another starry night

I have a poet's soul and a swiss cheese brain.

epilogue natasha actually does kind of make sense. natasha's ending in war and peace is that she goes through a series of extremely traumatic events (betrayal, social and economic ruin, war, displacement, grief) and then immediately marries someone she's known all her life and feels safe with, even though she's never had romantic feelings for him before. and then when we see her seven years later she's completely withdrawn from the wider world, subdued every aspect of her personality to the point of unrecognizability, stopped playing music or dancing or doing anything that might draw attention to herself, and devoted herself entirely to the security and comfort of her family. that is a very coherent storyline, even if it's not the one tolstoy thinks it is

when i say “that reminds me” & theres zero connection you just have to take my word for it theres no time to explain

having withdrawals from. the river

whatever happens happens but sometimes it would be nice if it didn’t happen

game where you play as a medieval knight but it's peacetime so it's mostly about estate administration and property law