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I've never been this happy before. You wanna know why? It's gone. It's finally gone. I can finally socialize without fear. I can finally care about others without being a threat. That even applies to Blitz now! And the others! But ESPECIALLY the Globules! I love them so much!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I can even read to you now!! Well I always could do that but like now I can forever!! We can be together forever!! Nebeski: Really? We don't have to fear anymore? Well I never did I always trusted you! I'm so glad you don't Wystie!! It's finally over after years!! We can finally just be together together together!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm genuinely feeling 100%. Like I can listen to you now!! It's no longer a huge fucking chore. I can just do it and enjoy talking to you!! Blitz: You didn't enjoy..? You didn't like talking to m-? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Even Levi was surprisingly fun to talk to now. This was ALL I needed to do. Thanks for your advice Levi!! You were right! Levi: No problem. Now go fuck yourself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've never been to Purble's Place before! Is this a bar on the spaceship? Who knew spaceships would have bars??

Levi: Yep. A bar. Can you stop following me?

Hey! You just happened, to be the place I was am going too!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Levi: Can you not do that in front of me ple- What? Me shaking? I'm shaking from excitement hehehe!! I finally got everything ever I want!! Levi: Obviously not, I- These lights look immaculate. This is the prettiest place here. Even period. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I love you!! I love you I love you I love you Nebeski!! We should do everything together!! Nebeski: I know hehe!! We are currently doing that! We should keep doing it like you've said a lot of times!

Yayayayay hehe!! Never let go of me pls also I need it. Pls don't ever leave me me.

Nebeski: I could never leave you dearie! I could never.. a-are you okay Wystie? Why are you so dim and your ears down? You need comfort? Wystie?? W-why do you look scary? Where are you going?? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was feeling pretty good. I don't know why it doesn't now. It's not bad. It just doesn't do very good. ~~

I was told it would last longer but it's my fault it didn't. I was told it would last longer but it's my fault it didn't. ~ Why does it feel so bad. I'm cold and warm. The coldest goosebumps with the warmest touch. The brain says it's freezing cold and blistering hot and the pain is hyper-sensitive just like me hehe I hate them all. I hate them all and want to kill them. Please stop. just please stop I just want this to end. I just want to kill everything and die. What if I memorize this what if I learn these thoughts what if I act on them and hurt Nebeski I am going to kill Nebeski I don't; want to kill Nebeski my mind hurts its fast I feel like I am sprinting an infinite marathon of coals with my thoughts it's all pain and fear and death and I want to kill Radia. She got in my way she is going to destroy our operation and that's okay I can't kill her because that's not okay even if she gets the everyone killed Nebeski killed and dead it doesn't matter because killing her on purpose is more wrong than her accidentally killing everyone I need to kill her I need to kill her please stop I am going to learn these thoughts and what if I act on them and hurt Nebeski it's so cold and warm and painful I need to kill Radia she is going to kill Nebeski no stop you just want to kill because of the ~~~~~ please stop I don't want to Nebeski die I just want the suffering to end and I can't stop it will happen forever it's hopeless this is forever i want to go to Nebeski now more than ever I need Nebeski but I will it I need Nebeski but I will kill Nebeski but I need Nebeski or else I will kill Nebeski it's not that I need Nebeski or I will kill Nebeski I need Nebeski so I don't kill Nebes, no, I need, Nebeski, I need to be calmed down, Nebeski will be okay regardless you are okay Nebeski is going to die somehow you will be okay you're okay Nebeski would reassure you but it doesn't matter it hurts and Nebeski is going to die Radia will get Nebeski killled and that's okay because killing Radia is worse you can't kill Radia the way Radia will kill everyone because Radia is innocent I just want Nebeski but I can't go to Nebeski I will kill it I just wanty Nebeski but I can't go to Nebeski I will kill it I want Nebeski but I can't go to Nebeski I will kill Nebeski kill Nebeski I don't want to kill Nebeski ~ Levi I need your help can can can can take me to get more ~~~~~ please blitz is gone n i took too much and now I am shaking and cold I just want this to end please sorry for ignoring your warning I'm sorry just please help me Levi: Can you shut up PLEASE. Just give me a FUCKING second to think. This is why you can't just fucking ignore me Wysteria. I know please shut up don't insult me it hurts too bad it hurts too bad please stop please stop don't do this to me Levi: SHUT UP. I've thought of something. Stop laying on my floor in a ball and get over here. I get under my arm, I'll hold you up. You clearly need it after the consequences of ignoring me. - Levi: Hey Mr. Shifty, uhm, as you can see here, my friend needs a hand. Red: Only this one. Unless you're joining.

Levi: I need to come with her. Red: Only if you're joining. Levi: Whatever. Alright, Wystie. You go in there, get whatever you need and get the hell out of there. You hear me? ...Wystie? Wysteria, you need to NOD now if you understood what I just said. Yes, yes. Levi: Okay, I'll be right outside. - Signs bright, prices, Aglobules, there brightness is ever-present. Shimmering in my eyes like the stars of early-born universes almost as bright as my Nebeski is going to die it's going to die and be your fault STOP thinking you are going to have to kill Radia to save it stop please you are going to have to signs so bright, it's so cold here there's so many Aglobules please don't kill Radia you don't have a choice where am I going I'm just wandering mind wandering like my body they are one in the same you are one whole of love and death more death your life is defined by death just death Nebeski and death with death always following like redshift of the stars blinking blood drops stop just find where you are going the lights are bright but it's so dark fucking awful this is pain where is Nebeski i want it i dont want to hurt it so I'm here even though I need Nebeski more than anything but I will kill Nebeski but i need Nebeski so badly I need it so badly Purble: Ay~! Ms. Fakey Pinky there! C'mere over here, would'ya? You want? m-...mhm.. Purble: Looks more like 'need.' Here ya go dearie. Your troubles are over. w-what is..? I d-don't know this I need ~~~~~.. Purble: Trust me dearie, I promise you this is better. And also, homebrew~

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friends have different ways of saying “i love you” and sometimes a friend is an action figure of an antagonist who has no concept of kindness