marsi

why do i set myself up for failure in every aspect of my life? fear has consumed me, but what am i afraid of? losing something i might cherish, or turning towards the unfamiliar and having no control over the result?

im having one of those moments where i read such a good bl manhwa that it makes me feel lonely and depressed (yes it was red string quests)

this is how i feel on a daily basis as someone who hasnt experienced any physical intimacy (ノ_･､)

sighhh I need to find yaoi that has bdsm but aren't abusive/toxic </3 it pmo how rare decent bl relationships are in media!! LET ME GOON ETHICALLY T_T