hiii Maodori! Idk if you would be ok with requests right now, so definitely ignore if you're not up to it ā¤ļø!!
I would love to see you write for La Squadra with a teammate who's almost too pretty!! U imagine them starting to develop a crush??? Hitmen stuttering and blushing? Yes pleaseee ā¤ļø
Tnx!! Also, Happy pride!! š«¶
Hey there! Happy Pride Month as well!
Sending all the love and support to those out there as an allyš āØ(^^ )
This is such a cute thought AAAAA!!!! I leaned more Headcanon with this since I see them all crushing in such different ways
La Squadra Crushing on a Pretty Teammate + Confessions to You
- He isnāt exactly subtle with his crush. But it starts off as it usually does. He continues to play around, hanging in your space, bothering you any chance he can
- You eventually become someone he canāt stop focusing on. You take of every thought in his day, and even when out with other people he finds his mind wandering back to you. The way you smile, the way you carry yourself around him, how you just entrance others around you with your natural charm
- Lord help this man if you flirt back. He is bold and an asshole, but having someone flirt back after he teases them gets him to freeze in place and shut up for once.
- He doesnāt stutter when he freezes, he just goes wide eyed like a deer in headlights, maybe awkwardly fidgeting with his hands as he canāt keep his attention off of you. Youāre too damn pretty and to hear you tease him back is simultaneously a nightmare and a dream.
- On actual mission, you are going to have to force this man to focus. Heās going to want to be playful even when you both are in danger. The only time heāll snap out of it on his own is if youāre actually going to die. Any injuries to him are an excuse to take care of you and admire you even more.
- When he finally breaks and confesses to you, it doesnāt matter where it is. Whether itās on a mission, out in public, or just at you two are walking somewhere. He tries to dance around the actual question for as long as he can, unsure of what a āproper momentā is. Itās then when he actually stammers a lot.
It had been a hard mission. The target nearly evaded both of you, but now after a dinner and a long talk about him just standing there like an idiot, you both were walking back to the safe house.
āYāknow, even with the bandages you are sexy as hell.ā
You turned your head to face the flirt as you glared slightly.
āDude. I know you call everyone some nickname behind their backs. You likely call me something as well, so just shut up until we get back.ā
He kept his hands lazily in his pockets, huffing and shrugging his shoulders.
āI-I mean, itās not a bad nickname⦠not like Sheepheadā¦ā
Lips remained shut, the silence resting in the air as he awkwardly hissed through his teeth. Why did he have to bring up Ghiaccioās nickname? And god you really did look pretty to him. It was like you were the only thing that existed in the world, before he promptly had to dodge a lamp post he was about to walk into. Formaggio laughed to himself a little as he added on
āSay⦠you donāt got someone, right? Like a partner?ā
His insecurity was cropping up a little as he waited for your response patiently.
āNo, not necessarily. Why would you care?ā
Formaggioās gaze averted from yours as he tried to muster up some courage. So many times before he had so easily asked someone out. Why was it now that he found himself tripping over his own thoughts? His mouth opened and closed like a fish for a few moments before he tried to speak. Eyes widened and vacant of his usual antics.
āN-N-No reason⦠eheā¦ā
God damn it! Why wouldnāt those words leave his mouth?! He sighed as you both continued to walk. Formaggio could ask another time. Hopefully he wouldnāt stumble over himself again.
- He has to put up a front of being tough a lot of the time, and you make it even worse for him. You are probably the only thing he can look at without him feeling afraid for once, and that scares him more.
- Illuso will be more verbally harsh to you initially. Trying to play you off and just put space between you and him because he is afraid of allowing his emotions to flourish. But even when he sits alone you simply just pop back into his head like he never entered his mirror realm.
- Flirting towards him just makes him all the more anxious. He turtles inward and struggles to open up despite his bravado. His mirror realm is his sense of control. And if you are gentle with him it gets him to not turtle as much. It takes a lot of courage for him to even talk to you directly, and it takes him time to fully come out of his shell.
