Silly and Happy

I hope you will be more mindful next time. Hiding or not telling her things, just because it means nothing to you can also hurt her. She is your partner, it’s going to upset her once she found out the things that she had missed because you chose to leave her out. You were too confident and impatient to hear her thoughts. You are also being unfair to her. Maybe it’s not really cheating, but what’s the difference when it’s still hurting her? Please think about this. The next time you decide to do something, I hope you’ll also give her a chance to be a better partner; to argue, to support you, or to give you more option.

Stop waiting for someone else to save you. Let go; let go everything you can’t change. You need to stop hoping and start doing something for yourself. You deserve more than this. You have to realize that this is not yet the end of the story. Once you’ve known what it’s like to wake up in the morning knowing that nobody is taking advantage of you, peace will slowly fill up your soul. Take your time, love will come again for you when you’re ready.

Do not beg for him to stay. Don’t do that to yourself anymore, you have done enough already. If he really wants to keep you, then there should be no problem at all. It was his own choice let go of you and that decision had nothing to do with you. It wasn’t because of your imperfections or idiosyncrasies. You are far more precious and real than he gave you credit for. It’s his loss, not yours.

You don’t have to force yourself on the phone to talk to her every minute of every day just to show her she’s appreciated and loved. You can’t fake sincerity and there is a big difference between talking and communicating. Be completely honest with your girl. Tell her if you’re tired and what makes you tired/feel tired. Ask about the big things and the little things, you don’t have to be shy about it. But if she’s making you feel uncomfortable, tell her straight up how you feel instead of shutting her out. Honestly, you do not even have to spend or do so much to be called a good boyfriend. Instead, just be there for her. Be there for her when she has questions, when she needs you and when she’s about to give up. Your presence will always be enough to keep her going. Get it right this time.

Kahit lagi na lang kayong nag-aaway, minsan na lang kayo nagkakasundo at puro problema na lang ang napagdadaanan niyo, wag mo siyang iwan at sukuan kaagad. Lagi kang maghanap ng paraan para magkausap at magkaayos kayo. Kung magiging okay man, edi mas mabuti. Pero kung hindi na talaga, ayos lang. Atleast may ginawa ka. Hindi ka nagpabaya, masasabi mong hindi ka nagkulang at hanggang sa huli siya ay iyong pinaglaban.

I miss you, darling! :* Inaamoy ko ang shirt mo na nasa kwarto ko, napapasmile ako pagkatapos. Haha I love you.