it's been thinking for a while here, while you've had your hands on and off it for all these battles. it feels like months or years have gone by but really it's only been several minutes, hasn't it? and, in any case, little miss instantlossbait would maybe like to admit that maybe you're right.
maybe it does like losing. maybe it doesn't really want to fight. maybe its will is running out and maybe you finally got to it. maybe it's a bad hero and the strength of its justice isn't enough.
or maybe all its fighting has been because it couldn't admit that it didn't want to fight. because fighting was always the default option. the thing it was told it was supposed to do. the thing everyone always said it had to do, no matter how hard it was.
and to give that up now would feel like losing itself. like admitting it had been making a mistake. like dying.
but now that little miss instantlossbait maybe doesn't entirely want to fight anymore, it's scared in a different way.
what if you only want it because it fights? because it tries to run? because it insists it won't lose? what if that's the only reason you chase after it, not to catch it but to enjoy the run?
little miss instantlossbait thinks that that would be very cruel of you, but you're a very evil woman so maybe you are that cruel.
little miss instantlossbait hopes that if it ever stops fighting, that you'll still want it, that you'll still pay attention to it, that you'll still give it love.
so, little miss instantlossbait asks you this, you evil, evil woman, will you really love it? or did you just want to see it lose?
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