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This is where I'll post out of character content and updates for my sideblog as well as other stuff that interests me.

About me:

I'm a 25 year old disabled Trans man. I have a bachelor's in the fine arts and I write smut in my free time. I currently serve as a homemaker for my lovely and very supportive family somewhere in Virginia.

My testosterone injection playlist!

The playlist updates every week when I inject. I have missed a few doses so the number of songs is not equal to the amount of time I've been on T.

Tags:

#The Institute - Updates or discussions about the sideblog

#Mad yaps - General talking tag

#Mad kinks - General kink writing

#Mad Eats - About cooking

#Mad answers - For asks

Kinks under cut.

My playlist is missing a several weeks because early on I was missing injections pretty frequently. Nowadays I never miss my injection so I get to add songs more often. I'm also constantly listening to new music and that shows up in my playlist.

So instead here is the process for Radial Forearm Free Flap Phalloplasty as stated by John's Hopkins page on Phalloplasty.

"Stage 1: The first stage of an RFFF approach is creating the penis using tissue from the forearm. The area where the forearm tissue is taken will require a skin graft. This may occur at the time of the initial phalloplasty surgery, or it may occur three to five weeks afterward. If it occurs later, patients will have a temporary skin covering over the forearm to help it heal.

Stage 2: The second stage, scheduled about five to six months later, may include lengthening the urethra to allow for urination out of the tip of the penis, creating the scrotum and removing the vagina, and other procedures depending on the patient’s individualized plan.

Stage 3: The third stage of surgery involves putting in place testicle implants and an erectile device to help the patient achieve an erection. The third stage typically takes place 12 months after the second."

Source: John's Hopkins

If you want to know more about phalloplasty in general you should visit the John's Hopkins page on Phalloplasty linked in this post. They discuss anterolateral thigh flap phalloplasty (ALT) as well as musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi skin flap (MLD) phalloplasty. They will also tell you about things like suprapubic tubes which are part of the process.

One thing it does not discuss are the different erectile devices and prosthetics that are available so I will discuss them here. Keep in mind these devices are only FDA approved for erectile dysfunction and not for phalloplasty and there is a chance of rejection by your body. With that said you have a two main category options for penile prosthetics. As stated by Gender Aid on their page about phalloplasty and implants:

"There are two types of devices: ‘Flexible’ erectile devices. This prosthetic device is also called 'semi-rigid' or 'inflatable'. It consists of a rod that can be bent into the desired position. It can be straightened and bent, manually. If you would also like to have prosthetic testicles, these must be placed, separately. This type of erectile device is easy to use and lasts a long time. A disadvantage is that the penis is always slightly hard, which can be more difficult to hide, for example in tight trousers or swimming trunks. This type of prosthetic also involves continuous tension on the skin, which increases the risk of the device protruding through the skin. Hydraulic erectile devices. These devices require a small balloon to be placed in the lower abdomen, which contains a fluid, and a pump that is placed in the scrotum. Squeezing the scrotum makes the penis hard. By pressing on the tip of the pump the prosthetics deflate again, bringing the penis back a flaccid state. The pump is also a filling for the scrotum. If you also want prosthetic testicles, you will only require one testicle to be placed. This type of erectile device can simulate both a flaccid and hard state. In addition, it reduces the tension on the skin and therefore also decreases the likelihood of the device protruding through the skin."

Source: Gender Aid

I highly recommend checking out Gender Aid's page on this because it also goes over the possible complications which are important to know about. They also discuss the operation and the aftercare. They cover surgeries primarily for those starting with a vagina so unfortunately this is not a resource for other kinds of bottom surgery.

The vaginal canal, labia, and other reproductive structures are left as they are. This means patients can still experience penetrative intercourse through the vagina. Also because the clitoral structure is maintained the patient still has full feeling in their clitoris. Usually the clitoris is still too small for penetration to be achieved with it.

This surgery may be done on its own or be used as a sort of stepping stone for other procedures. These can include: scrotoplasty, full metoidioplasty, ureathral lengthening, or even Phalloplasty. It may also be paired with a vaginectomy in which is a surgery to remove part or all of the vagina.

"Recovery from Simple Release is typically short and straightforward. Most patients are able to return home the same day of surgery, with swelling and soreness resolving within a few days. There is no catheter required, and most people can resume light daily activities within 1 to 2 weeks. Sexual activity is usually safe after 4 to 6 weeks, depending on the pace of individual healing. Because no grafts, implants, or urethral work are involved, the overall healing time is much shorter and easier than with more complex genital surgeries."

Source: Metoidioplasty.net

I highly recommend checking out that source for more information on metoidioplasty in general, not just simple release metoidioplasty. I hope this post encourages you to look into what options are available to you because there may be more than you thought. Obviously this post isn't proper medical advice and you should always discuss your health and personal transition goals with a healthcare professional.

Telling them how they're a good little slut for me and I'm going to let everyone know they're mine. Making sure to leave visible marks. Pulling my hand out of their mouth and choking them with it. Teasing them about how desperate they sound.

