Lychhiker's unhinged ramblings

Meet Tony! Wir haben eine Vogelfutterstelle und er (?) ist aktuell der einzige Gast.

Darf gerne gerated werden (out of 10) :D

Ok, das Foto ist erstmal eine absolute 9/10 (für die 10 fehlt leider das gewisse etwas... vllt eine Explosion im Hintergrund, oder Hundewelpen oder sowas)

CURSED BODIES.

a paranormal mystery.

STATUS: drafting. POV: third person limited between four characters, present tense. WARNINGS: human experimentation, homophobia, sexism, death and murder, suicide and suicidal thoughts + more.

SUMMARY.

damian sakamoto died and had it not been for his ghost walking around the streets of london, being able to stumble upon someone that in his life he had once called a friend, no one would've noticed. his life would've just become a statistic to be studied and an unsolved mystery. but with this second chance, he'll do everything that he can to ensure that he's given justice. but it's hard when one's memory isn't all that it could be. it's just a good thing that he has friends who hide away in dark corners, those who are able to unearth the secrets of his death. even if it means burning a family's legacy in the process.

LINKS.

need i say more?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85243411

people in every queer and trans community i go to set an expectation: i should ofrever abandon my muslim past, i should explicitly stop associating yourself with it whatsoever, you either get to be queer or you either get to be raised-muslim.

in reality, there's no such expectation for christianity, and none of them are ready to dismantle their "inner christian" in their heads as much as they expect be to dismantle my "inner muslim"

none fo them get to admit how most first world countries are culturally christian, because christianity is "default" to them, as well as first world, as well as white.

me having a complicated relationship with islam doesn't mean i absolutely despise every piece of it. it means i distanced myself from ummah, but won't hear islamic criticism from non ex muslims at all, because you expect us to dismantle "our inner muslims" in ways you aren't ready to dismantle imperialism and racism in you.

your expectation is us "acting white", you don't want us unless we're that, which means you don't want us at all.

a lot of people claiming to want to uplift brown queer voices and such don't procced to do anything meaningful for them, or for brown people at all. it's just virtue signaling, homonationalism. you'd only care of brown people being queer, and you want the "brown" part of it gone as much as possible.

a lot of people say they want the leftist agenda to stop being us centric and imperialist, but then it's just pretending to care about it. you already made is so little and unhearable you'd have to get out of your way to seek for us speaking. then you'd not seek or if you find us, you will just pass by. hoping someone else would amplify the voice you took from us? and that someone else would hope for that too, so what?

you want us only when we agree with everything usa says about us, you want us until our lives don't put you into too much discomfort. when they put you into too much discomfort, you don't ask why, you'll restore the comfort by banishing us again. your tolerability of us is so intricately conditional, to meet those a third worlder has to build themselves into a first worlder mindset. this is your (inter)nationalism hey.

Do you think this “male privilege” means that we’re no longer barred from all sports because our HRT is considered doping? Do you think that a judge or employer is any more likely to protect us from a cis person? Do you think that we’re in any less danger if/when we’re outed? Do you think male privilege lowers the 46% sexual assault rate that trans men face?

The nature of it is that masculinity in general is seen as predatory and aggressive. This affects trans women in obvious ways, but it also affects trans men in how we’re depicted as simultaneously confused girls as well as predators trying to trans your daughter’s gender. It’s in your parents telling you that you killed their beautiful daughter. It’s in how the queer community demonizes us for choosing masculinity. It’s in the assumption that transmasculinity is inherently misogynistic. It’s in the assumption that trans men aren’t in any danger in male spaces. It’s in the way our own community decides that passing or binary trans men aren’t queer. It’s in the benevolent third-gendering of trans men to insist that “nooo youre not like (real) men!”