Maximum Cheese

Mayoi: Yes. On the car ride home…You had told us that you were in the office reading fan letters.

Hiiro: It was a confusing, unclear series of questions and answers. However, from that moment on, I really began to care.

How will I meet my fans’ expectations? How should I grant Tenshouin-senpai’s wishes? What is an idol, even?

I was told to think a lot about it, and I’ve been really thinking about until today but—

In the end, I wasn’t able to answer that question for myself. On reflection, since I was a little kid, nothing has changed.

Tatsumi: Since you were a little kid?

Hiiro: Even at that time, I would always keep thinking about what Nii-san had asked me.

At that time, I had an answer in mind, more-or-less but—

Because I didn’t want to disappoint him by saying the wrong thing, so I thought that I just wanted to think about it more carefully.

Because, if you cannot give the right answer, it’s the same as being unable to fulfill your duty. It’s only meaningful to answer the question when you have the right answer, right?

Aira: Yeah? But it’s not a problem on a test, it’s just a question, right?

It’s not like a test at school where you get a score, so isn’t it harder to give an answer that fits perfectly?

It’d make me happy to hear your thoughts on just that, Hiro-kun.

I look at you, who can do anything, and there’s times where I think to myself “What the hell is guy?” and get super frustrated.

If even Hiro-kun is worrying and thinking like this, I can see that we’re really just the similar in that way.

Hiiro: …hm. I wish I could have a flexible way of thinking like you, Aira.

This time around though, I understood that both back then and now, I’m only brooding about, and that I have no confidence in the conclusion I reached. I felt like I didn’t grow.

Tatsumi: Don’t be so hard on yourself.

While you are bold enough to take action, on the other hand, you are also capable of holding your ground to make a careful judgment—

Hiiro-san, isn’t it possible that your virtue to thoughtfully react to questions has stayed the same since you were a child?

Mayoi: That’s right. And you have had a lot of growth, too.

Compared to when we first met, you’ve grown dramatically in singing, dancing, and movements. If you can take my word for it, I can guarantee that.

Being a person who doesn’t know much about idols, I’m amazed at the amount of growth you’ve accomplished over just one summer.

Even if you’re not similar to the others, we can work on the parts that you feel inexperienced at from this point on. Because we will help you as much as you need…♪

Aira: Senpais, you’re very parent-like when you say that.[1]

Hiiro: Was that just a haiku? No, if you don’t use the seasonal word, isn’t it considered a senryu haiku?[2]

Aira: No, I’m not reciting a poem…

Hiiro: Fufu. Thank you all for really talking with me a lot.

If only I could have answered with self-confidence. If only I could have been able to take action for Alkaloid, with my own judgment…

I feel very guilty for the crisis that I have caused to everyone, and I will reflect upon my actions.

To know that I have comrades who are close to me, it’s very reassuring. I feel more light-hearted now.

Mayoi: We are happy to see your smile, too, Hiiro-san…♪

Tatsumi & Aira: ……♪

Hiiro: Like Mayoi-senpai said, I was able to grow a lot.

I’ve come to learn the common sense of the city, and of course, there are countless things I’ve gained since becoming an idol…For me too, I’m sure I figured out a couple of things, too.

I’ll think more optimistically from here on again. For a clear answer to Tenshouin-senpai, and what I can do for Alkaloid.

Tatsumi: That’s right. There is nothing that you have to face by yourself, Hiiro-san.

The fact that a good result is required of Alkaloid, it’s a problem that affects the entire unit.

Sooner or later, regardless of who started it, we would have something to confront.

Aira: I think if I had started it, and if Tenshouin-senpai had come at me like that…To be honest, it’s a scary thought.

That’s why it’s great that Hiro-kun thinks through everything and speaks up about it properly ♪ You’re fine! Have some self-confidence!

Hiiro: It’s a bit of a strange feeling to get praised by you, Aira.

Aira: Hah~? I’m trying to cheer you up here!

Tatsumi: There, there. It’s embarrassing to get praised by Aira-san, isn’t it, Hiiro-san?

Aira: Eh~? Then choose that kind of language from the start.

Mayoi: ………

Hiiro: Why are you so quiet, Mayoi-senpai?

Mayoi: While I was listening to your pleasant conversation I…I began to think again.

I thought about what I’d like to try with Alkaloid, and what I’d like to act on.

Hiiro: Did anything come to mind?

Mayoi: No…

Nothing comes to mind, so I’ve started to wonder what we can do to get something we can call a good result, and also remove the obstacles in the way of our objectives.

To put it simply, to win some sort of award. But in reality, to become so popular that you’ll have a schedule where you’re counting down by the minute—

It’s the height of being an idol…It’s not like we ourselves covet the status of being popular figures.

Aira: We're the younger generation. Yeah, we’re not really hungry for power. 

I mean, have you ever thought of aiming to become one of ES' Big 3?! Honestly, I haven’t.

Tatsumi: The Big 3….Hm. If popularity ranking is visualized on the foundation of a clear, numerical value of L$, it may be an appropriate indicator of authority within ES.

Aira: But numbers aren’t everything, right?

Even for a term like “top idol”, everyone has different criteria for what makes someone at the top.

In my case, I call someone a top idol when I can point at them and call them great but…

How well they sell, their ability, popularity...Financial power? It's not like the top idols in every sphere are all the same

Mayoi: Yeah. Even after this much deliberate thinking, there’s no way that we can just come up with something so suddenly, after all…

Tatsumi: The realization seems to be setting in that viewing things from an ordinary perspective will not do—For both close goals, and far goals

Hiiro: ….That’s right but. It’s just one thing, but something came to mind for me.

Aira: Huh, when?

Hiiro: Less of being something that I want to do, it’s more of something that came to mind.

It’d be a job for everyone in Alkaloid, and not only can we act on it at once, but I have a feeling that we would rake in some good experience.

I was told it was a happening on a large scale…We should be able to get good results from it.

Aira: W-Wait a sec. Don’t leave me hanging, hurry up and tell us.

Hiiro: —Yes.

Let’s do a live. With Alkaloid, let’s participate in Underland.

In Japanese, what Aira says here is a 5-7-5 syllable pattern, which is a haiku

A senryu haiku is a type of haiku that is usually a dark comedy about human fallacies

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…Well, I announced it but. With Tattsun-senpai’s hectic driving, I’m still kinda dragging my feet.

Mayoi: Since we hurried to get back here, there’s no time to be thinking about a vacation.

Aira: I’m glad we could get back quickly, if only thanks to that Rapture Driving.

I had a talk with Tenshouin-senpai as soon as I arrived at ES, so I want a break for my heart too…

Tatsumi: Well then, let me continue our conversation. While we are talking, I’d also like to sort some things out.

Hiiro: Thank you, Tatsumi-senpai. I’ll also try to explain everything I know properly.

Tatsumi: You don’t have to get worked up about it. I was shocked at your statement in the rose garden but…

After my chat with Eichi-san, I was able to get the picture, albeit vaguely.

It was in some kind of ambiguous manner of speaking, but in short, Eichi-san is looking for a good result from Alkaloid for now, I suppose.

While participating in the nationwide idol festival SS despite being rookie idols—

I feel like they were making the sort of request where, by then, we would have enough accolades to make a name for ourselves amongst other units, and they hoped they would become a foil for us. 

Aira: A newbie fresh off the farm participating in SS is kinda surprising, huh.

From an idol fan’s standpoint, they might wonder how an idol group without the least bit of familiarity could even be in SS.

That is, not the prelim rounds, but the main one.

