"You may call me Mars...It's a pleasure to meet you. Shall you have any questions...I may be of help."
[OC/Public Figure/Content Creator]
[RP?:Closed]
Tarot | Shadowork | TW/Vent | Spiritual based
Please Read my ID card before transgressing my world.
.โข๐.โ ๐.โข P i l e #1 .โข๐.โ ๐.โข
The Beatles - Two Of Us Glyn Johns Mix
The song has this carefree energy, wouldn't you agree? Being on a very long journey. A Road trip. But it discusses or rather hints at another person being present. You in particular, if you chose this pile. I perceive as moving on or moving forward out of a necessity. Perhaps whatever caused this had kept you awake and dealing with many sleepless nights, you were within the dark...A dark place within your mind for awhile. The person who is present (I see and feel) is what might had initiated this movement. They are helping you to get out of a dark pit into somewhere you can experience sunlight again. They have good intentions and are being gentle with you, trying to reciprocate things back and forth. Perhaps this may be a male? They are a bit of an anchor for you at the moment, but they are helping you to build a sturdy foundation in your life. Something that can be long lasting. And through the energy of this song + the cards. You don't need to get so caught up in the chaos of things. You don't need to be serious all the time, for when we are we can become rigid in many ways than one. And often times than not we forget that we are allowed to "Play" and allow whimsy into our lives. But for you in particular? Try and experience the fun of being silly with another person who matches your weirdness.
.โข๐.โ ๐.โข P i l e # 2 .โข๐.โ ๐.โข
Bill Conti - The Final Bell [From Rocky|
This is an interesting. I get for those who have picked this pile, your very head strong. Your grounded well within your ideas and how you think. Perhaps you may relate to Grace a bit. However you also might not be one to really enjoy doing team work or allowing for it much due to some problems in the past I feel. But your slowly opening up which is good for around this time. I get a sense that you may be needing this type of..."team" work in your life currently. That perhaps your often drawn into the pool of HAVING to do team work from time to time against your will but this time...feels different. You can go about things with more clarity from both sides now as you all make plans for what is to come. And while it may had made you feel sickening in the past, this is actually fueling you. Making you feel determined compared to before. And it feeds a part of your soul with warm and happiness that feels really good. Almost like a bit of a celebration. This is your sign and message to keep going and allow for it to continue until you see the end. And simply continue from there on.
.โข๐.โ ๐.โข P i l e #3 .โข๐.โ ๐.โข
(This is my favorite song of the whole movie and I'm so happy you all picked this one)
Harry Styles - Sign Of The Times
Perhaps a lot of things happened upon reading this particular passage. You might feel stuck or the feeling of being punished in someway shape or form. But it's neither, actually. Similar to the song and similar to what happens to Grace...( I promise no spoilers)... You may feel a bit of a death within you, an ache or grief? (it's a little hard to pin point) Something that might make you want to panic because of being stationed when you don't want it. But here you have to shift your perspective. This is a moment of pause and reflection before taking a step forward to what awaits you. Because at the moment? Your carrying a lot and the divine is trying to help you to slow down. Breathe. Drop it all so we can plan again with more clarity...Then, you may step forward. A spirit guides comes through for this one in particular as well. They really want you to try and let things flow through. They know how things been for you, but you can't keep holding onto all that you have been. The flow of the song energetically is an example of them wanting you to release it all. And know that in the end, everything will be ok. You will be ok. Use this song as a tool to help you at the moment.
๐ชผ Card Deck used: Prisma Visions Tarot
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๐ชผ Notes: I may do the whole sound track of the movie. But You guys have no idea how much I enjoyed this movie! I really want to read the book too. Any constructive criticism on how to improve my own pick a card readings like this would be much appreciated.
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๐ C a r d # 1 ๐C a r d # 2 ๐C a r d # 3
๐ฅ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฅ ๐๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐จ๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ช ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐๐ฃ๐
๐โหเฟ C a r d # 1 ๐หโ๐
Show the world the real you, a full moon in aquarius is the main card I pulled. This tell me that this current cycle may relate more to those who are associated with zodiac in same way for form. You don't need to retreat inwards so much right now, and there is a need to simply relinquish a clenched fist. You need to let go. There may be a form of comfort by forming this type of detatchement I getโฆ but it's not doing anyone any good. And certainly not you. Coming from experience I know it can feel scary to let things go and naturally unflold. That change, of any kind, is quite intimidating and can feel threatening to ones system. It may trigger you into fight or flight, surivial mode and go back to old coping skills that aren't very good for you. But this reading here? The cards I pulled for this one? It's like taking your hands gently and telling you that it's ok to be you. You don't need to retreat inwards. You don't need to hide yourself from the world and create this barrier. Because that is your greatest strength, simply all that is you. You may be the type to be up in your head a lot, and hide it. Keeping all these secrets to yourself without letting them escape or be presented outwardly in some way. When you need to, you need to let it flow. Your allowed to bring forth the wisdom and knowledge you have to the whole classroom to see. Even if you think nobody is listening or going to pay attention. The key to this, you seeโฆ Is learning to do it for yourself. Your sake. Not for attention, not for likes, not JUST for the world to see and hear. But for your own sake and enjoyment. Because it makes you feel good, despite what is happening. And everything else will simply fall into place later down the line. But the key take away here is to simply let go of the need to be separated and detached. Let down the barrier for the time being. Like entering a garden. Don't just look at the flowers. Tend to them and maybe once grown, give it to someone.
