the sun will rise.

it really is friday night when you think about it

why are we still here? just to suffer? every day i get emails

the most healing thing we can do right now is to recognise our bodies. not “notice what your body has done for you / where it has gotten you / how it has overcome obstacles,” but literally just recognise it. to come to terms with having a body — not even in the sense of fully accepting it but to try & connect body & mind together the way that they should

being hideous with other people really is an underrated form of intimacy

just being able to look and act as “unattractive” as you want without worrying about negative attention or the pressure of expectations to do otherwise is so healing

need 2 lay in a flower field for like 12 years

I think it’s crazy how life is mostly about leisure and spending time doing nothing but in reality it’s all about work and constant progress and aspiring toward goal after goal that when we’re given time to relax or do nothing, we don’t know what to do and instead pass time being anxious about what we’re not doing. it’s just moving onto the next thing and having the future in mind at all times, like, no wonder we’re all fatigued and unfulfilled and sad because doing nothing is hardly valued and those units of time are seen as potential of having completed something instead of being vital to living life…..all this talk about productivity just misses out on how people just hate seeing laziness in themselves and in other people….any amount of time that could’ve been spent doing something that goes wasted is met with anxiousness and self-hatred and i hate it… why does EVERYTHING have to produce a result of self-optimization? just why