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Right now I am paralyzed by fear. And it is a fear that has gripped me since roughly February 2017. Ever since my last project fell apart, i have been absolutely terrified to start anything else. 

Up until this year I have been able to start project with relative ease. Whether it was art, film, theatre or writing, I was never afraid to start something. 

Now I am absolutely crippled to even consider what I want to do next. 

Setting myself a goal to make a movie in 2018 was supposed to be motivating but instead I find myself unable to get my brain to even consider begining. 

I’m in a funk. I could post on here about every dark place my mind is going right now, but I’m not going to do that. Instead, I’m posting this.  This was the logo for a TV show I wanted to make. It was all about my experiences body painting, and as a painting instructor. It would have been all about the creative struggles and the explosive power of painting.  One day maybe this will happen. Right now, things don’t look so great. But maybe one day this can be a thing I can look back on and say I did.