She'd been halfway to the library’s business section when she stopped, chuckling. Despite the change in light and, technically, breaking a school rule, Kiyotaka reminded her quite a lot of the business section’s other, usually sole, occupant: Byakuya Togami. Who equally chastised the pursuit of frivolity, particularly during school hours. The difference was that, when she was lucky, she could catch him with a novel or two. Sonia doubted Kiyotaka would be quite as lenient, or if he’d had the chance to be exposed to the most incredible stories from places far away from home.
“Ishimaru-san,” She asked, turning to face him with a playful look. “Perhaps you might answer me this: when you feel weak, helpless, like the world is entirely against you and no matter how well you adhere to the rules you feel constantly beaten down by the expectations on your shoulders…how do you rid yourself of that feeling? How do you find your confidence again? A clear head and lightened heart?”
In a quick change of direction, Sonia side-stepped the path towards the business and finance section of the library with the finesse of a rehearsed dance. She knew plenty, after all: they were paramount to entertaining in her family. “For some, that’s video games. A respite away from the daily responsibilities of life so that when one returns to them, they feel encumbered by the cracks in their self-esteem. I rather imagine successfully completing a challenging level in a game can make one feel rather invincible, or so Nanami-san has told me. For others, like me on occasion, that’s television. Being lost in the stories of others, real or imaginary, played out on a screen. Long ago, people used to hold the same derision for the likes of Shakespeare and Marlowe, and yet they became some of the most famous European playwrights, studied over and over again in classrooms across the world. Perhaps one day television will have the same acclaim!”
She grinned as they approached the fiction section. He’d likely protest, but Sonia was expecting it. She’d planned to do the fun part last but as long as she fulfilled all of her reasons for breaking the rules that night, she couldn’t complain. “But mine often comes in the form of novels and manga, and luckily for me, this library has both! Wait there a moment, I think….yes, I think this might be enjoyable for you, if you haven’t read it.”
The shelves were fully stacked and very tall, necessitating the use of ladders to reach everything properly. A necessity that Sonia hardly minded as she scurried up the nearest one, all the way to the top of a shelf, with no apprehensions at all. Not of falling, not of being caught, not even being scolded by him. Plucking the rather thick tome from its place, she climbed back down hastily and held it out to him. “The Count of Monte Cristo. It’s a 19th Century novel from France about how justice and the law erroneously threw an innocent man in prison and there he, with the help of another also incorrectly incarcerated, plots his own form of justice. His own law. His own revenge. It’s a wonderful adventure tale that, eventually, examines what it means to show mercy and forgiveness.”
Smiling, she then began to scan titles for the ones she was interested in. Ones far less notorious. Ones with covers of dark castles and moonlight and twisted iron and vines. Some of them even had letters, stray roses, hearts, or two people poised to kiss on the front. “And since you asked, my paper is about the history of trade between Europe and Asia between the years 1500 and 1900, including the advances, the benefits, and detriments to both sides of the exchange. I needed a few more details towards specific events to build my points, and thus a trip here was needed. I do hope you understand.”
He listens intently to her explanation. It’s nothing he hasn’t heard before. Still no matter how many times he hears it, he doesn’t understand that mentality at all. There isn’t anything that brings him more stress than the idea that he might be wasting his time.
He hums to show he’s paid attention before he responds. “ I understand feeling overwhelmed , I wouldn’t presume to judge how others deal with their emotions - but there are way more productive ways to clear your head ! There is nothing better than a good work out . As is often said ; A healthy mind dwells in a healthy body ! Or taking care of your chores , that’s a great activity to get lost in while taking a break during an evening of studying . Much better than wasting your time on such meaningless endeavors ! “ As he finishes speaking, he realizes he’s lecturing again. It’s not how he’d meant his words to come across, but his way of speaking makes it hard to avoid.
He almost even apologizes for speaking out of line, but before he can she’s climbed up one of the ladders. Leaving him dazed by her sudden movement. It’s then that he takes in his surroundings too, noticing that they’re definitely not in the right section of the library.
Still surprised, he takes the book when it’s handed to him. Of course he’s read plenty of books in his time. Mostly biographies of people he’s admired, and he’s certain he could still recite the Edo period poetry his grandfather used to make him memorize. None of that has come even close to novels from 19th century Europe. Still, she has picked this out specifically for him. No one’s ever done something like that for him before. It’s not like he can just decline. “ I see . I’ll ... uhm ... be sure to study this when I have the time . “ He eventually tells her. She’s a kind person, if she’s handing this to him there must be reason why she thinks the story might be useful to him. She wouldn’t just purposefully waste his valuable time, would she?
He listens to her explanation of her assignment. “ In that case , we should move on to a more useful section of the library . I doubt you’ll find any reliable historical cases in these books . Nor should you exploit the teacher’s trust by wasting this time on personal endeavors ! “