- When he tries to speak properly, it feels like he is choking on his own words. It irritates him how he canāt vocalize his thoughts properly when around you, and he resorts to just writing notes. Pen and paper is much easier for him to convey his thoughts to you. Especially ones he is to scared to say out loud
- On missions he will just hide as much as he can. Maybe provide support if you need. But those times you are in danger are the times he finally escapes from his anxiety with you and takes you out of danger to recover. It is probably the most confident he will be with you. And if the enemy hurt you, he takes great offense to it. That person ruined your perfect visage, albeit temporarily. They will die.
- He never confesses to you directly. That is pushing his boundaries too much. But he will leave a letter by your bed or somewhere you frequent. Itās probably the most honest you will see him be to his own emotions and thoughts.
You laid there in a medical bed, your arm sprained and your body scuffed to no end.
But you got out of the mission alive. Something you could be grateful for. You never spoke much to Illuso. Hell, he seemed to hate you any time he talked to you. It was like you were some roach that couldnāt stop crawling around his mirrors. And yet you tried your best to at least have some form of friendship with him.
In your tired stupor, only barely waking up from a nap you had taken from the pain meds, you found your gaze landing on something. A crumpled, but still neatly folded piece a paper laid by your bed.
āWhat the⦠is this a message from Risotto? Did something happen while we were out?ā
You muttered to yourself as with your good arm you took the paper. Unfolding it carefully as you read a letter.
This was Illusoās handwriting. You would know it from anywhere.
Seeing how that man hurt you, how he so blatantly tarnished a beautiful person like you, someone who shows me undeserved kindness even in my harshest moments, I couldnāt stand it. You didnāt deserve to be hurt like that. And Iām sorry you still got hurt anyways.
To be honest, I like you. A lot. You are beyond beautiful, someone I would have never expected to join the team. No matter where you are you make the place feel alive. You are probably the one person I find tolerable when the world feels terrifying. I kept trying to push you out of my life, and yet you still tried your best to reach out to me. You grounded me in my worst moments. You make me feel safe and cared for even in this cruel business we both engage in.
And Iām scared of what you might think of me. I know Iām not a good person. Im far from someone ideal, I canāt stand people and I am an asshole to put it bluntly. And Iām just your co-worker after all, I donāt know if you have someone else. This confession may be all for nothing.
But would someone like you give a man like me a chance?
A small sigh came from you as you glanced at a nearby mirror. Illuso sat quietly against the wall in the reflection, shaking slightly. Head rested on his arms as he stared down at the floor. Simply waiting for your response.
- Oh this poor boy. He struggles to hide his crush on you and it impacts his work A LOT. He confides in Prosciutto about it, and being told to just āsuck it up and deal with itā makes it even more difficult.
- You become a priority to him in anything that involves you, whether to the detriment of the others or not. He tries his best to make you happy and comfortable, but donāt order him around. He will quickly lose that crush and your relationship with him becomes more like his relationship with Prosciutto.
- Millisecond you flirt with him or compliment him he canāt even finish what he was saying or thinking. He is a stuttering mess, and canāt even function right. Full āERROR 404ā mode. When he calms down, he thanks you, but he just struggles to believe what you say to him.
- He covers up his own thoughts to the best of his abilities. Itās more because he doesnāt want to accidentally say something wrong, or push you away unintentionally. Pesci is so damn cautious and hesitant with you and it is very noticeable.
- On missions he is able to keep his composure more. Prosciutto pushes him to focus on the mission so he is able to keep his head in the right place most times. But he panics when you get hurt. He isnāt sure what to do and he beats himself up over it. However he will stay by your side and make sure you stay conscious.
- Pesci can never decide on a time, a place, an actual plan for how he confesses to you, which results in him never fully doing so. He is afraid of losing you even as a friend, and it leads to him getting stuck in his head more. If you like him back, itās going to be on you to confess.
But no matter how long it takes, he will wait. Because he cares.
- This man is incredibly subtle in how much he likes you. Honestly you wonāt notice any major difference in his personality at ALL, that is how much he is able to cover up his feelings.
