Sometimes when we care about others, we dismiss behaviors or words that we consciously know we do not deserve. Because we value relationships, we push those thoughts aside. Maybe that is why it is so hard to understand how people can erase others so easily — because deep down, we sometimes fail to fully acknowledge what is right in front of us: that we may have been there for a reason, or perhaps only for a season, and that the friendship or relationship was not truly mutual.
I do not believe there is a person alive who has not experienced some form of erasure — perhaps you call it abandonment, rejection, or betrayal. A friend, partner, neighbor, or family member suddenly decides that you are no longer worthy of their time or presence, and so you are simply erased.
Erasure is the human experience of being emotionally discarded, excluded, replaced, or no longer valued by someone we trusted or believed would remain in our lives. People do leave.
Sometimes it comes with explanations about why they should no longer remain in contact with us. They may need to justify their decision. They may create lies or tell half-truths. They may see the situation through a completely different lens.
Sometimes it becomes dramatic — stories are created, conflict spreads, and others are recruited into the exclusion because someone has decided they no longer like you and no longer want anyone else to either.
Other times, erasure comes with no explanation at all. It simply happens. There are fewer invitations, less communication, exclusion from conversations, distance that quietly grows until one day you realize you have been pushed out. You are left in a void.
The more abrupt and unexpected the erasure is, the harder it becomes to process. At first, you wonder if it is really happening. Often, we do not want to acknowledge it. We do not want to speak about it. Slowly, you realize that you may never see this person again or have any contact with them, and there is a deep psychological component to that kind of loss. It is difficult to explain unless you have experienced it yourself — the silence, the grief, and the shame people feel for mourning someone who is still alive.
Sometimes the deepest harm is not physical or visible, but what someone’s actions do to another person’s inner world — their sense of belonging, safety, trust, identity, or worth.
We assume there will always be people we can count on, people who will remain in our lives forever. We may have already made that decision in our hearts, but they decided differently. Perhaps staying no longer benefited them or no longer made them happy, so they left — and they did not return. There is no conversation about your feelings or your thoughts on the matter. It is simply over, and you are erased.
You cannot force others to remain in your life, and so there is a process you must go through. First comes accepting the reality of what has happened. Then comes allowing yourself to acknowledge the pain of loss. Finally, you begin to accept that the relationship has permanently changed, if not completely ended.
You accept that reconciliation may never happen. When foundational trust is broken and abandonment takes place, you eventually realize there was not a mutual desire to preserve the relationship. There was not enough care, consideration, or respect to protect what existed between you.
History cannot be erased. Words and actions cannot simply be taken back. Over time, you learn that relationships require mutual respect, honesty, effort, and care. You begin to understand that the things you once overlooked really did matter. It does not mean you are to blame, nor does it mean everything was your fault. Often, we avoid fully admitting certain truths because we want a different outcome. We think emotionally rather than realistically.
But life teaches us that not everything will work out, not everyone will love us the way we loved them, and not everyone will stay. We eventually come to realize, that this is okay.
Because in the end, it becomes more important that you show up for yourself — and that you give your time, energy, and love to the people who genuinely show up for you in return. Through it all, continue showing up for yourself, and refuse to tie your self-worth to anyone else’s ability to see it.
Taking your power back after being erased means understanding your worth despite the experience. It means refusing to shrink simply because someone else decided you should.
The hardest part of the journey is not walking away from the people who diminish your value; it is learning to always show up for yourself. True self-worth is a quiet, daily choice. It is the refusal to settle for less than you deserve, the courage to support your own dreams, and the unwavering belief that you are already enough, exactly as you are.
Your story changes the moment you decide to become your own biggest champion.
Wisdom is learning that pain can pass through our lives without becoming who we are.
There is truth in spiritual practice that teaches us our self-worth is not tied to any person or circumstance. The moment we begin to see struggle, rejection, and conflict as natural parts of life, they lose some of their power over us. Happiness cannot rest entirely in the hands of other people or external situations.
Our worth is inherent. It is unconditional, and it belongs to us alone. The moment we stop fighting the reality of the storms in our life, they lose their power over us. Our happiness is never meant to be held hostage by people or changing situations.
We are not tied to pain, and we are not defined by who walked away or who chose to devalue relationships with us. Our worth is never dependent upon anything outside of ourselves.
Our happiness is unconditional, and it is entirely ours to protect.
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