Manly Pudding

I just needed to kind of talk about endgame. It’s been awhile since i’ve posted ANYTHING remotely fan related on my tumblr. Excuse all the grammatical and spelling errors. I just came back from watching endgame.

There was a lot going on in the movie and i can say that after all that, i’m actually pretty happy with it. It was overall, extremely bittersweet. Not only are we seeing seeing the end of the original avengers team, but we’re seeing the end of an era (in my opinion that is). The fight sequences, the comedy, the drama, the music.... A+++ I mean there a few tiny... loop holes but i can just ignore that for the sake of the movie.

This is pretty much me writing out my thoughts into a post because i’m still trying to process the movie.

- Clintasha/Natasha: I loved the movie (even with all the death and sadness). i’m extremely shocked about natasha’s death. I’m quite bitter that her death was kind of glossed over near the end. I was hoping she’d come back somehow, but she’s never coming back. I’m not okay with that AND the fact that they one of them had to die, and they would have to sacrifice the one they loved most... I cannot even. I was so excited to see them teaming up, it completely went over my head where they were actually heading. And i was thinking the entire time “NO... no no no no”. THEY JUST REUNITED. HOW COULD YOU. Even though clint has a family, a very beautiful one at that, im a clintasha fangirl all the way. Their relationship and dynamic... i can’t help but ship them from the very first avengers movie. How could you not??? The way their foreheads pressed together while they realised that one of them would have to die... utterly tragic... but so beautiful. 

- Pepperony/Tony/Morgan: Morgan was BLOODY ADORABLE. I actually cannot even. She was so cute, and it made my heart swell when i watch the interaction between daddy!tony and morgan. And the fact that due to Tony’s passing, you won’t get to see their interactions while she’s growing up. She’s 5... she cant process her father’s death properly AND SHE WANTS CHEESEBURGERS. “i love you 3000″. I’m actually still in shock that Tony sacrificed himself... i mean not surprised because i kind of saw it coming BUT still very much shocked. I love his ‘funeral’ montage. My heart breaks for pepper, who has to raise her baby on her own without her father. ALSO, HOW BADASS was the scene when pepper comes in in the final fight scene and kicks ass with Tony. Although i would prefer Tony very much alive... i can’t say it was a bad ending for Tony. ANNND He even got to meet his father, Howard, in the 70s. And they got to kind of connect.

- STEGGY/Steve: Okay, i think this is what really made the movie for me (asides from all the badass fight scenes). I cannot even begin to explain how happy the end made me feel. It just felt so right??? I don’t care what anybody says. They can complain about how Steve belongs with blah blah or steve’s characterisation was ruined, because i know for a fact thats BULLSHIT. I’m not here for shipping wars and hate because, frankly, im over that shit? Grow up. I wanted to come onto Tumblr for some positivity and fangirling. However, i had come onto find some toxic nonsense and im not having it. If someone reads this and sends me hate, i ain’t even going to bother with you :)  bye. OKAY, onto talking about steggy & steve. I think it was the most perfect way to end Steve’s arc. It was full circle, and the fact that he got to experience the life that he always wanted with the love of his life, is literally PERFECT. He’s happy. He’s been through enough. I can see why Steve would stay back, experience what Tony has, and be with his girl (one who he did NOT stop loving). Yes, i’ve watched Agent Carter. You can still be the badass heroine and keep your personal growth WHILE still being with the love of your life. ANNND the scene that zooms into old!steve’s hands when Sam asks who IS SHE...where you see a simple wedding band and then transitions into the cute house with the old music playing in the background. Peggy in her red dress, while steve holds her tight. They’re swaying and just in the moment, And you see peggy and steve’s face of contentment and they’re leaning in for that kiss. PERFECT. MAGNIFICENT. MY HEArt. (Speaking of music, can anybody tell me what it was? because i’m in LOVE with it. EDIT: “It’s been a long, long time” by Harry james. THANK YOU TO THE PERSON WHO SENT ME A priVATE MESSAGE ABOUT THIS). Also that scene, where the mjolnir/hammer was slightly quivering as thor was getting beat up... and went into STEVE’S HANDS, so steve can beat the shit out of thanos... HE IS WORTHY! the whole cinema clapped when that happen. One of the best cinema moments i’ve experienced.

- Wanda: You know one thing that kind of slipped my mind the whole time was the fact that wanda will never get vision back. I didn’t realise how ... final his demise was. She’s been robbed of happiness her whole life... this girl deserves some happiness. I’m not much of a vision x wanda fan but you can’t help but feel for the girl. 

- Thor: Oh man, his scene with his mother made me so emotional. The poor baby ): His dad bod tho... HAHAHA took me completely by surprise.

- Peter: My sweet, sweet boy.

- Carol/Captain Marvel: You go girl!! Badass.

- Scott: Honestly, so hilarious. Gotta love his humour. It must be such a shock to miss out 5 years of his daughter’s life. But they’re together now and that’s all that matters. 

- Bucky: My love. I’m always so happy when i see him. Honestly my favourite marvel character. I’m glad to see he got a few scenes in this movie and near the end, before Steve left for his final mission, you can see the realisation and acceptance on his face. He knew steve was going and he’s happy for him. Say what you want about the interaction between them being short, but i think it was perfect for their friendship/love/whatever because they don’t even need many words to express what they really need to say. Im excited to watch how his friendship with sam plays out in the future.

- Sam: CAPTAIN AMERICA.