- Itās little things he does. Cleaning up messes you were told to clean without you saying a word. Leaving small items of makeup he thought you might like. Maybe hair accessories if you are inclined to those. Those gifts and acts of service make it obvious he likes you, even if he keeps up his usual personality.
- Flirting with him is like flirting with a brick wall at first. He is unphased even if you are so damn pretty. But push enough and he will turn it on you. I do not see him losing his confidence when flirting.
-Such a smooth talker. HOWEVER. If he doesnāt feel like it is the right time, or you are actively pestering him about how much he likes you when he doesnāt have his confession planned out to a tee, expect him to stammer briefly and become extra harsh with you. He will kick you out of his space if need be, because he needs to cool down after.
- When he is on a mission with you, he is gonna try his damndest to not sleep in the same space as you. Separate beds? You both take one. One bed and a couch? Heās taking the couch. No couch or chair? Heās taking the bathtub. Literally just a shower in the bathroom? He will sleep on the goddamn floor. He does not want to invade your space nor impede your comfort. If you invade his space at any point he will just put you back on the bed and go back to minding his own business. When youāre with him, injuries are far from likely, but he will patch you up after.
- His confession is very calculated. Arguable more so than Risotto. He doesnāt want you to get the wrong idea in the slightest. And it is in private. You canāt avoid the question and he doesnāt want you to. It honestly feels very clinical how much he planned it out. If you did run he wouldnāt know how to feel, and that it what worries him. I see him being more the type to daydream in a sense. It helps him process his plans and thoughts.
It was a day you both were left to sift through paper trying to find the identity of the boss of PassionƩ.
āHey. I saw you cleaned up my pile of papers earlier. Are you sure you donāt like me Pros?ā
You cooed as Prosciutto let out an exasperated sigh. He couldnāt meet your gaze. Not when you were trying to be cute. Because goddamn it you were and it was getting on his nerves.
āI simply saw a mess and cleaned it. N-nothing more than that.ā
Shit. He tripped on his words. You chuckled softly as you set your pile of the documents aside and leaned over his shoulder.
āI heard that little stutter, you like me.ā
Prosciutto snapped his file shut as he turned to shoot a glare your way.
āYou heard nothing. Now letās get back to work.ā
You shot a small smirk as he masked his embarrassment. Striding back to your side of the room to continue perusing the documents that had been acquired. It was the wrong time. The complete wrong time. It was to be in the evening. At least past five oā clock, but no later than seven thirty. And definitely not in such a dreary, dusty room. Your elegance deserved a proper place. A park. A restaurant. Somewhere that didnāt feel abandoned and disheveled.
It went as such in his head
āY/N. Do you have a partner?ā
āNo, I donāt, why do you ask?ā
He hoped you would reply, you were beautiful after all, it wouldnāt be unheard of for you to have a partner with an appearance such as yours.
āWell it may be forward, but I would like to be your partner.ā
He would state so boldly, the golden sun perfectly accenting your appearance.
āOf course I would love to Prosciutto!ā
He yearned to hear from your lips. Followed by an embrace, and a kiss so loving. It felt foolish for a man like him to daydream such a scenario, but it was the nature of dreams. To get lost within your own mind even when reality told a different story
āHey Pros, what are you staring at?ā
You watched his body jolt as he went from staring at the back of your head to reading through the documents for any evidence. A small laugh came from you as you continued your and of the work.
Later. He could confess later today. He just hoped it went as planned.
- This man is so afraid of having a crush on you that he snaps way more frequently around you. But that only worsens his own fear of you hating him.
- But despite that, he tries his best to support you. If you come to him with problems, he will sit and listen. Heās someone you will become closer to naturally if you have the patience for him. He generally labels actions like giving you a sweater as it being the polite thing to do, if anyone else questions him on it they will get their lips frozen shut for a short amount of time.He is fairly good at covering up his emotions towards you otherwise.
