope his retreat offered, only to crush it with a final, devastating strike.

His lips curled into a faint smirk, and for a split second, he turned, your eyes meeting. That look—it was a declaration. He wanted you to watch, to see his strength, his insatiable hunger for blood, to know the monster you’d somehow tamed. Because only with you did this beast allow himself tenderness.

The referee called the inevitable victory. Ryomen’s right arm shot into the air, and the frenzied roar of the crowd sliced through the thick air. The broken body of his opponent lay sprawled in the corner of the ring, forgotten in the swell of triumph.

Sukuna didn’t bask in the crowd’s adulation, didn’t acknowledge the referee’s praises or the shrill screams of his fangirls. His gaze, sharp as a blade, pierced through you, leaving a raw, aching wound—one he’d fill with himself in the moments to come.

Ignoring the envious glares of shrieking fans, you rose from your seat and slipped backstage. The guard, long accustomed to your presence on fight nights, gave a curt nod and swung open the creaking plastic door.

Inside, the air was thick with the sharp sting of menthol ointment, sweat, and something rancid that made you want to pinch your nose, but you held back. Sukuna sat on a rickety bench against the wall, wrapping his battered knuckles in sterile bandages. His hair, damp and disheveled, clung to his forehead, beads of sweat rolling down his temples. The intricate tattoos gleamed under the grimy yellow light, as if freshly inked, and you let yourself pause, drinking in the sight of him.

He smirked, sensing you before the door even opened, his lips—stained with fresh blood—curving into that familiar, dangerous smile.

“Putting on a show instead of ending it quick?” you teased, voice laced with exasperation. “Showboating’s your signature, isn’t it, Ryomen?”

“A show?” He tilted his head, leaning back against the rough wall, his eyes narrowing like a satisfied cat watching you from beneath dark lashes. “Baby, I was just warming up, and you’re acting like they carried me out feet-first.”

Sukuna was basking in it—your undivided attention, as if the thousands of eyes in the crowd meant nothing compared to yours. You fueled him, a nuclear reactor sparking every fiber of his being. He reacted to you like you were the only thing in his universe, your words holding the weight of existence itself.

“You always drag it out to the last second,” you shot back, masking your worry with biting irony. “Think I don’t have enough gray hairs already? I won’t survive you ‘til old age at this rate.” You didn’t hide your fear from him, didn’t treat it as something shameful, but you kept it close, cloaked in grumbling.

Ryomen laughed, low and raspy, the sound igniting a spark low in your belly. His hand, still warm from the fight, rose to your face, brushing dust from your flushed cheek and leaving a faint smear of blood in its wake.

“Don’t lie to me, doll,” he murmured, voice dripping with smug certainty. “I know you love this—the thrill of watching a brutal, untamed monster bend to you alone. Just admit it.”

“I love it when you come back in one piece,” you countered, sinking onto the bench beside him, the wood creaking under your weight. Your voice softened, weariness threading through your words. “Leave the theatrics for the fangirls who fall for the bad-boy act.”

His grin widened, devilishly beautiful, and in a swift motion, he pulled you onto his lap. His nose brushed the curve of your neck, lips tracing wet paths along your pulse. His heart still raced with adrenaline, muscles shifting beneath tanned skin like a mountain ready to crumble. Sukuna, vast and unyielding as a cliff, shrank in that moment to something softer, melting into your quiet affection.

“I always come back,” he whispered, calloused fingers tightening around your waist, pulling you closer as if to etch your silhouette into his skin. “Stop pouting, or I’ll start thinking you doubt me.”

Your hand drifted to his chest, resting where his heartbeat slowly steadied. “Doubt you? Sukuna, I’m soaked in this godawful stench that clings to everything here. It’s not doubt.” Your fingers slid upward, thoughtlessly threading through his damp hair. “It’s because you’re too important for me not to worry.”

Silence settled, not heavy or stifling, but warm—like an evening by a hearth after a chaotic day. He kissed your neck, slow and deliberate, grounding himself in a reality free of blood and pain. A place where he could love and be loved, leaving the monster in the ring and letting Sukuna, just Sukuna, emerge.

“Home, baby?” he murmured, voice low and rough. “I want a bath to wash off this filth before I fuck you senseless.”

“Watch your mouth, huh?” you shot back, swatting his hand lightly—not to hurt, not to stop his crude words, but as part of the playful dance you both cherished. His booming laugh sealed the moment, a confirmation of the game you’d never tire of.

“No chance,” he said, grinning. “It’s my privilege, so deal with it.”

Shades of Intimacy | Kurona Ranze

kurona ranze x fem!reader, romance, sensuality, light erotica, drama, young love, awkwardness, inexperience, emotional intimacy, first time. minors dni, nsfw.

Your relationship with Ranze could hardly be called spontaneous. A steadfast friendship, forged over years, had blossomed into something tender and deeply sensual.

The first awkward brushes of hands during a walk in the park, innocent kisses, and confessions so shy they were barely whispered aloud.

Kurona never played the part of a macho man or a seasoned playboy. His courtship was sometimes clumsy, but always heartfelt, driven by the purest intentions.

Both sets of parents were utterly delighted by your relationship. Your father eagerly awaited Kurona for their weekly Friday ritual of watching obscure documentaries that only he seemed to love, while Kurona’s mother—well, she was convinced her son would never find a better wife than you.

Sleepovers became routine, a natural part of your lives. Ranze’s parents often spent weekends exploring local spa resorts or sightseeing, leaving Saturday evenings and all of Sunday entirely to you.

A stash of indulgent snacks, the warm glow of a floor lamp in the corner, and the comforting embrace of your beloved. The only thing that quietly disrupted this idyllic scene was a nagging, prickly thought you kept turning over in your mind but could never muster the courage to voice.