…Well, I’ve also seen rumors online that ES is getting really fired up about this year’s SS. I don’t know what it’ll be like.

Mayoi: However, if it’s a demand specifically for Alkaloid, why didn’t they gather us to discuss it?

If you were to give orders to Alkaloid, wouldn’t it make more sense to gather the four of us to talk instead of messing around with just Hiiro-san…?

Hiiro: …We talked about this in the car, but I think it’s because my remark was the thing that lit the fuse.

Aira: The thing you told us about before in the cafeteria, right?

When the staff member asked Alkaloid in the office about what kind of work Alkaloid would like to do in the future.

Hiiro: Yes. I didn't tell you what I had said in response to their question.

I replied that I had no particular hopes…Apparently, the so-called “big-wig” of the office had heard my response.

Tatsumi: They said they were dissatisfied with Hiiro-san’s response, as he did not have the feeling of a strong spirit of both a rookie idol and a member of Starpro.

Since I’m sure the power to exert influence by those who hold authority in the agency is great, we know what’s going to happen to us, if only right now…

Hiiro: Yeah. Since the big-wig harbors a bad impression of me, it’s only natural that it’s my duty to eradicate it.

It’s also because I am Alkaloid’s leader.

The impressions of the monarch (leader) also become the impression of the unit that they govern.

I wonder if that’s why Tenshouin-senpai has been working on me to recover.

Tatsumi: This is nothing more than a guess, but I’m also of the same general opinion.

Mayoi: B-But! I was also there when the staff asked the question.

I didn’t think that what Hiiro-san was saying was a negative thing, and I even agreed with his point.

That is why I’m guilty of the same crime…I don’t think that Hiiro-san is the only one that should feel liable.

Hiiro: Mayoi-senpai…

Aira: I mean, even when Tattsun-senpai and I heard you talking about it in the cafeteria, I didn’t really think anything of it. There’s no reason to get too worried about it, Mayo-san.

Besides, we know what Hiro-kun was feeling when he answered that, right?

So even when I listen to what Hiro-kun has to say now, it’s kinda like…I understand how someone could take what he said a different way.

Hiiro: Tenshouin-senpai also said that celebrities' comments can be taken out of context and circulated around.

Tatsumi: It is sad that a statement’s true meaning, in its correct form, isn’t what gets passed around. Now, let us consider the things we can do, and the things we should do.

Perhaps this is the only time that Eichi-san is able to sound an alarm that is easy to understand.

Because pain is an essential part of growth. To overcome this pain, to use it as nourishment. To hope for an even greater growth.

Hiiro: That’s right, I want to grow and become stronger. Enough that I can protect myself when I get caught in a real dilemma.

Aira: Maybe during a time like that, someone like Anzu-san will lend a hand. It’s not good to rely on others, though.

Mayoi: Even more, we need to do things like be able to sense or get out of a crisis all on our own. We have to gain our own strength as idols, huh…

Aira: Actually, I’d want the office to protect us from crises and threats, right? Isn’t that the point of an agency? Or at least that’s what I think it is.

But. Considering what happened to the other units, you just never know what the people of the office might do to you, huh…

Ah, I’m not bad mouthing the big-wigs or anything. I’m just talking about the cruelty of society!

Tatsumi: It’s fine. We’re the only ones here, and since no one else is listening, please have some peace of mind.

Hiiro: …Even though we are beings created by ES—

We cannot allow ES and Starpro to take control of the fate and initiative of Alkaloid forever.

Going forward, I don’t know what’s going to happen but—

To decide our own path. Perhaps we will be the ones able to determine that.

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It makes me really happy to see so many people gathered here for me!

Well then, I hope everyone enjoys it to their fullest!

  Feasting Talk:

Tetora: Hiiro-kun, happy birthday!

Hiiro: Chief! I’m happy you came! At times like this, I believe you’re supposed to make a toast first? Cheers…☆

Tetora: Ossu, cheers ♪ I brought some food, so why don’t we eat?

I figured that you haven’t gotten a chance to eat since you've been so busy going around and saying hello.

Hiiro: Thank you! To notice such a thing, chief is certainly impressive…♪

  ES Idol’s Presents:

Hiiro: I can’t believe I could receive so many presents, it’s like a dream!

But, which should I open first? There’s so many, I’m at a loss.

Chiaki: Don’t be lost, Hero-kun! Why don’t you open mine!

Hiiro: Ah, Chiaki-senpai! I see you also got me a present!

I’ll take your word for it then! Thank you ♪

Chiaki: Yes, it’s a hero’s mission to help those in need!

  Celebration from ES’ Idols:

Tori: Hey, Shiratori. Do you know where Hiiro is? I was planning on saying hi but…

Aira: Wah-wah, Himemiya-senpai! Wait just a sec, I’ll call him over right now!

Hiro-kun! Himemiya-senpai is looking for you, so get over here! Quickly, quickly!

Hiiro: Yo, I see Tori-kun came as well! It looks like I kept you waiting, so I sincerely apologize.

Tori: It’s fine, I’ll forgive you since it’s your birthday. Happy birthday, Hiiro.

Hiiro: Fufu, thank you. I don’t know how I can repay you, but I’ll be sure to go celebrate your birthday as well, Tori-kun!

  Party Ending Talk:

Hiiro: It’s unfortunate, but it seems the party has come time to end.

Many people came to celebrate, and it’s a great experience to actually feel being a year older.

It makes me happy to celebrate like this, as if my hard work as an idol is being recognized!

I plan to continue my efforts to concentrate so that I can be recognized by everyone. From here on out, I look forward to working with you!

By the way, Anzu-san, what are you holding?

Option 1: It’s a present

Oh, that’s the teddy bear that Aira thought was cute.

Aira said he wanted to line up everyone in Alkaloid’s, so I’ll go show him mine right away ♪

Option 2: I want you to put it on

Hm? This teddy bear…is called a “Birthday Cookie”?

I see. So there’s a rule that the birthday boy has to put this on. That’s very informative, thank you!

  2:

Hiiro: Hm…There’s some very pretty flowers on this cake, but are they just decorations? I wonder if they’re okay to eat?

Ah, Anzu-san. What good timing.

Is this cake okay to eat as-is?

Option 1: It’s a flower cake

Huh. So this flower is made of cream.

I’m still quite surprised how in the city, flowers can be made as food like this.

Option 2: Of course

I’m glad. I’ll try it at once!

Monch monch…Delicious! It’s good to both look at, and delicious to eat, what a wonderful cake!

  3:

Hiiro: I found you, Anzu-san.

I spoke to you during the party, but I think that I still haven’t thanked you properly.

Once again, thank you for taking time out of your busy day. I’m really happy you could celebrate with us, Anzu-san.

Option 1: You too

I’m glad you enjoyed the party, Anzu-san!

I intend on working hard as an idol, so that we can celebrate again next year, as well. Anzu-san, I hope you continue to watch over me from now on…♪

Option 2: How was the party?

Yes! Of course, it was fun to see everyone from Alkaloid, but it was also fun to see everyone else and my Nii-san, as well!

Just as my Nii-san had taught me before, I made a proper toast. I’m glad I put all the etiquette I’ve learned to good use ♪

Noon: 藍良に、 僕は雪が降ったら庭を駆け回りそうだと言われたのだけど、 どうしてそう思ったんだろう? Aira told me that it looked like I was going to start running around when it snowed, but I wonder what made him think that?

