Matt

But I could still tell you exactly how the cold metal train tracks burned into my shoulders and calves on the night I almost believed in forever.

I don't know where to put my hands.

I've been trying to lay my head down,

I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh.

I don't think about the past, it's always there anyway"

And it wasn't that long ago

But then you really think about it

I'm sorry for coming home late

And shutting the door in your tiny face

For me not to leave

You meowed and plead

You tried to scratch at the wood

I just thought you wanted food

It was your only way of saying

You don't wanna see me decaying

All the nights I sobbed into your fur

After the pills, it was all a blur

The blood dripped on the floor

And all I knew, was I deserved more

I remember writing you a letter

If only your love could make me better

Now you never leave my side

Always afraid I'll die

I'm not asking for forgiveness

Cuz what I did, was reckless

I just need you to know

That by your side, I'll always glow

Now I know I'll forever have a friend

Till the very end

Come, I'll make you warm

To bed with you, I'd rather crawl

I'm sorry you had to see

My mom down on her knee

Begging me to stay awake

You both must've felt such an ache

What a scary night

I thought I was doing you right

Your pained voice I'll never forget

Now, drugs are a threat

As you lay in my arms

I'll protect you from all harms

Everything will be neat