Simple Lang.

it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

i hope someday, when you go back to this day, you’ll realize how shitty of a person you are for not valuing enough a person like me. i hope it creeps the hell out of you for not having someone who has loved you when you couldn’t even love her the way she deserves to. and i hope someday, when you finally see me happy with someone else, it haunts you until the very end and regret every single bit of the things you have done to make me leave, and the things you haven’t done to make me stay.

i think it’s important to realize that no matter how good you are to people, it won’t make them good to you

you must teach your heart to accept what cannot be changed.

do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.

It’s okay to have no idea how you’re going to get through a heartbreak or a loss or a failure and to have to take it hour by hour. Not sure when you’re going to break down next or when you’ll finally be able to eat something without feeling nauseous. Not sure if you’ll ever be able to go back to how you were before and definitely not sure how. Because getting through one hour without thinking about it leads to getting through a night without crying about it which leads to days without letting it affect you at all. And before you know it, you’ll be you again, just a scarred yet wiser version.

You’re gonna survive. And good things are gonna start to happen again. And one day you may even look back and even this will not be such a bad thing.