Welcome to the Madhouse

Do you ever lay down to rest your eyes and start daydreaming about stuff like its a TV show? and imagine the daydream with several different beginnings and endings? because I was doing that a little while ago but I got interrupted and I feel like I haven't “watched it enough” in my head. Is that weird ? or am I not the only one?

I eat food like I watch TV shows. I binge them

You must be out of this world if you think an alien smokes cigarets 

summer vibes

happy fathers day everyone

drifting

Cold cloudy walks soothe my heart

Confetti 🎉 

My days have been getting really long and it sucks. I hate it when people joke around I can't tell if they are being serious or not, so I take it the wrong way and get butt sad over nothing

I feel numb... but I'm not irrational. I know I can feel. I am a human being with blood in my veins and a heart in my chest. I hate the pathetic feeling of nothingness. Its a constant cycle of really good times and some not so good times. I do my best to push through with a smile on my face but sometimes its just not that easy. I make friends. Then I lose touch because I close my self off. No particular reason other than feeling dull most of the time. Not always but a lot of the time. Being told I amount to nothing every other day doesn't quite boost my ego but thats alright because of the people I surround myself with. The number of people could vary from 1-8. As long as I have a balance of happy and sad. I can get by. But nothings ever easy.

feelings are stupid 

california dreamer