- Expect him to insult you if you flirt towards him. He does NOT take compliments well. He also will stutter and rant if you keep pushing it, but he wonāt just take you teasing him. In actuality it does stress him out a lot.
- He is a massive stutterer when he isnāt having a complete outburst of anger. He doesnāt get shy, he will stand his ground, and will keep fighting you on any form of teasing. Itās him trying to maintain some form of control over his emotions as he does not like snapping at you especially.
- Do not try anything when out on a mission. He will shut you down and just return your focus back to the task at hand. It is the time where you both are on business, there is no need for any sort of back and forth. The millisecond you get hurt badly, he will rage. He canāt control his emotions in that moment, and even if you needed the target alive, he had enough. Once he finally calms down, he is scolding you for being reckless, but he is grateful that you are okay. He patches you up enough to get you to safety so you can fully heal and rest.
- Ghiaccio is the definition of blunt in terms of confessing. No perfect time, no trying to be gentle, he is going to ask you out when he has the courage to say it. Though he is more insecure about his own spontaneous anger and doesnāt want to hurt you in any way.
You were both sat in his car. Exhausted but content at another job well done.
The engine slowly puttered on as Ghiaccio started tuning the radio to his usual station, gaze clearly exhausted and wanting to head back to the safe house. The AC made the already cold evening even chillier as he had fortunately let you borrow one of his sweaters before leaving. A small, but tired smile teased at your face as he began to drive.
āItās nice having a calm evening for once.ā
Looking at him, he gave a slight nod. His gaze focused on the road ahead of him.
āI still have to thank you for the sweater, though I donāt know why you only loan them to me.ā
Ghiaccio sighed as he pinched the bridge of his nose, the air growing colder.
āBecause I can trust you to not destroy them. That is it. N-Nothing more.ā
He adjusted his glasses as you felt the air return to normal. It wasnāt hard to tell he was bottling his emotions for now. The pain in his gaze being all the more apparent as you got comfortable in the car.
āWell regardless, thank you Ghia.ā
There was a long pause as you looked out the window. The passing lights of street lamps being the only thing keeping you awake. Until you heard him speak.
āWant to go out sometime? As more than friends Y/N?ā
You sputtered as you turned to fully face Ghiaccio.
āYou heard what I said, you pretty idiot.ā
- Probably the most comfortable in having a crush on you, but more out of fascination for how it affects him. Itās a new feeling for him after all! He needs to completely understand it!
- Heās constantly making quiet comments to himself about how you are affecting him. Whether itās him noticing how his heart is beating faster, how his face feels warm. Itās simultaneously affectionate and him being, well, him.
-Oh my god flirting with him is like a game to him. He wants to see who gets flustered first, you or him. Itās almost like a challenge to him, and he LOVES it. He points out every little thing that signifies you are getting embarrassed. Yet he never tries to be physical. Itās always verbal teasing and he knows when to stop.
- He doesnāt stutter, he will just silently shrink away and mumble. Itās more out of him calculating how to calm himself
- If you think the teasing war is bad when not on the job, itās worse during a job. Any minute of private time on the job he is trying to goad you into teasing him back. And he finds it beyond adorable seeing your cute little face get embarrassed, but he is respectful of your space and your boundaries. He will actively stay away from you if you ask for some space, tell him to knock it off and he will. He is eccentric, and likes to mess with you, but he isnāt a freak who would want to make you uncomfortable (Justice for Melone! Star opened my eyes and I want to give a little of my own take on him). On most missions with him he is often in his own place while you are out on the front, but if you get badly injured he will use Baby Face to give you some backup so you can run away. I can see him being the best in La Squadra at treating your wounds, and after you are injured he quiets down his teasing a lot so you can rest.
- By the time he confesses, the group already assumes you are a couple. In your little free time he likes to spend most of his time with you, and you basically arenāt going anywhere without him by you. And he doesnāt plan it out really, he just wants to get it out before it truly starts interrupting his work.
The couch in the main room of the safe house had become a place of comfort for you.