You still hadn’t had sex.

Yes, you were both virgins, and your inexperience often played cruel tricks on you. But Kurona never even tried to touch you more intimately than you were used to. His kisses were always deliberately chaste, his hands never straying below your waist, even when it felt like the universe was screaming for something more to happen.

Funnily enough, you hadn’t worried about it at first. You thought there was no need to rush, that everything would happen in its own time. But age and hormones had other plans. Your body burned at his every touch, your underwear growing shamelessly damp as you squirmed, pressing your thighs together to quell the maddening pulse between them.

Ranze didn’t even have to try to make you want him. Just lying in his arms, his long, knobby fingers tracing uneven circles on your bare shoulder, was enough.

It was maddening. Your boyfriend was either blind or so innocent that he missed even your most blatant hints. You slipped condoms into his pocket, wore the most revealing dresses on dates (only to earn his disapproving glance and find his warm hoodie promptly wrapped around your waist), and once, in a desperate bid for a reaction, you climbed on top of him. But he only patiently kissed your flushed face and pulled you close, wrapping you in his broad chest.

Eventually, you gave up trying to get closer than Ranze allowed and resigned yourself to the fate of a frustrated virgin, satisfying herself with her fingers despite having a living, breathing boyfriend.

During one of your typical weekends, Kurona dashed out to the store for a pack of cheesy tofu for dinner. Seizing the moment, you took a shower and were preparing to change into something more comfortable than your tight jeans.

“Sweetheart, I couldn’t reach you, so I grabbed a portion for you too. What’s up with your phone?” Kurona’s voice came from behind the closed bedroom door, accompanied by the rustle of paper bags.

Still towel-drying your damp hair, you were lost in thought, mentally sifting through movie options for the night. Sappy romances were starting to grate; you craved something different, though you weren’t sure what.

The creak of the opening door and the clatter of soda cans hitting the floor snapped you out of your reverie. It took a few seconds to register that you were standing in the middle of the bedroom, completely naked. A flush spread across your cheeks, turning your face as red as an overripe peach, but Kurona’s eyes were fixed on you, unblinking.

“Sorry,” you squeaked, the sound barely escaping your lips. This wasn’t how you’d imagined the first time he’d see you naked—some cinematic moment in soft candlelight, with Ranze peeling off delicate lingerie between kisses. Instead, here you were, standing in the middle of the room, red as a tomato from an old children’s story, not remotely convinced this could be attractive.

“Why are you apologizing?” he finally said, clearing his throat and stepping closer. His fingertips brushed a few damp strands from your face. “The only thing you should apologize for is testing my patience so shamelessly. I’m not made of iron, you know.” Kurona let out a short sigh, his darkened gaze dropping to your chest, which rose and fell rapidly as you tried to catch your breath.

“Don’t stare so openly. It’s embarrassing!”

“Embarrassing?” He managed a faint smile, the corner of his dry lips twitching as he let out a hoarse chuckle and pressed a quick kiss to the tip of your nose. “Isn’t this what you wanted? For me to touch you… here?” His rough fingertips traced along your collarbone and lower, cautiously circling the sensitive bud of your nipple.

It was unbearable. Each innocent touch sent a jolt of electricity down your spine, and you didn’t even notice the soft moan that escaped as you bit your swollen lower lip.

“Like that?” There was hesitation in his voice. This was uncharted territory for him too, and he moved with caution, watching your every reaction.

“Don’t tease,” you whimpered, your body responding too eagerly to his touch. The tight knot in your lower belly tightened, slick arousal already staining your pale thighs.

“Sorry.” The sudden role reversal threw you off, but only for a moment before Kurona gently guided you onto the bed. His eyes roamed your naked body without a hint of shame, lingering just below your navel at the glistening pink folds. He didn’t bother hiding his admiration, looking at you as if you were the most perfect creation, worthy of worship for eternity. “You’re so beautiful.”

There was no escaping his intense gaze, though you tried, feebly pressing your thighs together to hide your embarrassment.

“Don’t.”

No reply came. His hot lips claimed yours in a demanding, hungry kiss, and you nearly cried out when his cool fingers slipped between your slick folds. With deliberate slowness, Kurona traced circles around your clit, and you trembled as if scalded by boiling water. The air in your lungs turned thick and heavy, making it impossible to breathe, and you clung to his forearms with sharp nails.

“Does it hurt?” Ranze pulled back quickly, withdrawing his hand. The loss of contact drew a plaintive whimper from you, and you shook your head.

“No. Not enough.”

He stared at you for a moment, as if struggling to process your words.

“More, Kurona. I want to feel you completely.” His hesitation gave you the green light, and you tugged at the drawstring of his sweatpants, pulling them down along with his dark boxers.

His already hard erection sprang free, slapping against his stomach, and Ranze groaned hoarsely, closing his eyes to keep from losing control. He was already on edge, your relentless teasing having pushed him to the brink. He’d locked himself in the bathroom so many times, trying to satisfy himself without hurting you, but your persistence was undoing him.

“Are you sure?” Instead of answering, your warm hand guided his sensitive tip to your tight entrance, and without thinking, he thrust forward. There was no pain like your friends had warned, only a slight sense of fullness as his long length filled you completely.

The room filled with the wet sounds of flesh and your quiet moans. God knows Ranze tried to hold back, but the feel of your soft walls gripping him was maddening.

The evening melted into night, and you lost track of time, drowning in pleasure again and again. Thick cum mixed with your own juices dripped onto the mattress, staining your heated bodies, but neither of you cared. You were both consumed by the long-awaited intimacy, all thoughts of propriety or cleanliness forgotten.