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hi im back with another sappy ramble because i’m just gay like that and seth is a butt
read more time because i’m embarrassed and askldaskdhas but i really wanted to say this!!
OK so. Here's the thing, you need to stop.
aldklsdjfsd;flds okay okay, seriously like. this is rambly and weh but i’m really emotional rn tso its all gonna come out like some gross mess -- ahem--!! I have joined like, a ton of groups, sooo many. I think both you and I have gone through our fair share of spur of the moment friendships and then bam, it slowly dissipates, and because of how... on whim I joined WC, I was expecting the same. But nope, nope nope, didn't happen. The moment I got buried in deep with you, I knew that this wasn't just like...
... how do u phrase this. a one night stand?? yeah lets go with that. no homo
It's actually really embarrassing and gay but our lil group chat with Em and Mint made me so excited because I finally got to talk to you more on a closer level. Like, I used to just gush to Ryan about you and you know I did but you probably don't know.... how much I did that... because it was a lot... now I'm slowly getting better at gushing about you in person--! To you! Oh, but like... I remember getting low-key jelly because I wanted to be as close to you as others and tbh y'know it makes me happier than a kid on skittles to feel like I've finally?? accomplished something like that? It's honestly relieving that we can not talk for a few days and then go back to talking like it was nothing, because I feel that comfortable with you? Altho lbr if I could talk to you every day I would but I'm still a shy nurd who can't conversation well. Seeing your little tab light up orange brightens up my day tho!!
And I think we've come so far!! This time last year, we were just unsuspecting babus who have now gone through hell together and look at this messed up friendship we got out of it. I am ninety percent sure that it was all us and... like, okay, maybe sixty percent sure that Kaito and Saguru's dynamic effected how hecked up our odd our friendship is. But I like it?! I like that we can bully each other because bullying has always been my way of showing someone how much I like them, and it just makes me so elated that I have that with you. I remember a while back that I said Sagi/Aries were most compatible and we both went 'ick' but y'know it's probably true. I clicked with you so well and I've never really had a friendship like that!
I have ten times more things I could write. Like how much I love your intelligence, how happy I get when you say cute things rarely (the fact that they're rare makes it cuter) and save them, the fact that your writing inspires me and waking up your rambles gives me something to look forward to reading when I finally roll out of bed. Your stories, your OCs, your characterisations, that you're constantly coming up with new ideas for blogs and they're always so good... I'd ramble on forever about how much I adore you!! I can't wait til I get to RP with you more - the very thought makes me excited!! But today is special friendship day. I will save more rambles for your next birthday, because damn right you'll still be stuck with me then!! >:O
sfkdjsflsd but seriously seth, thank you for sticking with me this long!! it's been a wild ride, it's been a fun ride, and it's been a ride I'm going to continue riding for as long as possible!! Happy friendiversary, and more to come! :')

