Evening: マヨイ先輩が、 首を冷やさないようにとマ フラーをくれたんだ。 手づくりの温もりを 感じるよ Mayoi-senpai gave me a scarf to keep my neck from getting cold. I can feel the warmth of something made by hand.

Night: 最近、 着物の撮影が多いんだ。 故郷でも似た服を着ていたけど、こっちのほうが複雑だね Recently, I've been doing quite a few photoshoots wearing kimono. I wore something similar in my hometown, but these are a little more intricate.

Aira: Morning: 寒い朝でも、目覚ましに推しボイスを設定したら一発で起きれるようになったんだ! アイドル最高♪ I set my alarm to my fave’s voice, so now I can wake up in one shot, even on cold mornings! Idols are the best♪

Noon: 今度和装の撮影があるんだけど、 着物なんてなかなか着れないからテンション上がっちゃうよ♪ I’ve got a shoot with traditional clothing coming up, and I’m kinda excited, since I don’t get to wear kimono very often ♪

Evening: 冬のイルミネーションってラブいよね~♪ そういえば、前に撮影で行った場所も綺麗だったなァ The decorative lights in winter are really love~ly, huh~♪ Come to think of it, the place we just had our photoshoot also looked really beautiful.

Night: アイドル雑誌読んでたら、 タッツン先輩がホットココアくれたんだァ♪ 優しい~ I was reading an idol magazine when Tattsun-senpai gave me some hot choco ♪ How sweet~

Rinne: Morning: きゃはは☆おね~さん、寒さで鼻の頭が真っ赤だな。 俺っちがカイロ代わりになってやろうか? Kyahaha ☆ Onee-san, the tip of your nose is bright red from the cold. How ‘bout I act as your heater? [i don’t like the phrasing here, he needs to sound more dick-ish and also holy fuck i’m swooning]

Noon: 『あそび部』で雪合戦をするんだけどよ、 俺っちと仙ごくん、どっちが勝つか賭けてみねェ ? Asobi Club's gonna have a snowball fight, so between me and Sengoku-kun, who’ll you place your bets on?

Evening: 日が暮れるのが早くなってきたよなァ、もう真っ暗だ。そういや、 都会じゃあんま星が見えねェのな The sun’s startin’ to set real quick now, it’s already pitch black. I guess you can’t really see stars in the city, huh.

Eichi: “I know that. So now I’m working with you on a way to quell the emotions of someone who might take it that way.”

Hiiro: What should I do?

Eichi: “You collect yourself in the blink of an eye. It’s very helpful how quick you are to ascertain the situation, Hiiro-kun ​​♪”

“It's a simple thing. If you have made them think badly of you, you can make them think well of you from now on. You can change one’s impression with your future work.”

“Although I say that, upper management is quite short-tempered. We need Alkaloid to work quicker until it is time for SS.”

Hiiro: We must work to change an impression…

Eichi: “As an idol, you must act with an objective in mind. To have a higher purpose, and put it into practice.”

“Repeat that and keep shining like a star—And no one will ever be anxious or dissatisfied with you.”

Hiiro: I thought about this when I checked the message, but you’re saying the same things as when we first started this summer, Tenshouin-senpai.

Eichi: “Really? The me back then is the same as the me speaking right now, right?”

“—Well, I think it’s about time you’ve figured it out. What you all, what you, should be doing now.”

Hiiro: (It was easier to understand this than what he was saying back when we were having a conversation in the office space…I think.)

(As the word “hint” would suggest, Tenshouin-senpai had a definite demand for me, and a blunt conversation certainly unfolded.)

(My statement that could be taken the wrong way. In the conversation the other day and now, Tenshouin-senpai’s point.)

(But if I work hard enough to overturn that impression, it will also tie together to grant that wish.)

(As an idol…I must have a higher purpose, I must work voluntarily. I must put things into practice, I must achieve success. That means that—)

I’m not confident I can convey this in my own words, so I’ll borrow them from a past you, Tenshouin-senpai.

You said to me, “One must prove their usefulness,” didn’t you?

In order to make ourselves shine brightly as Alkaloid, now that we've fulfilled our duty over the summer.

Eichi: “That’s not a bad idea ♪ I’m impressed with how much wisdom you’ve gained since the summer.”

“This is an industry in which you must not only be just active enough to force your opposition into submission, but also keep your wits about you and be shrewd—if you wish to survive, that is.”

“I wonder how you will command Alkaloid. I have high expectations for you, Hiiro-kun…♪”

Mayoi: Hah, fugugh…!

Ah, Hiiro-san! Thank god, I finally found yooooooou!

Hiiro: Mayoi-senpai.

Mayoi: You suddenly disappeared, and I was frightened to death!

I wish I could have also jumped in that gap in the hedge, but another guest had just arrived and…

I was late running over because I was worried about getting seen. Ugh, I’m so sorry…

Hiiro: No, don’t apologize. It was my fault.

Mayoi: Fuah? Hiiro-san, you have a cut on your cheek…

Hiiro: Huh?

Mayoi: I wonder if it’s just a scrape… It’s just a little, but there’s some red blood oozing out. Does it hurt?

Hiiro: It’s nothing. If you hadn’t told me, Mayoi-senpai, I don’t think I would have even noticed I got hurt.

Did I rub against a rose thorn?

Mayoi: That’s probably it… When we get back, I’ll properly disinfect it, and it should quickly heal.

Hiiro: Yeah, thank you.

…Hah, I’m pathetic. Not only could I not stop myself from reacting on the spot, but I even got hurt.

Mayoi: Speaking of which, why did you jump into the hedge in the first place?

You were in a bit of a daze before, but I thought that surely you had been lost in thought again…

Hiiro: I had heard sounds in the distance, and I was cautiously concentrating on the signs.

I was trying to figure out what the animal might be, when I saw a white shadow…Then I reached my hand out to catch it.

In the end, the shadow wasn’t a hare, or anything like that. It was just a torn off white rose branch that had come tumbling away here.

Mayoi: Wow. Even such a splendid branch could come tumbling in the wind…

Fufu, at any rate…

If it really was a white hare, then that’s exactly like Alice’s story, which we talked about earlier.

Hiiro: Chasing a hare down a hole, that’s the beginning of the story.

I would be surprised if there really were hares that took out pocket watches, though. That certainly seems difficult to catch.

???: Ah, there you are!

Tatsumi: Thank goodness we were able to find the two of you safe and sound.

Aira: Ugh, I was so worried. Hiro-kun never responded to my HallHands message, and Mayo-san stopped replying halfway through…

H-Huh, AAAhhh!? What’s that scrape on your cheek! What do we do with an idol that has a cut on their face!?

Hiiro: Y-Yes. Sorry for everything.

Tatsumi: Oh, well. It’s not good that you got hurt, but if it’s just a scratch like this, you can hide it with makeup and it won’t interfere with your work.

When I heard from Mayoi-san that Hiiro-san had disappeared, I wondered what had happened. I’m glad we found you.

Mayoi: I-I’m sorry. I was also shaken…

Hiiro: Wow, I have a lot of unread messages. I was talking on the phone, so I didn’t realize I got them.

Aira: On the phone? With who?

Hiiro: Yeah. Tenshouin-senpai called me.

Tatsumi: From Eichi-san…?

Hiiro: Hmmm, that’s right. It’s definitely something I should talk to you all about, but where do I even start…

Aira & Mayoi: ?

Hiiro: I heard some bad news.

Because of me, Alkaloid may be facing a new crisis.

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Woah, there, there.

…Huh?

(Nothing was there? Then what in the world was that thing that grazed my outstretched finger just then?)

A white rose’s—branch?

