Sitting here this morning, with my coffee, my omelet that I made with last night's left overs. Having plans with my daughter today that, even though it seems small, she's very excited about. Getting to see my boyfriend (it's still weird to have someone to call "boyfriend" 😅😌) later. I feel so happy and at peace. Finally. And it'll only get better.

Summers almost here and I'm excited about the plans we've made. Big and small.

Thankful I'm healing myself.

When certain things happen, I still feel my nervous system prepare for a dumb "joke", or small argument, but when he simply tells me "that's okay", I can tell my body was preparing for an argument, and it feels weird to just remain relaxed.

And it's weird realizing how things were in the past were not normal. It wasn't just "joking" from my ex, not when it fucked up my nervous system and anxiety, and he knew it bothered me.