the skipped beat

is anyone here ready for fat transgender summer can we give it up for fat transgender summer

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

the first person in the bible to give God a name is hagar (a slave woman) who called him "the one who sees me"

*Sign of cross* dear Jesus my Lord please ascend to Earth in all your Divine glory and whip the fuck out of elon musk cleansing of the temple style. amen 🥰 *sign of cross*