……

I wonder if the strong winds have broken the flowers, even though they are blooming so beautifully. It looks like the flowers are damaged, too, I wonder why…

—Ah, it could have been that. The sound I was hearing could have been branches rolling in the wind.

It’s broken in a fairly thick place… It’s no wonder that awfully loud sound was drawing closer.

I thought it was a rabbit or a bird when I caught a glimpse of it through the gap. It wasn’t even a living thing.

I’ll put it in the corner so it won't roll away again. Sorry to frighten you, Mayoi-senpai.

Mayoi-senpai?

(He’s gone…)

(I guess. I must have gotten lost when I dove into the gap in the hedge.)

He~y, Mayoi-senpai?

…No reply. That’s strange, I don’t think I’ve wandered too far away.

Or have I stepped into some kind of maze that Mayoi-senpai had mentioned earlier? Which direction can I go to meet up with him?

Yeah…

Ah, should I give him a call? He’s probably worried about me, because of my sudden disappearance.

As long as you have a smartphone, you can get in touch with someone who is faraway. The advancement of civilization is amazing, huh…♪

Open HallHands and go to….Uh. Hmmm?

(The title of this message is sparkling…Which means this is a Glitter Mail, isn’t it? What in the world could this message be?)

(...It’s from Tenshouin-senpai?)

Uhmm… “Which would you like to hear first, the good news or the bad news?”

(That’s it? I don’t even know what he’s trying to tell me. I’ve heard this line somewhere, but this just sounds like a practical joke.)

(However. The fact that he went to the trouble of contacting me through a function that only the leader of each unit can use, rather than a personal communication means…)

(This message probably means something regarding…)

!

—Hello?

Eichi: “Hi there, good afternoon. Thanks for opening my message ♪”

Hiiro: ? How did you know I saw your message?

Eichi: “I set it up so that I’d get read receipts. And if you opened it, that means you now have a smartphone in your hand.”

“Do you have a few minutes to chat now?”

Hiiro: I have time, but…I’d appreciate it if you got this over with as quickly as possible.

I’ve been separated from my companions, and because I’m sure I’m making them worry, I’d like to meet up with them as soon as possible.

Eichi: “Oya, a missing child? Well, I don’t want to spend too much time giving you a choice, so I’ll start with the good news.”

“...The truth is, these days, the readings I got from my periodic medical check-up were unusually good ♪”

Hiiro: Medical check-up?

Eichi: “Since last month I was disappointedly hospitalized, inside I was deathly afraid of coming out with bad numbers.”

“I’m relieved to hear that it didn't turn out that way. The doctor said there was no problem, and I will have the energy to carry out various activities from now on.”

Hiiro: …Hm. For now, I’ll say congrats, but this talk is really none of my concern, is it?

Since you went through all the trouble of sending me a message, I figured the topic had something to do with me.

Eichi: “Well I think it’s good news for you, too.”

“Because if I don't have to be away from the office, it means I can prevent things from happening out of my sight.”

“For example…Regarding the decisions made by the upper management of Starpro, other than myself.”

“Things like avoiding a unit being reconstructed or dismantled.”

Hiiro: That’s—

Eichi: “...Let’s talk about the bad news from here. As you requested, Hiiro-kun, let’s keep this short.”

“It’s been a few days since I asked my question. Have you found any answers?”

Hiiro: …Not yet. No, not yet. I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, but I haven’t been able to come up with an answer.

I can’t manage to come up with an answer that would satisfy Tenshouin-senpai, let alone an answer that I would be satisfied with.

The more I ruminate about what you said….The more it appears that I miss the mark, and I return to my starting place.

Eichi: “Hm, so you’re lost in your thoughts, as well. Well, I was looking to change my roundabout way of doing things, so I gave you a call.”

“While I’m waiting for you to answer, I don’t want upper management to make things worse. As it’d be more troublesome if they take action,  I’ll give you a hint.”

Hiiro: A hint…

Eichi: “A few days ago, you had a conversation with the staff at Starpro, didn’t you? Regarding Alkaloid from here on out.”

Hiiro: Yes. They asked me what kind of work I’d like to do…I told them I didn’t have anything particular in mind.

I didn’t think of this at the time, but because I also felt that because my experience as an idol was inadequate, I was not in a position to express my wishes. 

Of course I feel that I want to do all sorts of things with everyone in Alkaloid but…

As Mayoi-senpai said, I wonder if working hard at whatever job gets thrown at us is the best we can do for now.

Eichi: “...So Hiiro-kun, if I am listening what you’re saying correctly, while I understand this humble remark is typical of new idols—”

“What celebrities say can always be whittled down, taken out of context, and passed down with an implication you didn’t mean.”

Hiiro: ?

Eichi: “Suppose someone asked about your work from here on out, and they heard by chance  ‘I have no particular wishes’ as the reply.”

“You had become the protagonists of the summer, and just when it looks like you're about to take off...”

“Those words would be as if to say that you are an idol with no ambition, without aspirations. So that's exactly how you'll be received ♪”

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Rinne: It’s ‘cause I told her, “Let’s hang out with all the guys from Crazy:B ☆”

Kohaku: Well I don’t really remember the details but…I didn’t really think we’d get a full Crazy:B gathering here.

HiMERU: If Amagi had called HiMERU, he would not have complied. If it is Anzu's wish, however, HiMERU has no choice.

—But the fact that all members are here means that there is something they wish to ask us…There must be some sort of reason.

Rinne: You’ve got good judgment ♪ Anzu-chan wants to discuss the candid shot for the live’s pamphlet.

Niki: Candid shot…Like the ones where you take pictures of people in their natural state?

Kohaku: Hmph. So to see what kind of photos would be good, you want to ask us, since we know Rinne-han well.

HiMERU: What do the other candid shots look like? …Their daily life, perhaps?

Niki: Ye~ah, well that’s kinda bad taste, ‘cause Rinne’s daily life is just playing mahjong here.

Kohaku: Still, that’s better than gettin’ him when he’s out at a pachinko parlor in town, don’t ya think?

HiMERU: It would not be desirable to publish a photo of him drinking… It is true, Amagi’s candid shot may be troublesome.

Rinne: Hey, what do you think I’m doing in my free time! There’s more to my daily life than you guys are aware of!

Ah~Ah, I’m hurt… I’m going to have to beat Niki up later.

Niki: Why just me!?

Rinne: (igoring) You think it’s unfair, too, Anzu-chan? Maybe you know more ‘bout what I do in my free time than I do?

Don’t you remember me doing a whole buncha stuff?

…Arcade? Ah, when we went on a date, I won you a stuffed animal, that’s right.

Then after that…I see, I see, we also met up at a shrine on New Year’s ♪ I’ve taken good care of the good luck charm you gave me.

Oh, you even know that I went to volunteer in that club, huh? Well, I’m not sure if you can call that everyday life or not.

Kohaku: Wow. Anzu-han, you know more about Rinne-han than I thought. And here I just thought he had a good face.

Rinne: Unlike you lot, Anzu-chan sees me as a good and wholesome Onii-san ♪

Niki: No, no, I’m sure he’s done some horrible atrocity somewhere! Nee-san, please do your best to remember!

HiMERU: —No. HiMERU doesn’t think there is much more Anzu-san can tell us.

Niki: ? Why did HiMERU-kun respond?

HiMERU: It was deduced from her behavior and gestures.

Of course, HiMERU does think that the relationship between an idol and their producer should be kept strictly professional, but...

A business partner relationship can be a restrictive perspective to see from.

