i never thought i would be admitting this but i feel like i have given up on you i don’t look for you in a room full of people anymore i don’t miss being in your presence anymore i don’t question where you are, how have you been, what have you been up to anymore i don’t seek for your attention anymore but i also admit your name still creeps up in the back of my mind and my tears still shed and my heart still shatters but it doesn’t happen as often anymore

Your heart burns bright as city lights in the darkened night sky and maybe one day it will burn that bright for me, maybe on that day our hearts can burn that bright for each other. But until then maybe we should just live, explore, be courageous, and fearless and loving, but separately; and if one day we end up coming back together then maybe just maybe we can be together and our hearts can burn bright for each other because you know what they say set someone free if they love you they’ll come back.