indefinite hiatus

Throughout the month of June, I was very suicidal and almost made three suicide attempts, and (as of writing this post) I made one yesterday. [I’m fine; I spat out the pills before I swallowed them and got rid of them.]

Anyways, on June 29th, I went to the hospital. It didn’t do much; they just ran a bunch of tests on me and made me answer some questions. On July 1st, I had an appointment with a psychiatrist for meds, and she put me on a mood stabilizer. It’s been working well, and I’m not as suicidal anymore (the episode I had yesterday was PTSD-triggered). 

On a completely unrelated and more positive note, I’ve moved on from Danganronpa stuff (don’t get me wrong, I still love Danganronpa) and now I’m an EAS enthusiast. I’ve met a lot of great people, one person of which is like an older brother/very close friend to me. He’s fairly popular in the community and creates EAS scenarios (basically telling a story through the emergency alert system). He’s inspired me to start making EAS scenarios of my own. My first full-length one is called The Tornado Maniac. As of writing this post, all I need to do is make the visuals and sync everything. It’ll be uploaded on my Youtube channel (probably/hopefully some time in August) and updates about it will be posted in my discord server and on my Twitter.