If you don’t know your idols well enough, you can’t even take a candid shot that would please the fans.

That's why Anzu-san has called HiMERU and the others together to deepen their understanding of Amagi. Is that wrong?

Kohaku: Ah, she’s noddin’ her head. We also had a candidate for an off-work scene like we talked about, but it's not quite right for the pamphlet…

Rinne: The hell. You should’ve asked me out on a date in the first place.

You wanna get to know me better, right? We can go out together, and you can look at me in private all you want ♪

Niki: Didn’t she already tell you that idols can’t date anyone before~?

Rinne: That’s why we call this work. It’ll be an investigation—

Hmm? What’s wrong. If we’re going out as an investigation, you want the rest of you guys in Crazy:B to come along…?

Kohaku: With us around, we can definitely avoid havin’ just the two of them alone…

But that's not just it, I feel like Rinne-han’s private life is connected to Crazy:B, isn’t it? So it's good that we’re together, right?

HiMERU: —That is somewhat regrettable. Anzu-san, please tell us your opinion.

Niki: ...It’s ‘cause we meet up all the time to play mahjong at cinnamon?

HiMERU: And he's always trying to organize celebrations for us?

Kohaku: And 'cause he said he wanted to take and show us his personalized outfit first thing after it was done?

Rinne: …No, wait, wait. Anzu-chan, you’ve got this expression like you’re tellin’ us some heartwarming episode.

Niki: Nahaha ♪ He even buys us souvenirs when he wins at gambling.

Rinne: I’m just tryin’ to not let a penny sleep in my pocket overnight.

HiMERU: Thank goodness, Amagi. Anzu-san seems to think of you as a leader who cherishes his friends.

Rinne: …Tch. At this rate the me in the pamphlet will be some dumbass with no poison or needle.

Well then, guess I gotta show Anzu-chan my private life…!

HiMERU: —Good grief. In the end, we all ended up at an amusement park.

Niki: Nah, coming here was lucky for me! Right now there’s a limited cutlet inside the park, as well as limited seasonal food, that’s super popular…♪

I have to go look for it right now! Sniff, sniff… Is it in that direction~?

Kohaku: I see we’re already goin’ our separate ways. Well, why don’t you at least grab a map before you run off?

HiMERU: …Fufu. Oukawa must also be interested in food if he so obediently follows Shiina’s lead.

HiMERU doesn't have anything special to do, so he’d like to find somewhere indoors to rest…

Rinne: Merumeru’s off doin’ his own thing now, too. What’s the difference between this and just the two of us coming together?

Oh well. I just hope that today, this time, you can find the me you wanna show off in your pamphlet, Anzu-chan.

So now I’ll hand over this memo. Oops, don’t look at the contents yet, okay?

Well, this memo is a proposal compilation of all the ideas Rinne-kun’s come up with for his feature live ☆

Of course, I’ve also written down some stuff ‘bout candid shots, so? I’m the best person to decide what’ll please the fans, after all ♪

Gyahaha ☆ You didn’t think I’d come up with a plan?

It’s a thank you, it’s thanks. When you made me my personalized outfit, you didn’t mind pastin’ the “problem child” label all over me, and let me shine, you know?

Rinne-kun’s the type of person who sells a favor but never owes a debt.

...You’ll be observin’ me for the next few hours, right? Then, after the date is over, we'll compare your opinion with this memo.

Without this kind of tactic, everything’d be boring, wouldn’t it ♪ If two people see eye-to-eye—

Then they say that’s love ♪

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(It’s a pain to do stuff at Seisou Hall, so I’m gonna’ stop by a convenience store today—)

(...Huh. Is that Anzu-han who just walked in front of me?)

Good evenin’, have you been working all the way ‘till now?

Hey, you don’t gotta jump so suddenly. It’s not like I’m concealin’ the sound of my footsteps right now, ya know?

You were so lost in thought, so you didn’t notice me, huh? Sorry, ‘cause it seems I startled you.

Me? I was reading the script in the office, and it got late. I was on my way home right now but…

—Your eyes look like you got somethin’ to say to me. I’m curious ‘bout all the things you’ve been thinkin’ about, so I’ll at least listen to what you have to say.

a few minutes later

Huhuh, so you stayed out late, looking for Rinne-han, all around ES…

When I last heard from him, he said he was at ES, but I couldn’t reach him after that, so here we are.

We already got confirmation he ain’t gone back to Seisou Hall, and he isn’t at Cinnamon, either. Maybe he’s out gamblin’ in town or something.

Hm~, but Rinne-han was the one who asked you to come to ES, after all…

I’d like to think he ain’t the kind of useless bastard to string you along, so I’ll help you look for him.

Then I can scold him on your behalf, askin’ why he’s such a nuisance to you, Producer-han ♪

Fumu, fumu. So we haven’t looked in the dressing room, the props room, the information room, the fire escape, and the heliport yet…

Well let’s go look in order then, from here the closest is—

Kohaku: I don’t think Rinne-han’s got any business in the dressing room but…

…… (examining the state of the room)

Nah, he’s here. Anzu-han, if you listen carefully, you can hear that bastard snorin’ away like an idiot.

…Hah. What’s this blockhead doing sleepin’ on the sofa with his stomach out?

You’re gonna wake him up with a shout? Fufu, Anzu-han, you’re so kind. If it were up to me, I’d take a swing right at that defenseless belly of his.

Rinne: Snore, snore, exhale.

Fuha… Who dares wake me from my slumber~?

Sorry, but could ya let me sleep a little more? This bed’s real comfy.

Why the hell’s Anzu-chan in the dorms, anyways? Ain’t it a rule that women aren’t allowed in Seisou?

This ain’t Seisou, it’s ES? And this ain’t a bed, it’s a sofa…?

Ah, no wonder. Since you were starin’ at me, I thought I’d get a good view, that’s all ♪

…This room, too, it’s the ES dressing room, now that I look closely. Damn, I never thought I’d doze off in a place like this.

Hmm? You got worried when you couldn’t reach me?

…Ah~, I remember now. We’d set up plans to meet, right, Anzu-chan?

Wow, my phone ran outta juice. No wonder you couldn’t get in touch.

Kohaku: …Don’t just laze about forever, apologize first!

Rinne: Gyah, that was close~… Kohaku-chan, you seriously tried to take a swing at me, didn’tcha!?

Kohaku: It’s your fault for sitting on your ass, and dronin’ on and on. Look, I’m sorry.

Rinne: Anzu-chan, I’m sorry?

…Or rather, I’m glad we could finally meet up, but I guess we can’t take care of business this late, can we…?

For now, I’ll take responsibility and get us a cab home. Let’s head out.

Nah, but it was really my bad! Rinne-kun will reflect upon his actions!

It was my bad I made you stay up late to look for me, and it was my bad I made you worry about me.

So as an apology, from here on out, I’ll go out with Anzu-chan as much as I can ♪

And if you want, I can even let the other guys in Crazy:B tag along too… ☆

Kohaku: Hey. Don't make us your add-on.

Rinne:…Oh, the cab finally came. Look, Anzu-chan hopped in real quick.

Kohaku: Yeah, we’ll be home soon too, so don’t worry. Anzu-han, be careful on your way home too.

Rinne & Kohaku: ……

Kohaku: —Rinne-han. You were awake when we entered the dressing room earlier, weren’t you?

Rinne: Hm~? What’re you on about?

Kohaku: You suddenly started snorin’ so. You’re a bad person if you were feignin’ sleep.

Rinne: Which one of us is the bad guy here? ‘Cause Kohaku-chan, you snagged something off of me, right?

