do not ask me if im the loyal type i will attach myself to u like an evil entity

all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life

*sitting alone on my bed* *thinks “hm. i can’t keep living like this.”* *keeps living like this*

whatever needs to be said was said in iris by the goo goo dolls

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

when. when there's a female character with something deeply wrong with her. just an absolute freak of a sad creepy wet failwoman with manpain. i experience an intravenous unadultered shot of put HER in the pringles can #FEMINISM