If It Isn't Obvious, My Name's May.

an' da puppy iss fea'lun eks'ta tynie tuhdey! U.◕⁠ᴥ⁠◕.U

an' pubbys gunna be goin's to da mall!

But then I remember that everyone feels this way. I have to just figure out the key to dealing with it like everyone else. I don’t need to lose my humanity to fix myself. I just need to stop being so weak. Too bad I’m far too much of a miserable failure who’s inept at everything I’ve ever touched to get there, though. Hell, I doubt even the weeds could fix me if they tried. They’d have to put me in the ground. Where I belong.

Sorry for the vent. I’m just tired.

You are not weak, and not being able to fight your internal struggles head-on does not make you a failure. The truth is, you cannot win that fight inside you. the only way to grow past it is to come to terms with it, and that you can never get rid of that part of you no matter how much you try.

The mind and body are like a puzzle, it can't be whole without all the pieces, and it takes a lot of time, work, and effort to put yourself together.

But becoming a floret is like throwing away the pieces & printing out a picture of the finished puzzle and convincing the world that you actually finished it. So no, domestication is never the answer, no matter what's said.

To quote an old song: "You are stronger than all the things that made you weak." But what isn't said is that you cannot be at your strongest without working with your personal negatives instead of against them.

So fight as one whole you, not one partial you.

May the steel you forge make you victorious.

I live in the woods on earth, deliberately far removed from any form of society. Built everything I have myself from older things I brought with me to the stuff I've scrounged out from the ruins of yore. No compilers involved. Just hand me down tools, historical scraps, and pure ingenuity.

And apparently that wasn't good enough for them so now I have to build a whole new building to house the junk they want me to have thats as far enough away from me as I can get it while still being able to get there from my home-Not Hab, fuck right off with that.-without dying midway through the walk.

But in return for doing that I'm being granted full ownership of the region with a warning that they should not be within my borders. Maybe I should demand the ability to annex more land in future too.

They also want to shove censors & trackers & crap in my utilities & walls but I am so not letting that happen. I have everything needed to build a ultilty maintenance relay system exactly how I want it already.

Oh, and I've made a full scale working replica of the Warwolf.

My next short term project is a replica pirate boat with functional cannons that will be sat atop a rock cluster at the nearby pond that I will carve to look like rolling waves. Long term is to rebuild an ancient town back to its former glory the same way I've done with all the others, flesh & blood only, no vines.

But yeah if any of them try to coax me to "staying with them permanently" they'll be reminded of just how unbearably & unchangeably uncomfortable it is to be around one, let alone knowing they exist, before being made to exit the premises via medieval period seige machine. If I wanted to be around them I would have stayed where I was.

But then I remember that everyone feels this way. I have to just figure out the key to dealing with it like everyone else. I don’t need to lose my humanity to fix myself. I just need to stop being so weak. Too bad I’m far too much of a miserable failure who’s inept at everything I’ve ever touched to get there, though. Hell, I doubt even the weeds could fix me if they tried. They’d have to put me in the ground. Where I belong.

Sorry for the vent. I’m just tired.

You are not weak, and not being able to fight your internal struggles head-on does not make you a failure. The truth is, you cannot win that fight inside you. the only way to grow past it is to come to terms with it, and that you can never get rid of that part of you no matter how much you try.

The mind and body are like a puzzle, it can't be whole without all the pieces, and it takes a lot of time, work, and effort to put yourself together.

But becoming a floret is like throwing away the pieces & printing out a picture of the finished puzzle and convincing the world that you actually finished it. So no, domestication is never the answer, no matter what's said.

To quote an old song: "You are stronger than all the things that made you weak." But what isn't said is that you cannot be at your strongest without working with your personal negatives instead of against them.

So fight as one whole you, not one partial you.

May the steel you forge make you victorious.

pubby luvs yous toou U^•^U <3

…when we had enoughies..

thats when we lay down..

"HOLY SHIT THERE'S SO MANY ANIMALS!!!!

WHY DIDN'T I KNOW ABOUT THIS!?!?

I downloaded this book on "mammals"???

I found it on the overnet, I think it's a fancy way to say "animals"?

OMGG!!! THEY'RE ALL SO DIFFERENT!! AND THEY ALL LIVE ON TERRA!???

APPARENTLY A FOX ISN'T A DOG OR A CAT!!??

I talked to one today! Though they're usually not green with multiple tails and stuff!

AND MOST OF THEM ARE ACTUALLY SOFT!!??

I THOUGHT DOGS AND STUFF WERE COVERED IN SPIKES!! IT'S JUST HAIR!!!

Insane!

- Void!"

- T.

soggee pland iss nevuh gunna ged'ta da puppy! yous hea puppy?! yous nevuh gunna do yous bad 'fings ta' mee!! noh tutshun, noh pokin, noh boddee songs! nuffun!

Their conquest shall carry to other realms. They too shall be doomed.

A new nightmare begins for all beyond our stars.

And I was its catalyst.

You have to control your species' lust for power & control.

No world, not even ours, is ready for this. And possibly never will be.

soggee pland iss nevuh gunna ged'ta da puppy! yous hea puppy?! yous nevuh gunna do yous bad 'fings ta' mee!! noh tutshun, noh pokin, noh boddee songs! nuffun!

Their conquest shall carry to other realms. They too shall be doomed.

A new nightmare begins for all beyond our stars.

And I was its catalyst.

e-evuns if deys kinnda...lunlee..

n-nowuns eva gunna ped' da puppy agains!

..n-nowuns eva gunna p-p-ped' da puppy agains...

..wys puppys 'fingy doin flass'ies? wusaa.. gee-pus? gea-pea-ess? geepus. gossa be geepus. puppy dussen kno' wadda geepus iss.

All I can say to you is "Good luck", as you really have your work cut out.

Unrelated follow up, what does your kind know about different universes?

I mean they are probably going to either have a heart attack and die on the spot or pass out from shock when you show up.

But just to make sure; Keep the drugs, vines & rhythms to yourself. Don't pull anything out unless you explain it & ask first. I don't think I need to be the one to tell you that this pup is horrendously frightened by your species and will absolutely not take kindly to having the boogeymen of their nightmares stand before them for real.

e-evuns if deys kinnda...lunlee..

n-nowuns eva gunna ped' da puppy agains!

..n-nowuns eva gunna p-p-ped' da puppy agains...

..wys puppys 'fingy doin flass'ies? wusaa.. gee-pus? gea-pea-ess? geepus. gossa be geepus. puppy dussen kno' wadda geepus iss.

All I can say to you is "Good luck", as you really have your work cut out.

Unrelated follow up, what does your kind know about different universes?

e-evuns if deys kinnda...lunlee..

n-nowuns eva gunna ped' da puppy agains!

..n-nowuns eva gunna p-p-ped' da puppy agains...

..wys puppys 'fingy doin flass'ies? wusaa.. gee-pus? gea-pea-ess? geepus. gossa be geepus. puppy dussen kno' wadda geepus iss.

All I can say to you is "Good luck", as you really have your work cut out.

Unrelated follow up, what does your kind know about different universes?