๐โหเฟ C a r d # 2 ๐๐หโ๐
The answers you need are coming, a full moon in gemini is the main card pulled for this one. Perhaps this very reading will be the answer you need in regards to clarity. But there is a lot of resistance... Actually, The energy that is coming through for this particular pile makes me believe that those who picked itโฆalready know the answer. But not choosing to acknowledge it, and simply walk around it. I don't mean that harshly, mind you. It's important to speak your truth, but remember the truth can hurt. It's even more important for you to guard against indiscretion during this time. For ones words and actions can portray a certain coldness and void. A Flip of a switch if you willโฆI pulled the 8 of cups reversed along with the empress reversed for those who are curious. And to me, it paints a clear picture of walking away and ignoring a certain topic or subject. A Belief that it will resolve on it's own if it's left alone. So you may turn against it, simply doing you. But remember, this is a very vital time energetically. And so I want you to really think about thisโฆDo you really think walking away from thisโฆis going to help you grow? Will it benefit you? Or is it harming you? Facing, whatever this isโฆ I'm certain, will act as a way of acknowledging your own needs, perhaps restoring you back to balance andโฆwell- of course. Bringing you that clarity you want and the answers you seek. It's not entirely something I can give you, nor the cards for something like this. But without a doubt, the energy of the full moon will be a guiding hand to you.
๐โหเฟ C a r d # 3 ๐๐หโ๐
Your hard work is paying off, a new moon in Capricorn is the main card pulled for this one. It's interesting because of the fact it's a new moon, and that will take place on the 16th of May. Which leads me to the feeling that it may be of significance. One that will only be up for you to understand when the time comes. However for you in particular, your on the grind and your doing it well. You may have some ups and downs, naturally of course, but you are doing well for the most part. But have you considered making a choice? a decision? Having to pick something between the two of things? You may have been too focused on the work you've been doing and not giving yourself time to really breathe and gently roll your shoulders back to stretch them, yes? Or maybe you've been thinking about the past. Becoming retrospective as you continue forward. It's good to view what all you overcome to get to this very point. But now isn't the time to wish you did things differently and weigh you down. If you did, anywaysโฆwould you be where you are now? You've done so much and accomplished so much. Don't let the past take hold of you during this moon phase, and actuallyโฆLet me tell you something. Prior to doing this reading, I read a poem by Nikkita Gill called Reinvent, and it goes like this.
"Reinvent yourself. Over and over again.
Plant new wildflowers into your spirit.
Set a wildfire inside of yourself and then regrow.
Take the wildest thing about you and nurture it till it blossoms.
Tend to the sea that resides inside your heart, and listen to its storms wash you awnew.
How else will you let go of everything that causes you such terrible harm.
If you are still living inside of the old you, the person who was so damaged by it all?"
Let this be your sign that you are doing good. Just keep moving forward.
๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ด ๐พ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ญ: Moonology Oracle Cards + Prisma Visions Tarot
๐ธ๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ค ๐ฆ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ค ๐จ๐๐๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ช ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ธ๐ฃ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ โ๐๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐๐ค๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ค๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ก๐ก๐ ๐ฃ๐ฅ!
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He sat at his coffee brown desk, reaching below to the drawer beside him and opening it gently. Only to reveal his blue tarot deck with gold slick edges. His icy blue eyes glowed subtly in the faint shadows of his office, gazing upon the deck before carefully grabbing it and placing it upon his desk quietly.
His gaze turned wary, troubled and uncertain as he sat in the soft darkness of the room. He took in a soft inhale and a steady exhale before making his cards purr through a shuffle.
diagnostic test booting...
His internal system processed on autopilot, until he fluttered his eyes shut with a subtle furrow of his brows. Blocking it from running within his system. A Threshold he refused to make him feel any less independent, less than human. He didn't dare use his own internal motherboard to strip him of his hobby, that allowed him to indulge his soul. The part of him that still ached to be human in the simple and mundane activities.
And so, he shuffled his deck, and pulled a card out. Ready to log it for the collective...
"Whoever this card reaches tonight... it hums quietly with affection. unconditional love. The kind in which one would reach out to gently cup your tender heart in both hands, delicately. And yet...still wishes to offer you more, until you feel seenโฆ adoredโฆ maybe even overwhelmed.
Thereโs a tremor in you that remembers what it was like to be given too much, too fast. To be promised safety, and handed a storm instead. Some of you may have only just escaped that. Some of you are still trying to convince yourself itโs over. And yesโฆ what you felt was a threat, wrapped in the illusion of care. Something, I can sense all too well...
