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our asks are open! (we are also open to dedicated, possessive or obsessive anons.)
Hello! You can call us Johnny, but we also go by Xena, Rex, Zai, Hiro, Nyx or Cazzie! We use ze/zim, star/stars, neon/neons, xe/xyr, cryptid/crypidself, irken/irkenself, robo/roboself, and he/they. We are bodily an adult, but we still prefer to go as ageless due to our non-human identity as an Irken, but nonetheless we welcome everyone here that isn’t on our DNI! (Please don’t be weird to us even if you’re an adult. It doesn’t make it any more justified.)
We are chronically ill with many diagnoses, mainly physical which includes suspected AMPS, SBO, NGB [renal] / NGB [gastrointestinal] TCS and suspected epilepsy. We are professionally diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, MDD, GAD, C-PTSD, ARFID, and are suspected to have possible BPD/DID, but it is unknown due to the criteria of our symptoms showing both, but it gears towards DID more. So, we are treating it as such.
Our DNI is basically the norm, besides pro/com/dark/anti, gorespammers/gorebros, radqueers, anti/pro-recovery (do not force it onto Xena), anti-endo/willow (they are just as valid as other diagnosed folks, but sometimes trauma cannot be the main reason of DID. Do your motherfucking research right before we start calling those folks ableist. It’s only ableist if they make rude comments towards actually disabled folk who struggle with DID themselves.), and the likes. You are not welcome here and will be blocked on sight. [do NOT use an alternative account to interact with us if we blocked your main. It makes us uncomfortable and gives us flashbacks to past events.]
We are a system! Mainly fictives that swap with our linking identities. Most are still around, but our main ones that we discovered are below. We have no tags for them, since we can’t always tell who’s exactly fronting by personality, but we eventually will develop a tag system for them! they are from mixed fandoms (mainly our kins), so please advise.
Zai (holder) - pronouns/neos/xenos listed
Nny - he/him / blood/bloodself - 🔪🍒
Zim - ze/he - 🪐🛸
GIR - they/it - 🤖🐶
Gaz - she/they (use when she’s fronting) - 👾🎮
Dib - he/xe - 💼👁️
Hiro - he/they - 💻🔧
Baymax - any/he - 🩺💉
Honey Lemon - she/her (only use these when fronting!!) - 🍯🍋
We see ourselves as a jirai despite not following the dressing style. We may post and reblog stuff relating to the jirai lifestyle and whatnot, but we are attempting to recover from a few things, but we do not force recovery on ANYONE unless they ask for tips or resources to use. We also are not asking for resources or tips or help to recover unless we ask for it beforehand in our posts.
We are neutral against slashflashing, but we do not condone it. We will not do it to people who are uncomfortable with it, but we may post stuff relating to self-harm. It will be tagged. We do not want anyone to be uncomfortable, so please steer clear from the posts that mention self-inflicted injuries whatsoever if it triggers you! (We understand.)
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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8 questions • 8 statements — iryoukawa’s 100 follower special
abulia ; how strong is your will when it comes to getting things you want? are you aggressive about your wants and desires, or are you open to negotiation and guidance?
comorbidity ; would u prefer your darling predictable or unpredictable? do you feel as if your love must follow a script?
fixations ; do you have a strong set of internal rules or morals? why do you follow them? do you tend to be hypocritical with your beliefs?
extracampine ; would you rather hide your vulnerable and shameful parts from your darling, or do you demand that your darling accept them? do you acknowledge your darling’s flaws, if any?
amygdala ; are you the type to fight, flee, freeze, or fawn in the face of a problem? in your experience, does it ever help the situation, or does it worsen it?
catatonia ; do material possessions matter to you? what kind of gifts do you appreciate the most? what gift would you like to recieve from your darling?
metonymy ; do you value other people’s perception of you? do you ever feel as if you are playing a persona, whether in real life or on here? if so, why do you think you keep it up?
anosognosia ; what does your devotion to your darling truly stem from? what do you think you are in search for, when you think about pursuing your darling?
apparition ; i want to examine every inch of you. (/r or /p)
phantom ; i’d let you open me up on a surgical table. (/r or /p)
spirit ; i want to harm those who harm you.
seven days ; i’d wait an eternity just for you to notice me.
funeral service ; i want to swallow you whole and keep you to myself. (/r or /p)
xiehouyu ; i want to bring you down with me. (/r or /p)
yanyu ; i’m afraid that you dislike me.
mister mushroom ; i want to interact with you more, but i’m too shy.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