Even with the off lighting, and otherwise less than stellar atmosphere, it was comfortable. And Melone was already sat right beside you, scrolling through forums as he usually did. You had nothing better to do, and thusly just watched him scroll through forums, humming to himself as he eventually noticed you eyeing what he was doing.
āHmm, canāt take your pretty eyes off of what Iām doing?ā
You rolled them calmly as you knew how this went.
āGot nothing else to stare at.ā
Melone chuckled to himself as he rested his head on his hand.
āYouāre going to give me tachycardia if you keep looking at me like that.ā
He paused for a moment as he not so subtly pulled up a note file and mumbled to himself with his eerie smile.
āIām gonna have to write that down, this is a new one!ā
It was an eccentricity of him you got used to since you joined the team. And the team had gotten used to his actions around you. The way he seemed beyond fascinated with you in every moment and every feeling he got when talking with you. And soon the silence returned. His scrolling resumed, before you saw a slight shift in his expression. His lips tightening slightly, eyes slightly more lidded before he turned to you, arm slung over the back of the couch as he spoke.
āWant to try dating Y/N?ā
And quickly you heard a collective response from all the members in the room.
āArenāt you two already dating?!ā
- Probably the second most comfortable in having a crush on you, but it also weighs on him heavily. Between how dangerous your job is, and how having a partner could put him and the others at risk, he is hesitant to accept his feelings initially
- He remains as stoic as ever, but unlike with the others, it is noticeable how his expression softens when he talks to you. You matter to him, and he wonāt let his rather intimidating appearance stop him from trying to make you feel welcome. But deep down he is fighting himself being more clear how he feels with you.
- When you flirt with him, he appears to be unaffected. He canāt allow you to get to him that easily, even with how pretty you are. But the longer you persist, eventually he breaks. He doesnāt stutter, he doesnāt flinch, he makes a point. Usually he does something unintentionally flirty back to you just to shut you up.
- He is also a mutterer. He keeps his voice low as to not grab your attention, but there are times he canāt keep his thoughts in his head and he tries to control himself. If he is holding a pen he will fidget with it when in your presence as it keeps him calm.
- On a mission, he is struggling a lot to keep his calm and calculated behavior around you. He would rather go out and fight than share the quiet space with you. After all, he doesnāt want you to get killed. He canāt bear to lose another member, let alone one he finds himself thinking about a lot. But if you do have to go out and fight (which is rare), he is keeping a close eyes on you the entire time. If he has to use Metallica to close your wounds, then he will.
- His confession is fairly calculated with room for error. Itās what he finds himself thinking about when there is free time. Itās somewhere out of sight of the others, and not in the dilapidated alleys you all became so used to. Minimizing risk is his goal. But the key thing is he would want it to be after the boss is gone.
The gentle sunlight kissed your skin as you and Risotto finally had free time.
Hell, after Giorno took over, you and La Squadra had a short gap in work, but at least you were all paid better for once. But this peace was something calming. And being allowed to see the sunlight gave a feeling of calm that both of you hadnāt felt in ages.
At least for you. Risotto had been plotting this for a long time. He couldnāt help but find himself thinking about you in every longing moment. A hesitant dream of being free from the burden of the boss, of being allowed to live his life. Risotto hadnāt allowed himself to feel for someone in a long time. Not when Diavolo was still alive. Yet here he was now, you beside him, in a peace you could finally rest in.
āItās over, itās all over now, isnāt it?ā
You questioned as he turned to look at you. Goddamn it you were elegant. How did you even end up in PassionĆ© in the first place? A long sigh came from him as he felt a weight leave his shoulders. It hadnāt been long since Giorno took over, yet that burden he held was now gone.
Silence. The gentle squawking of seagulls overhead in the Naples evening. It was now or never. If you rejected him, then yes he would hurt, but he could finally be at peace. If you accepted him, all the better. But the words in his head that wanted to spill forth with weighing on him for a very long time. Probably ever since you joined. Risotto took off his cap, feeling the breeze against his hair as he sighed.
āY/N, would you want to try being something more? Not just friends or co-workers?ā
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