"I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to."
Gender: Bigender boygirl thing, fem and masc terms are both good!
Species: Werewolf alterhuman
calling me human = not okay!
calling me a person = okay!
calling me a creature/wolf/werewolf = best!
Anon tags used: ☘️, 🍀, ♠️
i do not remove old ones to avoid confusion.
my fan userboxes :P
Jason’s blog: @eviljasondean
Salem’s blog: @zzzomqiegutzzz
my 🏚️twt account: @/VoidsExhaustion
Spyki’s intro
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I AM A JIRAI! this is a vent blog with a lot of mental illness topics, please dni if that makes you uncomfortable!
I AM PART OF A SYSTEM! while i've said before that i don't appreciate questions, ive decided that you are actually free to ask questions so long as you're okay with the possibility of being ignored. some quick info:
1. i am prof dx'd with DID for 4 years.
2. we are against the idea of endogenic DID/OSDD. i believe people can experience things similar to being a system outside of DID/OSDD, but if you claim endo/willogenic DID/OSDD you will likely be blocked. please call yourself plural if you aren’t traumagenic, not a DID/OSDD haver.
3. i wont share any info about alters without knowing they're okay with it first pls keep that in mind. please don't ask about littles ever!
4. we have introjects and persecutors, if you don’t like that that’s rough for you.
i have MDD, GAD+SAD, PTSD, and BPD. i also have adhd, autism, and an unspecified tic disorder. my special interests are how to train your dragon and horror content cause you totally asked! i also have dyscalculia so im horrible with numbers, and i dont have any reading/writing disabilities but i do tend to misread/mistype a lot of things so sorry in advance!
i don’t have a DNI i just block freely! i will follow back most people! if you’re an nsfw blog i won’t follow back, if you’re a non MH blog i usually won’t follow back (please ask to moot).
do not DM me if you're under 16, and do not DM me without asking first please! i have really bad social anxiety it kinda freaks me out. "hey/hru/whats up/etc" with nothing else will 100% get you ignored and maybe even blocked just cause it feels spambotlike.
feel free to ask me about my interests. i really like house MD, bojack horseman, death note, watamote, needy streamer overload, tomodachi life, rock music, metal music, and hyperpop. i like a lot more i just don't think it's possible to list everything!
alright that’s all but this is subject to change at any time !!
some lovely moots @illrabidraccoon @r-rotting-0rang3 @nasshhhyyy @vanillabean5645 @thevoid-star @yanshiho
and special shoutout to @x-bluelightbasement-x for the drawing of me as well !!
BLOG TAGS
#voids nebulae! - my main blog tag!
#void loves music! - song lyrics!
#voids severely concerning life - story times
#voids shitty art - my art!
#voids scheduled posts - scheduled / queued posts! probably inactive when these are posted
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i don’t know why, since i got home im fucking terrified of the dark all over again it’s like all my progress getting over that is gone. i have a night light i’ve always needed one and i have 0 shame being 20 with a night light BUT ITS NOT ENOUGH ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAA i think i have to go back to sleeping with my lamp on.
my heart attack both strengthened and broke my immortality complex at the same time.
on one hand, i feel like nothing can kill me if i can just have a heart attack and walk away fine.
on the other hand, i’m now aware that bad things can happen to me if i’m not careful.
i’m fearless and terrified at the exact same time. this is the first time something potentially fatal has happened to me health wise and it’s really hard to grapple with when i honest to god see myself as immortal.
immortality and invulnerability are different things. i don’t view myself as invulnerable anymore but i still feel immortal. i think that’s actually scarier.
my heart attack both strengthened and broke my immortality complex at the same time.
on one hand, i feel like nothing can kill me if i can just have a heart attack and walk away fine.
on the other hand, i’m now aware that bad things can happen to me if i’m not careful.
i’m fearless and terrified at the exact same time. this is the first time something potentially fatal has happened to me health wise and it’s really hard to grapple with when i honest to god see myself as immortal.
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i had to take 9 pills today, i am very fucked up right now so i’m on every medication under the sun 🥹 the issue is swallowing a lot of pills makes me nauseous now, i almost threw up cause i just had to take 5 of them before bed. FML it’s my fault but im still gonna complain
i don’t feel good tbh i haven’t felt good at all since coming home, my body hurts and im tired i just wanna sleep all day. i don’t want to talk to anyone, im sorry im not replying to most things it’s not personal i promise ♡
I HAD A HEART ATTACK AND THEY DIDNT TELL ME EITHER 🥹 it was clearly very minor and im fully recovered from it now but are you fucking serious you’re not gonna tell me THAT???
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apparently i had a seizure in the ER and they didn’t feel the need to tell me or my mom about it, they just wrote in my notes that i had a seizure and was being treated for it.
you don’t think you should mention that at some point brotato chip? why am i JUST finding out?
reading all the comments and reblogs from you guys and i love yall so much omg :( im so sorry to all the folk who spent days worrying for me
you’re all so sweet i feel really loved actually like 🥹 i’m sending EVERYONE hugs right now im sorry i haven’t replied to anything or liked anything im just tired yall i am REALLY tired, physically mentally everything.
hi okay so i am VERY sorry for how worried i made everyone :c if you don’t know, i had an 0D attmpt in the very early morning of the 4th and just went radio silent after 😭 but ive been being treated the entire time, i spent 6 days in the actual hospital receiving medical care, i survived a blood clot and a catheter in my bladder (arguably scarier /silly), hallucinated for a good 4 days (for some reason i had beef with the ceiling), was bedridden for 6 days and survived off of hamburgers and adult swim cartoons (we love rick and morty now) thennn they put me in the psych ward when i got better enough and it wasn’t too bad outside of me arguing with the nurses a lot LMAO and now finally i am HOME getting ready to celebrate my birthday tomorrow wooooo
as far as it goes though i am OKAY guys !! my health has gotten a lot better but im still taking a billion meds for my physical health, but im good enough to be home! i’ll be back to posting regularly soon im sure and ill try to get to everyone’s DMs and comments and asks soon, but just know i appreciate everyone who worried about me i love you guys !! <3
i’ve been sick in the hospital for 6 days, really sick and i got a blood clot too but it cleared out 😭 then they put me in the ward for a while but im going home now
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