need someone to do some permanent shit to me during sex. i need to be fundamentally altered in a way that is both meaningful and tangible. or whatever.
what about meaningful and intangible and also beyond your power to tell other people about with words so that i'm the only one who understands and now that you're different it's like you'll somehow always be alone with me. or whatever.
yeah. okay. sure. whatever. lemme carry you with me forever.


