For the ribs I simply coated them in a store bought dry rub 30 minutes before coating with barbecue sauce and putting in the oven for 2 hours at 350°F. After they finished I coated them in a second round of barbecue sauce. I made 2 racks of ribs and they both fit in the oven at once.

Telling him all the ways I'm going to ravish him while tracing my hands along his body. Biting at his inner thigh and smelling how aroused he is for me already. Slowly lapping up his fluids and teasing his tdick with my tongue. Lightly sucking on it and circling my tongue around it. Eating him out while he moans and whines.

Kissing him so he can taste his own fluids on my tongue. Grabbing him by the throat and telling him to beg while I lightly trace around his hole with my free hand. Finally fingering him when he gives in. Adding fingers to slowly stretch him out.

When I think he's stretched enough pulling out a decently sized toy and holding it in front of his face, telling him we're going to try to fit the whole thing in him. Lubricating the toy in front of him, really making sure to stroke it. Telling him to take a breath while I put the head in. Hearing him whimper as I push it farther in. After I get it all in telling him he's a good little bunny and letting him adjust to its size before beginning to pump it in and out slowly. Making him beg me to push it faster and harder until I'm properly pounding his hole with it.

His neck is 18 inches in circumference. His shoulders measure in at about 20 inches. He's barrel chested with a chest circumference of 51 inches. He is pear shaped with his stomach coming in at a 55 inch circumference and his hips being a 60 inch circumference. He is approximately 6'0" without his boots, which add an inch or two. He weighs in at about 320lbs. He wears a men's size 11 boot and large size nitrile gloves.

He has dark brown curly hair verging on black and bright blue eyes. One of his eyes is half lidded and drifts out of alignment because he has alternating exotropia. He wears large circular glasses which have different prescriptions for each lens due to the uneven strain on his eyes. He has a light olive complexion with discoloration on the back of his neck due to insulin resistance. He has two scars on his chest from double incision top surgery and a grafting scar on his left arm from bottom surgery. These are rarely seen as they are under his clothes most of the time. He has black body hair scattered across his body and the early stages of a salt and pepper beard which he keeps short to fit under a surgical mask. He has a septum piercing set in a slightly wide nose and generally wears a simple silver horshoe in it.

So I had seen kink blogs floating around Tumblr and thought it would be fun to make one. I had two separate ideas in mind, one was the Institute and the other was based on a church confessional theme. I ended up deciding that I could do more with the Institute because I know more about medfet, robots, and electroplay than I do about religion. Also I thought the concept would be better done by someone raised christian than me who was raised agnostic.

I really hope someone else decides to pick up the confessional theme because I think it's really cool. It just didn't really feel right for me. Maybe one of you guys will do it, and if you do I hope you'll show me.

After deciding I wanted a mad scientist theme I decided it would be more up my alley to be an employee of a big institute rather than an independent scientist. That way there's an implication of contracts, checks and balances. Also it forces a sort of "professional distance" that I find hot. Dr. Faraday can fuck you with toys, gloves, and machines because that's his job, but he can't kiss you or fuck you with his dick because of his ethical responsibilities.

It's not sexual for me really. It's just about information and caring. I love knowing my friends' and family's measurements so I can send them listings of clothes or accessories they might like in their size. I would hate to share a listing with someone only for it to not be big enough but maybe that's on account of me being pretty large myself.

Got a new hand/boot harness. It used to be a collar on its old owner but it fits my hand and boot. I just need to get a toy that fits it cause my current one is too big to fit the O ring (1.5 inch diameter for reference).

Oh you're all fuzzy and light now? That's great, let me grab your chin and look at your eyes. Yeah they're definitely red and dilated. You were such a good boy taking those hits for me. Let me taste the smoke on your lips and tongue.

I put my hand on the front of your pants. Wow you're really warm, someone should help you out. Don't worry I've got you. I'm putting my hand in your pants, you're wet already? That's ok, you were a good boy for me anyway. I'll start playing with your clit, rubbing it between my fingers. Aww you're bucking into me? That's so cute, let me unzip your pants for a better angle.

You're such a good boy, you won't mind letting me finger you. Oh those are such nice sounds you're making. What if I had you get on top of me and I put my other hand in your mouth? That's right, you're so good for me. It's okay if you gag a little, I know my hands are kinda big. What if I tasted your fluids real quick? That's nice, here I'll take my hand out of your mouth and kiss you so you can try too.

Let me unzip my pants, yeah I've been wearing a strap the whole time. That's why there was a bulge. What if you sucked it? That's right, good boy. Take it to the base. You're so cute when you gag on it. I'm gonna grab your hair while you do that. You're gonna feel a little push on the back of your head. Yeah, that's a good boy.

What if you took your boxers off? Don't worry nobody's gonna see us. I locked the door cause we were smoking remember? That's right, you look so good. Yeah, come sit on my strap. Slowly now, you don't wanna take it in too fast. Good boy, just warm my cock while we kiss. Now ride it would you?