un poquito loco

Ang mahirap manirahan sa ibang bansa. Minsan hindi ko alam kung paano ako mabubuhay hanggang sa susunod sa suweldo. 

Sometimes, I have this urge to write here but I’ll stop myself and ask “Will it make an impact?” Well, obviously the answer is “No” hence the emptiness.

Hopefully, in the future, I could post things again.

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzUAibsNQGA)

It's my first time in Bali as well as my first time to go out of the country with my mum and aunties. We had such a nice time and hoping will get back again.

Rivervale Mall 

Ilang araw ko na gustong iiyak yung pagod ko, pero hindi ko mailabas.

Before I have my first meal of the day, I decided to take an Omeprazole capsule to make my tummy less violent. It’s a little bit harsh now because I haven’t had any meal today.

I want to cry. 

I'm so tired that I want to cry just to let it all out. But I can't. 

So here's a blog post on how tired I am. I've just had my 7th consecutive day of work and I still have two more coming. 9 days. 9 days of hell.

It’s been a busy week at work. Never ending flow of patients means never ending things to do. 

At work, 7 days of:

- No meal/A bite of biscuit/A sip of coffee

- No bathroom break.

- Tired feet. Tired mind. Tired body. JUST TIRED

In times like this, I miss my little nephew, Travis, more. I remember the days when I was so tired and I always ask him for a hug for some comfort. 

Well, a hug and a Chicken McDo.

I’m staring at my wall blankly a lot of times today, thinking of you. Thinking of the things that we might be doing or the random things that we could be talking about.

There’s nothing to do but sleep. But, I can’t sleep.

An unfinished slice of cake on my table, and half a cup of coffee in the fridge. There’s nothing to do. 

I can’t find any movie that interests me and I’ve seen Facebook posts...almost everything. There’s nothing to do.

On the bed and stared at the icons on my phone’s home screen. There’s really nothing to do.

I’ve been like this since Saturday and you have no idea how tired I am of not doing anything. Got tired of thinking of what to do.