Kohaku: Kokoko ♪ When you said I snagged something from you, you mean this memo?

It seems that even you couldn’t stop me while Anzu-han was botherin’ you, Rinne-han…♪

Rinne: And I even hid it under the cushion as quickly as I could. Good grief,  if you got no carelessness or weaknesses, you don’t got charm.

…So, what’s inside? You see it?

Kohaku: Nah. I only saw some bullet points.

Rinne: So you saw it, huh.

Kohaku: I didn’t even read what was in there. So, what’s that memo about, anyway?

Your plans with Anzu-chan, they’re also related to this memo, right?

Rinne: Ah, Anzu-chan wanted to talk to me about my Feature Live, you see.

And so here we are. I, being the kind person I am, holed myself up in the deserted dressing room to write some ideas down for Anzu-chan’s sake but…

That sofa, it’s soft and fluffy, you see? So I really fell right asleep, just before you two entered the room, get it?

Kohaku:But you were in good spirits for the live…Well, it’s fine. You shouldn’t be gettin’ seduced by the sofa and causin’ trouble for others.

Rinne: Don’t gotta tell me that.

I mean, isn’t it admirable that I’m preparin’ for the meeting in the first place?

Kohaku: Hah?

Rinne: I’m so fired up for the live that I’m standin’ solo, carrying the whole unit on my back, don’t you see how cute your little Rinne-kun is?

Kohaku: How can you be cute? Stop joking around, we’re goin’ home.

Ah, that’s right. I wanted to stop by the convenience store. In any case, you might as well tag along, Rinne-han.

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I was reading the explanations for each flower, but I lost track of which direction Aira-san and Tatsumi-san were heading in…

Hiiro: I was able to follow them up to the halfway point but…As I forgot myself in the beautiful flowers, I lost sight too.

Mayoi: Well, just because we are now two different groups walking around inside the park, it doesn’t mean that we are stranded apart.

I think the both of us and the both of them are enjoying the appreciation of nature.

Hiiro: Yes. We share the same destination, the rose garden, so I’m sure if we wait, they’ll come, too.

Mayoi: There seems to be a gazebo nearby. Would you like to take a break and wait for the two of them there?

Hiiro: Ga-Gaze? Gazeebou…?

Mayoi: Sorry, incomprehensible for you. A gazebo is a Western-style pavilion.

Hiiro: Huh, I didn't realize that sort of building had such a name.

Mayoi: However, it might not be able to protect us from the wind…

Hiiro: I was worried about that, too. The wind has been getting stronger since a while ago, right?

Look now, there’s some rose petals flying in the wind from somewhere.

Mayoi: If so many roses bloom like this, it might be difficult to tell where they come flying from.

Hiiro: In all directions, as far as the eye can see, rose petals litter the sky. Red petals, white petals…

Mayoi: …Fufu. When you say “red and white petals”, it sounds like something that would come out of Alice’s story.

We here—And Alkaloid, as well—Are based on both playing card and soldier motifs…♪

Hiiro: Alice…When you say Alice, you mean Alice in Wonderland, correct?

Mayoi: Yes. Hiiro-san, You’re familiar with Alice in Wonderland, then?

I was a little surprised that you knew about it, since the gardener card soldiers are not very prominent characters.

Hiiro: No, I’m not familiar with the story in the slightest. I only know the beginning of the story, which I only happened to read the other day.

That’s why I didn’t really get it when you said that it was like Alice’s story. I was just going to ask you about it.

Mayoi: Ah, I see…

In Alice in Wonderland, there are playing cards that try to coat white roses with red paint.

Hiiro: ? Why paint white roses red?

Mayoi: Because they had planted white roses in a spot where only red roses should have bloomed.

And if red roses do not bloom there, the Queen of Hearts will have off with their heads. 

Hiiro: Is that right?… Even if they were white, they would have bloomed beautifully, right?

Mayoi: No, every flower earnestly blooms. Isn't the act of repainting their beauty an unbeautiful act?

Hiiro: I see…

Mayoi: For the gardening cards, they disobeyed orders when they planted the white roses.

Perhaps there was no time to think about anything else, as to protect their lives from the Queen’s unreasonable wrath.

…Perhaps, well, I can’t help but speculate about what’s inside the story.

Hiiro: If the roses got smeared with paint, it must have covered up the smell..

Mayoi: That’s true. It would be a shame to paint over not only the color but also the fragrance.

It smells so wonderful just standing here in the rose garden…Although, if you approach the roses blooming in splendid glory, ​​they smell even sweeter and more intense.

Hiiro: sniff, sniff…Yeah, there’s a strong smell. Just being next to them and taking a sniff, it’s as if it’s enough to completely fill my lungs.

Mayoi: It’s because it’s flashy and memorable. This red rose variety seems to be of a particularly strong scent.

Some varieties have a gentler aroma, while others have an invigorating one.

Hiiro: Is that right?

Mayoi: Yes. I’m sure that the white roses over there smell different from the red roses here.

Hiiro: Hm…Depending on color, even the rose’s aroma changes, I see.

Mayoi: There are many varieties of roses. Not only red and white, but also pink, orange, yellow, purple, and many other colors.

Different colors determine different symbolism, and the number of roses also has meaning.

Although we just call it a rose, it’s a flower that can have many different characteristics depending on the way it looks, smells, and feels.

Hiiro: So it’s not just the breed that has a lot of variety. I learned a lot!

Listening to what you had to say, Mayoi-senpai, suddenly made me interested in the place. I wonder if we can see more kinds of roses if we continue deeper into the garden.

Mayoi: I think that as well, but…It would be best to continue on after meeting up with Aira-san, Tatsumi-san, yes?

The back of the rose garden seems to be a maze. It would be a disaster if we get lost after entering there.

Hiiro: ……?

Mayoi: Let’s wait at the pavilion a while, and try contacting them once.

I hope I’m not interrupting any of the fun you two are having together—

Uhiyahh!?

Ahhh, sorry for my sudden, strange yelp. There was a strong gust of wind that made my hair smack into my lips…!

Hiiro: (What is that sound, I wonder? I think I can hear something mixed in with the sound of the wind.)

(Are they coming closer to our location? It's not the sound of human footsteps, but having said that, it's not an animal either…)

…….

Mayoi: Um, Hiiro-san?

Hiiro: (The wind is blowing from the east. This sound is also from the east, and it is already coming close to us—)

There!

Mayoi: !?

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The greenhouse is on the left hand side, and if you face the right, you will see the exhibition area. At the back of the garden, there is a wooden deck and a pond. The rose garden, which is the one you are looking for, is—

Aira・Mayoi: ……

Tatsumi: Are you listening? Are you okay, Aira-san, Mayoi-san?

Aira: Ahhugh, I’m listening, sure. Thanks for giving us the tour, Tattsun-senpai.

But I’m still a little…dizzy. You might wanna let me chill just a bit more.

Mayoi: Hayiah, car… Afuah, scary.

Aira: Hey, Mayoi-san, you sound kinda like a broken car stereo.

I tried looking for trains and buses, but a car was the fastest way to get here so…

Well, I personally like it when Tattsun-senpai isn’t taking the wheel.

Tatsumi: Hm… Maybe to get more people to like me behind the wheel, I should practice driving more. 

Aira: Taking that positively is just wrong…

Ugh, I might just have to get Mayo-senpai to hurry up and get his license already. Mayo-senpai, you’re my only hope.

Mayoi: Ahh…. I’m now receiving Aira-san’s hopeful and tear-ridden gaze…?