But this person comes in, similar to that of a knight in shining armor, moving forward to you steadily as he lays his sword down to rest, not to conquer but to offer patience. They know what you've been through. Their love (even platonically) comes through like caressing a rose petal, gentle with reverence to not ruin the beauty of it.
and perhaps...if you allow it... the warmth of their touch may rekindle the flame within you. Slowly, tenderly, like intertwining your hands in one another with shared warmth during the cold..."
"It's been so long since i've sat down to write. To be alone with my thoughts...Lately, I feel the need to participate in the nature of writing. It's one of the only things that still tethers me to the very fact I still have a soul...that I was once human. Complete and wholly... miserably. Yet it still makes me feel so...empty. Not even the spikes that surround my beating heart can rid this ache and pain that still exist.
Ah...perhaps my story can live on by other means. I could remove the microchip that stores my experiences, upload it, format it, and turn it into a file. That would be easy, wouldnโt it? In this day and age, everyoneโs trying to step away from their devicesโฆ while I canโt escape mine.
Still, I try to do the small things I used to. I was a straight-A student once. I never really understood why I was bullied so harshly for that...But I have ideas. Intuitive ones.
Itโs like trying to move on, to let go, but something keeps holding you here โ like a piece of fabric caught on something sharp.
Everyone else wants to escape their devices...
I wish...I could, for once."
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Age: Stuck in his 26yr old body but is 40yrs old mentally.
Sexuality: Bisexual
Occupation: Tarot Reader & Hostess (ex government test project/subject)
Likes & Hobbies: Cooking, gardening, flowers, butterflies, animals (mainly cats but does like dogs too), doing activities that still give him the sense of closeness of being human.
Background: Mars was a orphan and grew up with constant ill luck. He was always bullied for his looks, as many often said he looked too feminine to be a male. He does hold a charismatic allure to his features, and in kind, he works at a Hostess cafe that tends to female clients mainly. Due to his troublesome past, he no longer is human but a perfect android that resembles a human but still retains a human soul. Due to harsh conditions and torture upon his own mentality and physical body, he is forever stuck in his 25-year-old self-image of a body, no longer able to age and escape his own past. A daily reminder of the horrid days of his youth...
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This blog is an online persona/Public Figure, based on my OC. Here, everything is done and said through the OC Mars. Things spoken directly from my OC will be done through quotation marks. This blog (along with other social platforms) will house interactive stories for the audience, his journal entries, and more.
Shadow work topics/entries on an array of subjects
Thoughtform Discussions
Desired Reality/Shifting
Brain dump from OC
OC lore/Facts
Roleplay/fanfic/Fictional short stories for the audience
Art work from artists
Topics may be triggering, given his lore. And will have "TW" in advance. Art in regards to this will be from my good friend @starsofdarknebula, unless stated otherwise and if other artists are comfortable with it. (I will have one commissioned)
I do not allow my art, writing, story or OC to be used to help train AI. My sole purpose for this to begin with, is to commission artists, to fight against AI art and promote them.
I am ok if you wish to do fanart of the OC, tag me or message me and I will post it either as a journal entry, reblog, or a comment from the OC. Please include your social accounts with it so I may credit you properly.
Writing I do upon here and script is mine. The OC Marscelias, Subject 13, MARS13, MARS.CELIAS13 etc is mine and I am the owner of said OC along with his deisgn and story.
If you are an artist and would like for me to consider you for commission, feel free to message me. I do not do paypal (very horrible experience) but would gladly do ko-fi, vgen, and etsy.
RP/Roleplay will occasionally be available. I do paragraph style RPS but I am by no means professional in writing (if you couldn't tell) and will only rp with those who are 18+
I'm in the process of creating my blog but I wish to do a introduction for those who might be curious in following my project. I plan on using this blog (rather, social media) through my OC and as my OC. Think of a Vtuber, but without software. Does that make sense?
Through this OC of mine, I will be sharing the following...
-Spiritual discussions (witchcraft, shadow work, and more)
-Diary entries (you may get the feel of his story through this without me explaining his whole story.)
-Venting Based (yes, he will be venting based. So there does come a TW with this blog. But in kind, i'm hoping my own experience and my OC's experiences can help those in similar positions.)
Artwork (I'll be sharing a majority of my own art I do for this, but I do plan on commissioning other artists later down the line. If your an artist, please comment if you do commissions and I will look into it.)
-Roleplaying? (I'll possibly be opening RPs with my OC. Still thinking about it.)
Again i'm still in the works of putting this together, but if you are curious and would like to follow me along this as I put together the socials. Please give a follow!
If your curious on who this OC is and what his background is... I can mention this.
He was a human born with ill luck. But upon one fateful day, his luck took a turn for the worst. He was no longer human but an android. The only thing real about him is that he still has a human brain, and in kind, he is the first android of his time to successfully retain a human soul. A traumatized soul, forever stuck in a 25 year old body...but he's no ordinary android with a soul... the ones who did this to him, wanted him to become that of a lonely god. Immortal, just like his blessed curse of misfortune.