Ufufu, fufu ♪ I feel better already ♪

Tatsumi: That’s excellent. You two seem to be looking much better, have you settled down?

Mayoi: Yes, a bit… Thank you for driving us here, Tatsumi-san.

—Well, then. Aside from myself and Aira-san, I’m worried about…

Hiiro: ……

Aira: He~ey, Hiro-kun? Come come you haven’t added anything to the conversation for a while?

The only person who could even remotely enjoy Tatsun-senpai’s driving is Hiro-kun, and even he was awfully quiet during the drive…

Hiiro: I was just looking at the scenery outside. It’s the first time I’ve been here, and the first time I’ve taken that road.

Tatsumi: Do you have a stomachache? Do you have any idea if you ate something bad or not?

Hiiro: Yes, don't worry. I'm in perfect health.

Mayoi: Well, let’s see. Have you ever had carsickness, like Aira-san and I…?

Hiiro: I don’t think so. I'm not wobbly or dizzy, or anything.

Aira: Well, then why’re you so quiet? If there’s anyone who lets their eyes get all sparkly, it’s Hiro-kun.

Hiiro: The reason I haven’t said too much is probably…because I’m lost in thought.

Mayoi: Lost in thought, are you?

Hiiro: I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I have yet to find an answer. 

Aira: Why’s that? You seem to be able to make a quick decision on anything, Hiro-kun.

Tatsumi: While I’m not sure what exactly you have been thinking about—

If you have concerns, let us think about it together. Why don’t you confide in us a bit?

Hiiro: Thank you, Tatsumi-senpai.

But, it’s just something that I have to think about myself. Otherwise there’s no point in me bothering someone to ask…I think.

Aira: That’s not clear at all…!

Mayoi: Well, well. Everyone has a secret or two that they can't tell anyone…

I suppose there’s also always problems that one must either keep secret or face head-on alone.

Hiiro: Sorry if I’ve made you all worried. As I said before, I am not sick, so I want you all to rest easy!

Now that we’re all able to come to the flower garden, let’s enjoy it to its fullest…♪

Aira: Aha. Yeah, yeah, that’s good.

If you spend some time looking at the scenery and all the pretty flowers, you can relax and make some progress with what you’re thinking about, right?

Tatsumi: We originally came to this place to relax, anyway. I hope it will be a nice change of pace.

Where would you like to head first? It’s no problem if you’d like to think while we look around at the nearby flower beds.

Aira: Well I want to take a photo in front of that hedge over there! I just saw how pretty the flowers on it were blooming.

Tattsun-senpai, do you know what kind of flowers these are?

Tatsumi: Fufu, if you walk without looking where you’re going, you’ll trip. That flower there is certainly—

Hiiro: ……

Mayoi: Um, are you sure you’re okay?

Hiiro: Uh, yeah. I’m fine.

Mayoi: Um, well, I’m not doubting your health but…

Hiiro: …Hm, I just can’t do it. I’ve decided to change my mind and enjoy myself, but I’ve made you all worry about me.

Mayoi: Well, why don't we walk around the park first? Perhaps if you come into contact with some flowers or greenery, the desire to enjoy nature might take over.

Maybe it would be good to try and take some photos with flowers, like Aira-san.

Hiiro: Photos, huh… I see, let’s take some together, Mayoi-senpai ♪

Mayoi: Eh? I just wanted Hiiro and the flowers to be in the shot, not—

Hiiro: Hmmm. To take a “Selfie,” you first have to access the phone’s front-camera, or whatever it’s called, right?

…How do I switch to the front camera again?

Mayoi: Tap this button in the corner of the screen. When you do so, you will see…Your face will now be displayed ♪

Hiiro: You’re right, I can now take a photo with you, huh. Could you get a little closer to me?

Mayoi: L-Like this…?

Hiiro: Yes, that’s right. The flowers in the background are perfect, and I’m sure that this will achieve what Aira calls “a banger” pic.

Mayoi: (Now that we’re having an everyday conversation, things can return to normal…?)

(With this rhythm, I hope I can clear away Hiiro-san’s gloom.)

Hiiro: …Alright, I got a good shot ♪

However, when I look around again, I really see all kinds of flowers in bloom. It seems as if the flower fields go on forever.

Which way is the rose garden that Aira said he wanted to see?

Mayoi: It’s in a different direction than the way Aira-san and Tatsumi-san walked, though…

We have a full day of time, so shall we enjoy the other flowers while we make our way to the rose garden?

Hiiro: Yes, let’s do that. I wonder if my favorite flower is somewhere in the park.

Mayoi: Oh, so you have a favorite flower, Hiiro-san?

Hiiro: Yeah. I’m not really knowledgeable about flowers, though. In my hometown, there's a flower that blooms on the slopes of the mountains in the fall and—

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(I should thank the staff who took time out of their busy schedule to prepare the letters for me, because I knew they would want to read them as soon as possible.)

……… (Scanning through a letter)

(Even in a city overflowing with technological conveniences, there still remains a culture of people sending their thoughts through paper…)

(Everyone took time and put their feelings into the paper they wrote. By receiving them like this, we can really feel their feelings this way.)

(It’s a very warming thing, huh.)

Eichi: What are you about, humming alongside? Could it be that you’re reading fan letters?

Hiiro: …Tenshouin-senpai?

Eichi: Yes, it’s me. I thought I’d get up to try to take a break, and that’s when I saw you.

I wonder if those letters said enough good things to put you in high spirits.

Hiiro: Of course there’s that, but I was more just happy to be able to look through them.

Aira told me about them. He told me that every fan takes time selecting an envelope and stationary for us.

They put a lot of effort into the various parts of a single letter, not just the content, just for their favorite idols…

So that’s why I’ve really been thinking about, imagining all the ways that everyone could have tackled the issue of dealing with this letter.

Eichi: I see. If you were thinking about how the charms and quirks of each letter were coming out, then that must have been due to Shiratori-kun’s teachings.

I’m sure that there was nothing you could do but smile at what was in that letter.

Hiiro: It's only natural that I’m happy with what’s written there. How can people compose all these words that make us so happy like that?

Eichi: It is because you and I—We are the idols they love. Love makes the source of their words.

…By the way, what sort of things did they say?

Hiiro: Hm, let’s see…

Well, since we are a unit that just started this summer, it seems that many of our fans are new.

There’s a couple that I’m reading now that have along the lines of, “This is my first time writing to you.”

There’s also a lot of…“I’m so happy I could meet you,” and “I’m happy I can support you in the future,” things like that.

Eichi: Fufu. Well, I guess there are some fans whose first favorites were Alkaloid.

Hiiro: That’s right! We got a lot of letters like that, too ♪

I am honored that there are people that are getting into idols for the first time after learning about Alkaloid and I, but somehow, I feel a bit ashamed.

Eichi: Please don’t be embarrassed, be proud of yourself. That’s also the duty of an idol, after all ♪

…Well then. In regards to the fans who met and liked you. Hiiro-kun, what will you do now?

Hiiro: No matter what I am asked to do, there’s probably only so much I can do for my fans now, isn't there?

First of all, I think that in order to keep showing that I am an idol, I have no choice but to work very hard at grappling with idol activities but…

Eichi: Hiiro-kun, how do you wish to meet the expectations of your fans?

Hiiro: I suppose it depends on what those expectations are. I probably won’t be able to grant everyone’s wishes, but I want to do my best to make it happen.

Eichi: And Hiiro-kun, how do you plan to listen to your fans’ opinions?

Hiiro: Opinions? Are opinions not the same as the expectations we were just talking about?

Eichi: It doesn’t matter how you interpret it. As long as I can hear your thoughts, Hiiro-kun.

Hiiro: It’s a problem if you say it doesn’t matter. If you don’t properly understand the meaning of the question, you cannot be correct. I’ll give the wrong answer.

When you’re referring to the fans’ opinion, you mean that they are requesting for me to do something, right, Tenshouin-senpai?

Eichi: I wonder.

Hiiro: …Hmm. I’m sorry, but I have no idea what you’re trying to ask me then, Tenshouin-senpai.

You’re not even making judgements on my answers, just asking a line of rapid-fire questions…

—Just what are you trying to get out of me, Tenshouin-senpai?

Eichi: Oh. You’re naturally on guard, aren’t you?

I want to pull information from you, or rather, I want to draw it out. I’m not lying when I say I want to listen to you.

Hiiro: However, since nothing worthy of your “correct answer” came out of my mouth, you changed your question several times, didn't you?

How would you like me to answer, then? If you have an ideal way for me to act, please tell me.

I will work as hard as you expect me to work, Tenshouin-senpai, and I will also devote myself to fulfill your hopes and ideals.

Eichi: You’re quite blunt. In my opinion, it’s rather soldier-like of you to follow orders from above ♪

Hiiro: …Soldier.

Eichi: It's easy to forget when you have a miraculous being like Trickstar in your office, but one’s subordinates are supposed to balance that dimension as well.

But there’s a problem if you’re just obedient all the time. Even if we use generalizations, what is considered a superior subordinate is one who is willing to work on his own initiative and can produce results.

Hiiro: ……

Eichi: At this ES, you are the number one specimen in a mass production experiment to figure out how to get idols who “shine with a certain level of brilliance.”

After all, it’s been some time since you at Alkaloid have been born.

Starting out only using the ES system, in fact, you all have done much more than we expected, really producing results.

I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say that Alkaloid was the protagonist of the summer.

Hiiro: …Yes, thank you.

Eichi: You’re very welcome ♪

—But summer has already passed. Now that we greet autumn, I want you to gradually change and evolve as well.

I would like to see you break free of your one-summer status, and have a more radiant existence.

Hiiro: But is that what you want, Tenshouin-senpai? Should I work hard to make this desire come true?

Eichi: What happens next is something you have to figure out on your own.

—What is an idol?

I don't know who can give you the answer to that question. You, too, have accumulated knowledge and wisdom through your various experiences, right?

If only the soldier’s head was better than just for wearing a helmet. Think more about what you have to do.

I wonder if it’s about listening to what I have to say. Or perhaps sometimes, do you disobey a command and still grasp onto something?

What exactly should you do now? What kind of thing do you need to demonstrate, I wonder?

With that head of yours, please think a lot, a lot. For your own sake, and for Alkaloid’s ♪

Hiiro: ……

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Mayoi: They told us about the response from the interview and the fan letters we received as Alkaloid.

Aira: Fan letters, huh? People are so quick to react, we may have already gotten impressions about R2 the other day, right?

Tatsumi: Some of them write letters for every live we perform at…I’m very grateful.

Hiiro: We got a lot of fan letters after Feather Touch, as well.

I read all of them carefully, and I could tell that everyone had various impressions of our performance.

Mayoi: They also wrote passionately about looking forward to the next show in their letters to us…

It makes me feel good thinking about the next time we are to go up on stage.

Aira: I got it~ ‘cause there’s a bunch of people coming to see us, I feel overwhelmed thinking about how I have to give it my all next time!

I understand the feeling of wanting to follow your favorite idol, so I get the feeling of them saying, “I’ll definitely have to go see the next show, too!”

Tatsumi: We are more than happy to be able to receive the thoughts and feelings of our fans, not just on stage.

I would like to continue to perform lives so that more people can see Alkaloid on stage.

Hiiro: …I see, maybe I should have told you all that I wanted to do another live.

Tatsumi: ? What are you talking about?

Hiiro: I was asked by a staff member at the office earlier. He asked me if there was any work I’d like to do in the future with Alkaloid.

That somehow didn’t come to mind immediately. Only now did I realize that it would have been okay if I just said that I wanted to do a live.

Mayoi: Me too, I just had the same thought…

Besides. I feel that it is presumptuous of me to say that I want to do this or that.

Aira: We are new idols. I wonder if it would be seen as egoistical to express our wishes.

Setting aside what the staff's intention was in asking this question, it’s a good idea to think of something in case you are asked the same question in the future.

Tatsumi: Thanks to Anzu-san’s participation in planning Feather Touch—

And based on the wonderful proposal that Aira-san had cooked up, we were able to achieve the highest attendance ever for a single performance of Alkaloid’s.

Anzu's production was a big factor, but I believe that Feather Touch would not have been possible without the ideals that Aira-san had envisioned.

Aira: It wasn’t any grand ideals or anything, I was just delusional, you know…?

Mayoi: Your cheeks are turning red, Aira-san. Quite red like an apple…♪

Hiiro: Fufu, I wonder if he’s being shy.

Aira: Well, I’m shy, too, but I’m just embarrassed remembering that Tastsun-senpai saw my secret files.

Tatsumi: It made me happy that I was able to peek into Aira-san’s dream…Although it may be a bit cursed to say that…

Anyway. It would be a good idea for us to think of something in preparation for when we are called upon again.

For example, if it ends up being a project, you’ll already have experience developing project concepts.

Hiiro: Yes. We still have such little experience in everything so…That’s exactly why every little thing is such a big source of nourishment for us.

Coming up with a plan isn’t easy, but the more experience we gain, the stronger we will be, right?

Mayoi: Idol work is very broad, though. It’s not just lives—There’s also events, and TV programs, and things like that to consider.

…Though I say that, I'm not very good at thinking up ideas for projects, so I haven't come up with anything yet but…

Aira: Yeah? I never really wanted to do an event or a TV program with Alkaloid, so I guess I never really imagined it, huh.

At best, I could say that "I’d want to be on that TV show" sometime?

I feel like I'm always fantasizing about doing this or that sort of live or standing on this and that sort of stage.

Tatsumi: Aira-san, did you perhaps create your project concepts by writing down your feelings of when you do want to “do it”?

Let’s start with that, too. The way you want to see Alkaloid, the things you want to do. That sort of thing can come out of your mouth at any time.

—Well then, let’s start with you, Mayoi-san.

Mayoi: Hiyah, a Hail Mary pass with a smile!?[1]

Tatsumi: I want to sing a lot of songs, I want to have lives in a huge place…Etcetera. Anything would be splendid.

Mayoi: I-I… Erm, uhhh…?

Aira: (in a small voice) Hiro-kun, have you come up with anything yet?

Hiiro: (in a small voice) No, not yet. When I think about what work I want to do with Alkaloid, I just end up wondering to myself what kind of thing I want to do.

(Things like going to lives and getting interviewed for magazines. Getting my picture taken, being requested to chat with.)

(The hard work that I do everyday as an idol—All of it is worthwhile and fulfilling.)

(If there’s anything I really want to do it’s…)

Hiiro: Hm…

Aira: What’s up? Did you find something you want to do?

Hiiro: Yeah. Maybe it’s that I want to do all sorts of things with everyone in Alkaloid.

Aira: Ahaha. But you've been asking what kind of stuff to do with the unit, so that's kinda obvious.

Hiiro: Fufu…Maybe that’s right.

Mayoi actually said “Killer Pass” which is a similar thing, but in soccer.

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